TABLE OF CONTENTS
INTRODUCTORY. THE CUSTOM-HOUSE
CHAPTER I. THE PRISON-DOOR
CHAPTER II. THE MARKET-PLACE
CHAPTER III. THE RECOGNITION
CHAPTER IV. THE INTERVIEW
CHAPTER V. HESTER AT HER NEEDLE
CHAPTER VI. PEARL
CHAPTER VII. THE GOVERNOR'S HALL
CHAPTER VIII. THE ELF-CHILD AND THE MINISTER
CHAPTER IX. THE LEECH
CHAPTER X. THE LEECH AND HIS PATIENT
CHAPTER XI. THE INTERIOR OF A HEART
CHAPTER XII. THE MINISTER'S VIGIL
CHAPTER XIII. ANOTHER VIEW OF HESTER
CHAPTER XIV. HESTER AND THE PHYSICIAN
CHAPTER XV. HESTER AND PEARL
CHAPTER XVI. A FOREST WALK
CHAPTER XVII. THE PASTOR AND HIS
PARISHIONER
CHAPTER XVIII. A FLOOD OF SUNSHINE
CHAPTER XIX. THE CHILD AT THE BROOK-SIDE
CHAPTER XX. THE MINISTER IN A MAZE
CHAPTER XXI. THE NEW ENGLAND HOLIDAY
CHAPTER XXII. THE PROCESSION
CHAPTER XXIII. THE REVELATION OF THE SCARLET
LETTER
CHAPTER XXIV. CONCLUSION
THE CUSTOM-HOUSE
INTRODUCTORY TO "THE SCARLET LETTER"
It is a little remarkable, that—though disinclined to talk overmuch
of myself and my affairs at the fireside, and to my personal friends—an
autobiographical impulse should twice in my life have taken possession of me,
in addressing the public. The first time was three or four years since, when
I favoured the reader—inexcusably, and for no earthly reason that either
the indulgent reader or the intrusive author could imagine—with
a description of my way of life in the deep quietude of an
Old Manse. And now—because, beyond my deserts, I was happy
enough to find a listener or two on the former occasion—I again seize the
public by the button, and talk of my three years' experience in a
Custom-House. The example of the famous "P. P., Clerk of this Parish,"
was never more faithfully followed. The truth seems to be, however,
that when he casts his leaves forth upon the wind, the author addresses, not
the many who will fling aside his volume, or never take it up, but the few
who will understand him better than most of his schoolmates or
lifemates. Some authors, indeed, do far more than this, and indulge
themselves in such confidential depths of revelation as could fittingly
be addressed only and exclusively to the one heart and mind of perfect
sympathy; as if the printed book, thrown at large on the wide world, were
certain to find out the divided segment of the writer's own nature, and
complete his circle of existence by bringing him into communion with
it. It is scarcely decorous, however, to speak all, even where we speak
impersonally. But, as thoughts are frozen and utterance benumbed,
unless the speaker stand in some true relation with his audience, it may
be pardonable to imagine that a friend, a kind and apprehensive, though
not the closest friend, is listening to our talk; and then, a native reserve
being thawed by this genial consciousness, we may prate of the circumstances
that lie around us, and even of ourself, but still keep the inmost Me behind
its veil. To this extent, and within these limits, an author, methinks,
may be autobiographical, without violating either the reader's rights
or his own.
It will be seen, likewise, that this Custom-House sketch has a certain
propriety, of a kind always recognised in literature, as explaining how a
large portion of the following pages came into my possession, and as offering
proofs of the authenticity of a narrative therein contained. This, in
fact—a desire to put myself in my true position as editor, or very little
more, of the most prolix among the tales that make up my volume—this,
and no other, is my true reason for assuming a personal relation with the
public. In accomplishing the main purpose, it has appeared allowable,
by a few extra touches, to give a faint representation of a mode of life not
heretofore described, together with some of the characters that move in it,
among whom the author happened to make one.
In my native town of Salem, at the head of what, half a century ago, in
the days of old King Derby, was a bustling wharf—but which is now burdened
with decayed wooden warehouses, and exhibits few or no symptoms of commercial
life; except, perhaps, a bark or brig, half-way down its melancholy length,
discharging hides; or, nearer at hand, a Nova Scotia schooner, pitching
out her cargo of firewood—at the head, I say, of this dilapidated wharf,
which the tide often overflows, and along which, at the base and in the rear
of the row of buildings, the track of many languid years is seen in a border
of unthrifty grass—here, with a view from its front windows adown this not
very enlivening prospect, and thence across the harbour, stands a
spacious edifice of brick. From the loftiest point of its roof,
during precisely three and a half hours of each forenoon, floats
or droops, in breeze or calm, the banner of the republic; but with the
thirteen stripes turned vertically, instead of horizontally, and thus
indicating that a civil, and not a military, post of Uncle Sam's government
is here established. Its front is ornamented with a portico of
half-a-dozen wooden pillars, supporting a balcony, beneath which a flight of
wide granite steps descends towards the street Over the entrance hovers
an enormous specimen of the American eagle, with outspread wings, a shield
before her breast, and, if I recollect aright, a bunch of intermingled
thunder- bolts and barbed arrows in each claw. With the customary
infirmity of temper that characterizes this unhappy fowl, she appears by the
fierceness of her beak and eye, and the general truculency of her attitude,
to threaten mischief to the inoffensive community; and especially to warn all
citizens careful of their safety against intruding on the premises which she
overshadows with her wings. Nevertheless, vixenly as she looks, many
people are seeking at this very moment to shelter themselves under
the wing of the federal eagle; imagining, I presume, that her bosom has
all the softness and snugness of an eiderdown pillow. But she has no
great tenderness even in her best of moods, and, sooner or later—oftener
soon than late—is apt to fling off her nestlings with a scratch of her claw,
a dab of her beak, or a rankling wound from her barbed arrows.
The pavement round about the above-described edifice—which we may as
well name at once as the Custom-House of the port—has grass enough growing
in its chinks to show that it has not, of late days, been worn by any
multitudinous resort of business. In some months of the year, however,
there often chances a forenoon when affairs move onward with a livelier
tread. Such occasions might remind the elderly citizen of that period,
before the last war with England, when Salem was a port by itself; not
scorned, as she is now, by her own merchants and ship-owners, who
permit her wharves to crumble to ruin while their ventures go to
swell, needlessly and imperceptibly, the mighty flood of commerce at
New York or Boston. On some such morning, when three or four
vessels happen to have arrived at once usually from Africa or
South America—or to be on the verge of their departure thitherward, there
is a sound of frequent feet passing briskly up and down the granite
steps. Here, before his own wife has greeted him, you may greet the
sea-flushed ship-master, just in port, with his vessel's papers under his arm
in a tarnished tin box. Here, too, comes his owner, cheerful,
sombre, gracious or in the sulks, accordingly as his scheme of the
now accomplished voyage has been realized in merchandise that will readily
be turned to gold, or has buried him under a bulk of incommodities such as
nobody will care to rid him of. Here, likewise—the germ of the
wrinkle-browed, grizzly-bearded, careworn merchant—we have the smart young
clerk, who gets the taste of traffic as a wolf-cub does of blood, and already
sends adventures in his master's ships, when he had better be
sailing mimic boats upon a mill-pond. Another figure in the scene is
the outward-bound sailor, in quest of a protection; or the
recently arrived one, pale and feeble, seeking a passport to the
hospital. Nor must we forget the captains of the rusty little
schooners that bring firewood from the British provinces; a
rough-looking set of tarpaulins, without the alertness of the Yankee
aspect, but contributing an item of no slight importance to our
decaying trade.
Cluster all these individuals together, as they sometimes were, with
other miscellaneous ones to diversify the group, and, for the time being, it
made the Custom-House a stirring scene. More frequently, however, on
ascending the steps, you would discern — in the entry if it were summer
time, or in their appropriate rooms if wintry or inclement weathers row of
venerable figures, sitting in old-fashioned chairs, which were tipped on
their hind legs back against the wall. Oftentimes they were asleep,
but occasionally might be heard talking together, ill voices between a
speech and a snore, and with that lack of energy that distinguishes the
occupants of alms-houses, and all other human beings who depend for
subsistence on charity, on monopolized labour, or anything else but their own
independent exertions. These old gentlemen—seated, like Matthew at
the receipt of custom, but not very liable to be summoned thence, like
him, for apostolic errands—were Custom-House officers.
Furthermore, on the left hand as you enter the front door, is a certain
room or office, about fifteen feet square, and of a lofty height, with two of
its arched windows commanding a view of the aforesaid dilapidated wharf, and
the third looking across a narrow lane, and along a portion of Derby
Street. All three give glimpses of the shops of grocers, block-makers,
slop-sellers, and ship-chandlers, around the doors of which are generally to
be seen, laughing and gossiping, clusters of old salts, and such other
wharf-rats as haunt the Wapping of a seaport. The room itself is
cobwebbed, and dingy with old paint; its floor is strewn with grey sand, in a
fashion that has elsewhere fallen into long disuse; and it is easy to
conclude, from the general slovenliness of the place, that this is a
sanctuary into which womankind, with her tools of magic, the broom and mop,
has very infrequent access. In the way of furniture, there is a
stove with a voluminous funnel; an old pine desk with a three-legged stool
beside it; two or three wooden-bottom chairs, exceedingly decrepit and
infirm; and—not to forget the library—on some shelves, a score or two of
volumes of the Acts of Congress, and a bulky Digest of the Revenue
laws. A tin pipe ascends through the ceiling, and forms a medium of
vocal communication with other parts of be edifice. And here, some
six months ago—pacing from corner to corner, or lounging on
the long-legged tool, with his elbow on the desk, and his eyes wandering
up and down the columns of the morning newspaper—you might have recognised,
honoured reader, the same individual who welcomed you into his cheery little
study, where the sunshine glimmered so pleasantly through the willow branches
on the western side of the Old Manse. But now, should you go thither
to seek him, you would inquire in vain for the Locofoco Surveyor. The
besom of reform hath swept him out of office, and a worthier successor wears
his dignity and pockets his emoluments.
This old town of Salem—my native place, though I have dwelt much away
from it both in boyhood and maturer years—possesses, or did possess, a hold
on my affection, the force of which I have never realized during my seasons
of actual residence here. Indeed, so far as its physical aspect is concerned,
with its flat, unvaried surface, covered chiefly with wooden houses,
few or none of which pretend to architectural beauty—its irregularity,
which is neither picturesque nor quaint, but only tame—its long and lazy
street, lounging wearisomely through the whole extent of the peninsula, with
Gallows Hill and New Guinea at one end, and a view of the alms-house at the
other—such being the features of my native town, it would be quite
as reasonable to form a sentimental attachment to a
disarranged checker-board. And yet, though invariably happiest
elsewhere, there is within me a feeling for Old Salem, which, in lack of
a better phrase, I must be content to call affection. The sentiment
is probably assignable to the deep and aged roots which my family has
stuck into the soil. It is now nearly two centuries and a quarter since
the original Briton, the earliest emigrant of my name, made his appearance in
the wild and forest—bordered settlement which has since become a city.
And here his descendants have been born and died, and have mingled
their earthly substance with the soil, until no small portion of it must
necessarily be akin to the mortal frame wherewith, for a little while, I walk
the streets. In part, therefore, the attachment which I speak of is the
mere sensuous sympathy of dust for dust. Few of my countrymen can know
what it is; nor, as frequent transplantation is perhaps better for the stock,
need they consider it desirable to know.
But the sentiment has likewise its moral quality. The figure
of that first ancestor, invested by family tradition with a dim and dusky
grandeur, was present to my boyish imagination as far back as I can
remember. It still haunts me, and induces a sort of home-feeling with
the past, which I scarcely claim in reference to the present phase of the
town. I seem to have a stronger claim to a residence here on account of
this grave, bearded, sable-cloaked, and steeple-crowned progenitor-who came
so early, with his Bible and his sword, and trode the unworn street
with such a stately port, and made so large a figure, as a man of war and
peace—a stronger claim than for myself, whose name is seldom heard and my
face hardly known. He was a soldier, legislator, judge; he was a ruler
in the Church; he had all the Puritanic traits, both good and evil. He
was likewise a bitter persecutor; as witness the Quakers, who
have remembered him in their histories, and relate an incident of his hard
severity towards a woman of their sect, which will last longer, it is to be
feared, than any record of his better deeds, although these were many.
His son, too, inherited the persecuting spirit, and made himself so
conspicuous in the martyrdom of the witches, that their blood may fairly be
said to have left a stain upon him. So deep a stain, indeed, that
his dry old bones, in the Charter-street burial-ground, must still retain
it, if they have not crumbled utterly to dust I know not whether these
ancestors of mine bethought themselves to repent, and ask pardon of Heaven
for their cruelties; or whether they are now groaning under the heavy
consequences of them in another state of being. At all events, I, the
present writer, as their representative, hereby take shame upon myself for
their sakes, and pray that any curse incurred by them—as I have heard,
and as the dreary and unprosperous condition of the race, for many a long
year back, would argue to exist—may be now and henceforth removed.
Doubtless, however, either of these stern and black-browed Puritans
would have thought it quite a sufficient retribution for his sins that, after
so long a lapse of years, the old trunk of the family tree, with so much
venerable moss upon it, should have borne, as its topmost bough, an idler
like myself. No aim that I have ever cherished would they recognise as
laudable; no success of mine—if my life, beyond its domestic scope, had ever
been brightened by success—would they deem otherwise than worthless, if
not positively disgraceful. "What is he?" murmurs one grey shadow of my
forefathers to the other. "A writer of story books! What kind of
business in life—what mode of glorifying God, or being serviceable to
mankind in his day and generation—may that be? Why, the degenerate
fellow might as well have been a fiddler!" Such are the compliments
bandied between my great grandsires and myself, across the gulf of
time And yet, let them scorn me as they will, strong traits of
their nature have intertwined themselves with mine.
Planted deep, in the town's earliest infancy and childhood, by these two
earnest and energetic men, the race has ever since subsisted here; always,
too, in respectability; never, so far as I have known, disgraced by a single
unworthy member; but seldom or never, on the other hand, after the first two
generations, performing any memorable deed, or so much as putting forward
a claim to public notice. Gradually, they have sunk almost out
of sight; as old houses, here and there about the streets, get covered
half-way to the eaves by the accumulation of new soil. From father to son,
for above a hundred years, they followed the sea; a grey-headed shipmaster,
in each generation, retiring from the quarter-deck to the homestead, while a
boy of fourteen took the hereditary place before the mast, confronting the
salt spray and the gale which had blustered against his sire and
grandsire. The boy, also in due time, passed from the forecastle to
the cabin, spent a tempestuous manhood, and returned from
his world-wanderings, to grow old, and die, and mingle his dust with the
natal earth. This long connexion of a family with one spot, as its
place of birth and burial, creates a kindred between the human being and the
locality, quite independent of any charm in the scenery or moral
circumstances that surround him. It is not love but instinct. The
new inhabitant—who came himself from a foreign land, or whose father or
grandfather came—has little claim to be called a Salemite; he has no
conception of the oyster—like tenacity with which an old settler, over whom
his third century is creeping, clings to the spot where his successive
generations have been embedded. It is no matter that the place is
joyless for him; that he is weary of the old wooden houses, the mud
and dust, the dead level of site and sentiment, the chill east wind, and
the chillest of social atmospheres;—all these, and whatever faults besides
he may see or imagine, are nothing to the purpose. The spell survives,
and just as powerfully as if the natal spot were an earthly paradise.
So has it been in my case. I felt it almost as a destiny to make Salem my
home; so that the mould of features and cast of character which had all along
been familiar here—ever, as one representative of the race lay down in
the grave, another assuming, as it were, his sentry-march along the main
street—might still in my little day be seen and recognised in the old
town. Nevertheless, this very sentiment is an evidence that the
connexion, which has become an unhealthy one, should at least be
severed. Human nature will not flourish, any more than a potato, if it
be planted and re-planted, for too long a series of generations, in the same
worn-out soil. My children have had other birth-places, and, so far as
their fortunes may be within my control, shall strike their roots
into accustomed earth.
On emerging from the Old Manse, it was chiefly this strange, indolent,
unjoyous attachment for my native town that brought me to fill a place in
Uncle Sam's brick edifice, when I might as well, or better, have gone
somewhere else. My doom was on me, It was not the first time, nor the
second, that I had gone away—as it seemed, permanently—but yet returned,
like the bad halfpenny, or as if Salem were for me the inevitable centre
of the universe. So, one fine morning I ascended the flight
of granite steps, with the President's commission in my pocket, and was
introduced to the corps of gentlemen who were to aid me in my weighty
responsibility as chief executive officer of the Custom-House.
I doubt greatly—or, rather, I do not doubt at all—whether any public
functionary of the United States, either in the civil or military line, has
ever had such a patriarchal body of veterans under his orders as
myself. The whereabouts of the Oldest Inhabitant was at once settled
when I looked at them. For upwards of twenty years before this epoch,
the independent position of the Collector had kept the Salem Custom-House out
of the whirlpool of political vicissitude, which makes the tenure
of office generally so fragile. A soldier—New England's
most distinguished soldier—he stood firmly on the pedestal of his gallant
services; and, himself secure in the wise liberality of the successive
administrations through which he had held office, he had been the safety of
his subordinates in many an hour of danger and heart-quake General Miller was
radically conservative; a man over whose kindly nature habit had no
slight influence; attaching himself strongly to familiar faces, and
with difficulty moved to change, even when change might have
brought unquestionable improvement. Thus, on taking charge of
my department, I found few but aged men. They were
ancient sea-captains, for the most part, who, after being tossed on
every sea, and standing up sturdily against life's tempestuous blast, had
finally drifted into this quiet nook, where, with little to disturb them,
except the periodical terrors of a Presidential election, they one and all
acquired a new lease of existence. Though by no means less liable than their
fellow-men to age and infirmity, they had evidently some talisman or other
that kept death at bay. Two or three of their number, as I was
assured, being gouty and rheumatic, or perhaps bed-ridden, never
dreamed of making their appearance at the Custom-House during a large part
of the year; but, after a torpid winter, would creep out into the warm
sunshine of May or June, go lazily about what they termed duty, and, at their
own leisure and convenience, betake themselves to bed again. I must
plead guilty to the charge of abbreviating the official breath of more than
one of these venerable servants of the republic. They were allowed, on
my representation, to rest from their arduous labours, and
soon afterwards—as if their sole principle of life had been zeal for
their country's service—as I verily believe it was—withdrew to a better
world. It is a pious consolation to me that, through my interference, a
sufficient space was allowed them for repentance of the evil and corrupt
practices into which, as a matter of course, every Custom-House officer must
be supposed to fall. Neither the front nor the back entrance of
the Custom-House opens on the road to Paradise.
The greater part of my officers were Whigs. It was well for their
venerable brotherhood that the new Surveyor was not a politician, and though
a faithful Democrat in principle, neither received nor held his office with
any reference to political services. Had it been otherwise—had an
active politician been put into this influential post, to assume the easy
task of making head against a Whig Collector, whose infirmities withheld
him from the personal administration of his office—hardly a man of the
old corps would have drawn the breath of official life within a month after
the exterminating angel had come up the Custom-House steps. According
to the received code in such matters, it would have been nothing short of
duty, in a politician, to bring every one of those white heads under the
axe of the guillotine. It was plain enough to discern that the
old fellows dreaded some such discourtesy at my hands. It
pained, and at the same time amused me, to behold the terrors
that attended my advent, to see a furrowed cheek, weather-beaten by half a
century of storm, turn ashy pale at the glance of so harmless an individual
as myself; to detect, as one or another addressed me, the tremor of a voice
which, in long-past days, had been wont to bellow through a speaking-trumpet,
hoarsely enough to frighten Boreas himself to silence. They knew,
these excellent old persons, that, by all established rule—and,
as regarded some of them, weighed by their own lack of efficiency for
business—they ought to have given place to younger men, more orthodox in
politics, and altogether fitter than themselves to serve our common
Uncle. I knew it, too, but could never quite find in my heart to act
upon the knowledge. Much and deservedly to my own discredit, therefore,
and considerably to the detriment of my official conscience,
they continued, during my incumbency, to creep about the wharves,
and loiter up and down the Custom-House steps. They spent a
good deal of time, also, asleep in their accustomed corners, with their
chairs tilted back against the walls; awaking, however, once or twice in the
forenoon, to bore one another with the several thousandth repetition of old
sea-stories and mouldy jokes, that had grown to be passwords and countersigns
among them.
The discovery was soon made, I imagine, that the new Surveyor had no
great harm in him. So, with lightsome hearts and the
happy consciousness of being usefully employed—in their own behalf at
least, if not for our beloved country—these good old gentlemen went through
the various formalities of office. Sagaciously under their spectacles, did
they peep into the holds of vessels Mighty was their fuss about little
matters, and marvellous, sometimes, the obtuseness that allowed greater
ones to slip between their fingers Whenever such a
mischance occurred—when a waggon-load of valuable merchandise had
been smuggled ashore, at noonday, perhaps, and directly beneath
their unsuspicious noses—nothing could exceed the vigilance and alacrity
with which they proceeded to lock, and double-lock, and secure with tape and
sealing—wax, all the avenues of the delinquent vessel. Instead of a
reprimand for their previous negligence, the case seemed rather to require an
eulogium on their praiseworthy caution after the mischief had happened;
a grateful recognition of the promptitude of their zeal the moment that
there was no longer any remedy.
Unless people are more than commonly disagreeable, it is my foolish
habit to contract a kindness for them. The better part of my
companion's character, if it have a better part, is that which usually comes
uppermost in my regard, and forms the type whereby I recognise the man.
As most of these old Custom-House officers had good traits, and as my
position in reference to them, being paternal and protective, was favourable
to the growth of friendly sentiments, I soon grew to like them all. It
was pleasant in the summer forenoons—when the fervent heat, that almost
liquefied the rest of the human family, merely communicated a genial warmth
to their half torpid systems—it was pleasant to hear them chatting in the
back entry, a row of them all tipped against the wall, as usual; while the
frozen witticisms of past generations were thawed out, and came
bubbling with laughter from their lips. Externally, the jollity of
aged men has much in common with the mirth of children; the intellect, any
more than a deep sense of humour, has little to do with the matter; it is,
with both, a gleam that plays upon the surface, and imparts a sunny and
cheery aspect alike to the green branch and grey, mouldering trunk. In
one case, however, it is real sunshine; in the other, it more resembles the
phosphorescent glow of decaying wood. It would be sad injustice, the
reader must understand, to represent all my excellent old friends as in their
dotage. In the first place, my coadjutors were not invariably old;
there were men among them in their strength and prime, of marked ability
and energy, and altogether superior to the sluggish and dependent mode of
life on which their evil stars had cast them. Then, moreover, the white locks
of age were sometimes found to be the thatch of an intellectual tenement in
good repair. But, as respects the majority of my corps of veterans,
there will be no wrong done if I characterize them generally as a set of
wearisome old souls, who had gathered nothing worth preservation from
their varied experience of life. They seemed to have flung away
all the golden grain of practical wisdom, which they had enjoyed so many
opportunities of harvesting, and most carefully to have stored their memory
with the husks. They spoke with far more interest and unction of their
morning's breakfast, or yesterday's, to-day's, or tomorrow's dinner, than of
the shipwreck of forty or fifty years ago, and all the world's wonders
which they had witnessed with their youthful eyes.
The father of the Custom-House—the patriarch, not only of this little
squad of officials, but, I am bold to say, of the respectable body of
tide-waiters all over the United States—was a certain permanent
Inspector. He might truly be termed a legitimate son of the revenue
system, dyed in the wool, or rather born in the purple; since his sire,
a Revolutionary colonel, and formerly collector of the port, had created
an office for him, and appointed him to fill it, at a period of the early
ages which few living men can now remember. This Inspector, when I
first knew him, was a man of fourscore years, or thereabouts, and certainly
one of the most wonderful specimens of winter-green that you would be
likely to discover in a lifetime's search. With his florid cheek,
his compact figure smartly arrayed in a bright-buttoned blue coat, his
brisk and vigorous step, and his hale and hearty aspect, altogether he
seemed—not young, indeed—but a kind of new contrivance of Mother Nature in
the shape of man, whom age and infirmity had no business to touch. His
voice and laugh, which perpetually re-echoed through the Custom-House, had
nothing of the tremulous quaver and cackle of an old man's utterance;
they came strutting out of his lungs, like the crow of a cock, or
the blast of a clarion. Looking at him merely as an
animal—and there was very little else to look at—he was a
most satisfactory object, from the thorough healthfulness
and wholesomeness of his system, and his capacity, at that extreme age, to
enjoy all, or nearly all, the delights which he had ever aimed at or
conceived of. The careless security of his life in the Custom-House, on
a regular income, and with but slight and infrequent apprehensions of
removal, had no doubt contributed to make time pass lightly over him.
The original and more potent causes, however, lay in the rare perfection of
his animal nature, the moderate proportion of intellect, and the very
trifling admixture of moral and spiritual ingredients; these
latter qualities, indeed, being in barely enough measure to keep the
old gentleman from walking on all-fours. He possessed no power
of thought no depth of feeling, no troublesome sensibilities: nothing, in
short, but a few commonplace instincts, which, aided by the cheerful temper
which grew inevitably out of his physical well-being, did duty very
respectably, and to general acceptance, in lieu of a heart. He had been
the husband of three wives, all long since dead; the father of
twenty children, most of whom, at every age of childhood or maturity, had
likewise returned to dust. Here, one would suppose, might have been
sorrow enough to imbue the sunniest disposition through and through with a
sable tinge. Not so with our old Inspector One brief sigh sufficed to
carry off the entire burden of these dismal reminiscences. The next
moment he was as ready for sport as any unbreeched infant: far readier than
the Collector's junior clerk, who at nineteen years was much the elder and
graver man of the two.
I used to watch and study this patriarchal personage with, I think,
livelier curiosity than any other form of humanity there presented to my
notice. He was, in truth, a rare phenomenon; so perfect, in one point
of view; so shallow, so delusive, so impalpable such an absolute nonentity,
in every other. My conclusion was that he had no soul, no heart, no
mind; nothing, as I have already said, but instincts; and yet, withal,
so cunningly had the few materials of his character been put together that
there was no painful perception of deficiency, but, on my part, an entire
contentment with what I found in him. It might be difficult—and it was
so—to conceive how he should exist hereafter, so earthly and sensuous did he
seem; but surely his existence here, admitting that it was to terminate with
his last breath, had been not unkindly given; with no higher
moral responsibilities than the beasts of the field, but with a larger
scope of enjoyment than theirs, and with all their blessed immunity
from the dreariness and duskiness of age.
One point in which he had vastly the advantage over his four-footed
brethren was his ability to recollect the good dinners which it had made no
small portion of the happiness of his life to eat. His gourmandism was
a highly agreeable trait; and to hear him talk of roast meat was as
appetizing as a pickle or an oyster. As he possessed no higher
attribute, and neither sacrificed nor vitiated any spiritual endowment by
devoting all his energies and ingenuities to subserve the delight and
profit of his maw, it always pleased and satisfied me to hear
him expatiate on fish, poultry, and butcher's meat, and the most eligible
methods of preparing them for the table. His reminiscences of good
cheer, however ancient the date of the actual banquet, seemed to bring the
savour of pig or turkey under one's very nostrils. There were flavours
on his palate that had lingered there not less than sixty or seventy years,
and were still apparently as fresh as that of the mutton chop which he
had just devoured for his breakfast. I have heard him smack his
lips over dinners, every guest at which, except himself, had long
been food for worms. It was marvellous to observe how the ghosts
of bygone meals were continually rising up before him—not in anger or
retribution, but as if grateful for his former appreciation, and seeking to
repudiate an endless series of enjoyment. at once shadowy and sensual,
A tender loin of beef, a hind-quarter of veal, a spare-rib of pork, a
particular chicken, or a remarkably praiseworthy turkey, which had perhaps
adorned his board in the days of the elder Adams, would be remembered; while
all the subsequent experience of our race, and all the events
that brightened or darkened his individual career, had gone over him with
as little permanent effect as the passing breeze. The chief tragic
event of the old man's life, so far as I could judge, was his mishap with a
certain goose, which lived and died some twenty or forty years ago: a goose
of most promising figure, but which, at table, proved so inveterately tough,
that the carving-knife would make no impression on its carcase, and it could
only be divided with an axe and handsaw.
But it is time to quit this sketch; on which, however, I should be glad
to dwell at considerably more length, because of all men whom I have ever
known, this individual was fittest to be a Custom-House officer. Most
persons, owing to causes which I may not have space to hint at, suffer moral
detriment from this peculiar mode of life. The old Inspector was
incapable of it; and, were he to continue in office to tile end of time,
would be just as good as he was then, and sit down to dinner with just
as good an appetite.
There is one likeness, without which my gallery of
Custom-House portraits would be strangely incomplete, but which
my comparatively few opportunities for observation enable me to sketch
only in the merest outline. It is that of the Collector, our gallant
old General, who, after his brilliant military service, subsequently to which
he had ruled over a wild Western territory, had come hither, twenty years
before, to spend the decline of his varied and honourable life.
The brave soldier had already numbered, nearly or quite, his three-score
years and ten, and was pursuing the remainder of his earthly march, burdened
with infirmities which even the martial music of his own spirit-stirring
recollections could do little towards lightening. The step was palsied
now, that had been foremost in the charge. It was only with the
assistance of a servant, and by leaning his hand heavily on the iron
balustrade, that he could slowly and painfully ascend the Custom-House
steps, and, with a toilsome progress across the floor, attain
his customary chair beside the fireplace. There he used to
sit, gazing with a somewhat dim serenity of aspect at the figures
that came and went, amid the rustle of papers, the administering of oaths,
the discussion of business, and the casual talk of the office; all which
sounds and circumstances seemed but indistinctly to impress his senses, and
hardly to make their way into his inner sphere of contemplation. His
countenance, in this repose, was mild and kindly. If his notice was
sought, an expression of courtesy and interest gleamed out upon
his features, proving that there was light within him, and that it was
only the outward medium of the intellectual lamp that obstructed the rays in
their passage. The closer you penetrated to the substance of his mind,
the sounder it appeared. When no longer called upon to speak or
listen—either of which operations cost him an evident effort—his face would
briefly subside into its former not uncheerful quietude. It was
not painful to behold this look; for, though dim, it had not
the imbecility of decaying age. The framework of his
nature, originally strong and massive, was not yet crumpled into ruin.
To observe and define his character, however, under such disadvantages,
was as difficult a task as to trace out and build up anew, in imagination, an
old fortress, like Ticonderoga, from a view of its grey and broken
ruins. Here and there, perchance, the walls may remain almost complete;
but elsewhere may be only a shapeless mound, cumbrous with its very strength,
and overgrown, through long years of peace and neglect, with grass and
alien weeds.
Nevertheless, looking at the old warrior with affection—for, slight as
was the communication between us, my feeling towards him, like that of all
bipeds and quadrupeds who knew him, might not improperly be termed so,—I
could discern the main points of his portrait. It was marked with the
noble and heroic qualities which showed it to be not a mere accident, but of
good right, that he had won a distinguished name. His spirit
could never, I conceive, have been characterized by an uneasy activity; it
must, at any period of his life, have required an impulse to set him in
motion; but once stirred up, with obstacles to overcome, and an adequate
object to be attained, it was not in the man to give out or fail. The
heat that had formerly pervaded his nature, and which was not yet extinct,
was never of the kind that flashes and flickers in a blaze; but rather a deep
red glow, as of iron in a furnace. Weight, solidity, firmness—this
was the expression of his repose, even in such decay as had crept untimely
over him at the period of which I speak. But I could imagine, even
then, that, under some excitement which should go deeply into his
consciousness—roused by a trumpets real, loud enough to awaken all of his
energies that were not dead, but only slumbering—he was yet capable
of flinging off his infirmities like a sick man's gown, dropping the staff
of age to seize a battle-sword, and starting up once more a warrior.
And, in so intense a moment his demeanour would have still been calm.
Such an exhibition, however, was but to be pictured in fancy; not to be
anticipated, nor desired. What I saw in him—as evidently as the
indestructible ramparts of Old Ticonderoga, already cited as the most
appropriate simile—was the features of stubborn and ponderous endurance,
which might well have amounted to obstinacy in his earlier days;
of integrity, that, like most of his other endowments, lay in a somewhat
heavy mass, and was just as unmalleable or unmanageable as a ton of iron ore;
and of benevolence which, fiercely as he led the bayonets on at Chippewa or
Fort Erie, I take to be of quite as genuine a stamp as what actuates any or
all the polemical philanthropists of the age. He had slain men with
his own hand, for aught I know—certainly, they had fallen like blades of
grass at the sweep of the scythe before the charge to which his spirit
imparted its triumphant energy—but, be that as it might, there was never in
his heart so much cruelty as would have brushed the down off a butterfly's
wing. I have not known the man to whose innate kindliness I would more
confidently make an appeal.
Many characteristics—and those, too, which contribute not the least
forcibly to impart resemblance in a sketch—must have vanished, or been
obscured, before I met the General. All merely graceful attributes are
usually the most evanescent; nor does nature adorn the human ruin with
blossoms of new beauty, that have their roots and proper nutriment only in
the chinks and crevices of decay, as she sows wall-flowers over the
ruined fortress of Ticonderoga. Still, even in respect of grace
and beauty, there were points well worth noting. A ray of
humour, now and then, would make its way through the veil of
dim obstruction, and glimmer pleasantly upon our faces. A trait
of native elegance, seldom seen in the masculine character after childhood
or early youth, was shown in the General's fondness for the sight and
fragrance of flowers. An old soldier might be supposed to prize only
the bloody laurel on his brow; but here was one who seemed to have a young
girl's appreciation of the floral tribe.
There, beside the fireplace, the brave old General used to sit; while
the Surveyor—though seldom, when it could be avoided, taking upon himself
the difficult task of engaging him in conversation—was fond of standing at a
distance, and watching his quiet and almost slumberous countenance. He
seemed away from us, although we saw him but a few yards off; remote, though
we passed close beside his chair; unattainable, though we might
have stretched forth our hands and touched his own. It might be
that he lived a more real life within his thoughts than amid
the unappropriate environment of the Collector's office.
The evolutions of the parade; the tumult of the battle; the flourish of
old heroic music, heard thirty years before—such scenes and sounds, perhaps,
were all alive before his intellectual sense. Meanwhile, the merchants and
ship-masters, the spruce clerks and uncouth sailors, entered and departed;
the bustle of his commercial and Custom-House life kept up its little
murmur round about him; and neither with the men nor their affairs did the
General appear to sustain the most distant relation. He was as much out
of place as an old sword—now rusty, but which had flashed once in the
battle's front, and showed still a bright gleam along its blade—would have
been among the inkstands, paper-folders, and mahogany rulers on the Deputy
Collector's desk.
There was one thing that much aided me in renewing and re-creating the
stalwart soldier of the Niagara frontier—the man of true and simple
energy. It was the recollection of those memorable words of his—"I'll
try, Sir"—spoken on the very verge of a desperate and heroic enterprise, and
breathing the soul and spirit of New England hardihood, comprehending
all perils, and encountering all. If, in our country, valour
were rewarded by heraldic honour, this phrase—which it seems so easy to
speak, but which only he, with such a task of danger and glory before him,
has ever spoken—would be the best and fittest of all mottoes for the
General's shield of arms. It contributes greatly towards a man's moral and
intellectual health to be brought into habits of companionship
with individuals unlike himself, who care little for his pursuits,
and whose sphere and abilities he must go out of himself
to appreciate. The accidents of my life have often afforded me
this advantage, but never with more fulness and variety than during
my continuance in office. There was one man, especially,
the observation of whose character gave me a new idea of talent.
His gifts were emphatically those of a man of business; prompt, acute,
clear-minded; with an eye that saw through all perplexities, and a faculty of
arrangement that made them vanish as by the waving of an enchanter's
wand. Bred up from boyhood in the Custom-House, it was his proper field
of activity; and the many intricacies of business, so harassing to the
interloper, presented themselves before him with the regularity of
a perfectly comprehended system. In my contemplation, he stood
as the ideal of his class. He was, indeed, the Custom-House
in himself; or, at all events, the mainspring that kept its variously
revolving wheels in motion; for, in an institution like this, where its
officers are appointed to subserve their own profit and convenience, and
seldom with a leading reference to their fitness for the duty to be
performed, they must perforce seek elsewhere the dexterity which is not in
them. Thus, by an inevitable necessity, as a magnet attracts
steel-filings, so did our man of business draw to himself the difficulties
which everybody met with. With an easy condescension, and
kind forbearance towards our stupidity—which, to his order of mind, must
have seemed little short of crime—would he forth-with, by the merest touch
of his finger, make the incomprehensible as clear as daylight. The
merchants valued him not less than we, his esoteric friends. His
integrity was perfect; it was a law of nature with him, rather than a choice
or a principle; nor can it be otherwise than the main condition of an
intellect so remarkably clear and accurate as his to be honest and regular
in the administration of affairs. A stain on his conscience, as
to anything that came within the range of his vocation, would trouble such
a man very much in the same way, though to a far greater degree, than an
error in the balance of an account, or an ink-blot on the fair page of a book
of record. Here, in a word—and it is a rare instance in my life—I had
met with a person thoroughly adapted to the situation which he held.
Such were some of the people with whom I now found
myself connected. I took it in good part, at the hands of
Providence, that I was thrown into a position so little akin to my
past habits; and set myself seriously to gather from it whatever profit
was to be had. After my fellowship of toil and impracticable schemes
with the dreamy brethren of Brook Farm; after living for three years within
the subtle influence of an intellect like Emerson's; after those wild, free
days on the Assabeth, indulging fantastic speculations, beside our fire
of fallen boughs, with Ellery Channing; after talking with Thoreau about
pine-trees and Indian relics in his hermitage at Walden; after growing
fastidious by sympathy with the classic refinement of Hillard's culture;
after becoming imbued with poetic sentiment at Longfellow's hearthstone—it
was time, at length, that I should exercise other faculties of my nature, and
nourish myself with food for which I had hitherto had little appetite.
Even the old Inspector was desirable, as a change of diet, to a man
who had known Alcott. I looked upon it as an evidence, in
some measure, of a system naturally well balanced, and lacking
no essential part of a thorough organization, that, with such associates
to remember, I could mingle at once with men of altogether different
qualities, and never murmur at the change.
Literature, its exertions and objects, were now of little moment in my
regard. I cared not at this period for books; they were apart from
me. Nature—except it were human nature—the nature that is developed
in earth and sky, was, in one sense, hidden from me; and all the imaginative
delight wherewith it had been spiritualized passed away out of my mind.
A gift, a faculty, if it had not been departed, was suspended and
inanimate within me. There would have been something sad,
unutterably dreary, in all this, had I not been conscious that it lay at
my own option to recall whatever was valuable in the past. It
might be true, indeed, that this was a life which could not,
with impunity, be lived too long; else, it might make me permanently other
than I had been, without transforming me into any shape which it would be
worth my while to take. But I never considered it as other than a
transitory life. There was always a prophetic instinct, a low whisper
in my ear, that within no long period, and whenever a new change of custom
should be essential to my good, change would come.
Meanwhile, there I was, a Surveyor of the Revenue and, so far as I have
been able to understand, as good a Surveyor as need be. A man of
thought, fancy, and sensibility (had he ten times the Surveyor's proportion
of those qualities), may, at any time, be a man of affairs, if he will only
choose to give himself the trouble. My fellow-officers, and the
merchants and sea-captains with whom my official duties brought me into any
manner of connection, viewed me in no other light, and probably knew me
in no other character. None of them, I presume, had ever read a page
of my inditing, or would have cared a fig the more for me if they had read
them all; nor would it have mended the matter, in the least, had those same
unprofitable pages been written with a pen like that of Burns or of Chaucer,
each of whom was a Custom-House officer in his day, as well as I. It is
a good lesson—though it may often be a hard one—for a man who has
dreamed of literary fame, and of making for himself a rank among the world's
dignitaries by such means, to step aside out of the narrow circle in which
his claims are recognized and to find how utterly devoid of significance,
beyond that circle, is all that he achieves, and all he aims at. I know
not that I especially needed the lesson, either in the way of warning
or rebuke; but at any rate, I learned it thoroughly: nor, it gives me
pleasure to reflect, did the truth, as it came home to my perception, ever
cost me a pang, or require to be thrown off in a sigh. In the way of
literary talk, it is true, the Naval Officer—an excellent fellow, who came
into the office with me, and went out only a little later—would often engage
me in a discussion about one or the other of his favourite
topics, Napoleon or Shakespeare. The Collector's junior clerk, too
a young gentleman who, it was whispered occasionally covered a sheet of
Uncle Sam's letter paper with what (at the distance of a few yards) looked
very much like poetry—used now and then to speak to me of books, as matters
with which I might possibly be conversant. This was my all of lettered
intercourse; and it was quite sufficient for my necessities.
No longer seeking or caring that my name should be blasoned abroad on
title-pages, I smiled to think that it had now another kind of vogue.
The Custom-House marker imprinted it, with a stencil and black paint, on
pepper-bags, and baskets of anatto, and cigar-boxes, and bales of all kinds
of dutiable merchandise, in testimony that these commodities had paid
the impost, and gone regularly through the office. Borne on
such queer vehicle of fame, a knowledge of my existence, so far as a name
conveys it, was carried where it had never been before, and, I hope, will
never go again.
But the past was not dead. Once in a great while, the
thoughts that had seemed so vital and so active, yet had been put to
rest so quietly, revived again. One of the most remarkable
occasions, when the habit of bygone days awoke in me, was that which
brings it within the law of literary propriety to offer the public
the sketch which I am now writing.
In the second storey of the Custom-House there is a large room, in which
the brick-work and naked rafters have never been covered with panelling and
plaster. The edifice—originally projected on a scale adapted to the
old commercial enterprise of the port, and with an idea of subsequent
prosperity destined never to be realized—contains far more space than its
occupants know what to do with. This airy hall, therefore, over the
Collector's apartments, remains unfinished to this day, and, in spite of
the aged cobwebs that festoon its dusky beams, appears still to await the
labour of the carpenter and mason. At one end of the room, in a recess,
were a number of barrels piled one upon another, containing bundles of
official documents. Large quantities of similar rubbish lay lumbering
the floor. It was sorrowful to think how many days, and weeks, and
months, and years of toil had been wasted on these musty papers, which were
now only an encumbrance on earth, and were hidden away in this forgotten
corner, never more to be glanced at by human eyes. But then, what reams
of other manuscripts—filled, not with the dulness of
official formalities, but with the thought of inventive brains and
the rich effusion of deep hearts—had gone equally to oblivion; and that,
moreover, without serving a purpose in their day, as these heaped-up papers
had, and—saddest of all—without purchasing for their writers the
comfortable livelihood which the clerks of the Custom-House had gained by
these worthless scratchings of the pen. Yet not altogether worthless,
perhaps, as materials of local history. Here, no doubt, statistics of
the former commerce of Salem might be discovered, and memorials of her
princely merchants—old King Derby—old Billy Gray—old Simon Forrester—and
many another magnate in his day, whose powdered head, however, was scarcely
in the tomb before his mountain pile of wealth began to dwindle. The
founders of the greater part of the families which now compose the
aristocracy of Salem might here be traced, from the petty and obscure
beginnings of their traffic, at periods generally much posterior to
the Revolution, upward to what their children look upon
as long-established rank,
Prior to the Revolution there is a dearth of records; the
earlier documents and archives of the Custom-House having, probably,
been carried off to Halifax, when all the king's officials accompanied the
British army in its flight from Boston. It has often been a matter of
regret with me; for, going back, perhaps, to the days of the Protectorate,
those papers must have contained many references to forgotten or remembered
men, and to antique customs, which would have affected me with the same
pleasure as when I used to pick up Indian arrow-heads in the field near
the Old Manse.
But, one idle and rainy day, it was my fortune to make a discovery of
some little interest. Poking and burrowing into the heaped-up rubbish
in the corner, unfolding one and another document, and reading the names of
vessels that had long ago foundered at sea or rotted at the wharves, and
those of merchants never heard of now on 'Change, nor very readily
decipherable on their mossy tombstones; glancing at such matters with
the saddened, weary, half-reluctant interest which we bestow on the corpse
of dead activity—and exerting my fancy, sluggish with little use, to raise
up from these dry bones an image of the old towns brighter aspect, when India
was a new region, and only Salem knew the way thither—I chanced to lay my
hand on a small package, carefully done up in a piece of ancient
yellow parchment. This envelope had the air of an official record
of some period long past, when clerks engrossed their stiff and formal
chirography on more substantial materials than at present. There was
something about it that quickened an instinctive curiosity, and made me undo
the faded red tape that tied up the package, with the sense that a treasure
would here be brought to light. Unbending the rigid folds of the
parchment cover, I found it to be a commission, under the hand and seal of
Governor Shirley, in favour of one Jonathan Pine, as Surveyor of
His Majesty's Customs for the Port of Salem, in the Province
of Massachusetts Bay. I remembered to have read (probably in
Felt's "Annals") a notice of the decease of Mr. Surveyor Pue,
about fourscore years ago; and likewise, in a newspaper of recent times,
an account of the digging up of his remains in the little graveyard of
St. Peter's Church, during the renewal of that edifice. Nothing,
if I rightly call to mind, was left of my respected predecessor, save an
imperfect skeleton, and some fragments of apparel, and a wig of majestic
frizzle, which, unlike the head that it once adorned, was in very
satisfactory preservation. But, on examining the papers which the
parchment commission served to envelop, I found more traces of Mr.
Pue's mental part, and the internal operations of his head, than
the frizzled wig had contained of the venerable skull itself.
They were documents, in short, not official, but of a private nature,
or, at least, written in his private capacity, and apparently with his own
hand. I could account for their being included in the heap of
Custom-House lumber only by the fact that Mr. Pine's death had happened
suddenly, and that these papers, which he probably kept in his official desk,
had never come to the knowledge of his heirs, or were supposed to relate to
the business of the revenue. On the transfer of the archives
to Halifax, this package, proving to be of no public concern, was left
behind, and had remained ever since unopened.
The ancient Surveyor—being little molested, suppose, at that early day
with business pertaining to his office—seems to have devoted some of his
many leisure hours to researches as a local antiquarian, and other
inquisitions of a similar nature. These supplied material for petty
activity to a mind that would otherwise have been eaten up with rust.
A portion of his facts, by-the-by, did me good service in
the preparation of the article entitled "MAIN STREET," included in the
present volume. The remainder may perhaps be applied to purposes
equally valuable hereafter, or not impossibly may be worked up, so far as
they go, into a regular history of Salem, should my veneration for the natal
soil ever impel me to so pious a task. Meanwhile, they shall be at the
command of any gentleman, inclined and competent, to take the
unprofitable labour off my hands. As a final disposition I
contemplate depositing them with the Essex Historical Society. But
the object that most drew my attention to the mysterious package was a
certain affair of fine red cloth, much worn and faded, There were traces
about it of gold embroidery, which, however, was greatly frayed and defaced,
so that none, or very little, of the glitter was left. It had been
wrought, as was easy to perceive, with wonderful skill of needlework; and the
stitch (as I am assured by ladies conversant with such mysteries) gives
evidence of a now forgotten art, not to be discovered even by the
process of picking out the threads. This rag of scarlet
cloth—for time, and wear, and a sacrilegious moth had reduced it to
little other than a rag—on careful examination, assumed the shape of a
letter.
It was the capital letter A. By an accurate measurement, each limb
proved to be precisely three inches and a quarter in length. It had been
intended, there could be no doubt, as an ornamental article of dress; but how
it was to be worn, or what rank, honour, and dignity, in by-past times, were
signified by it, was a riddle which (so evanescent are the fashions of the
world in these particulars) I saw little hope of solving. And yet
it strangely interested me. My eyes fastened themselves upon the old
scarlet letter, and would not be turned aside. Certainly there was some
deep meaning in it most worthy of interpretation, and which, as it were,
streamed forth from the mystic symbol, subtly communicating itself to my
sensibilities, but evading the analysis of my mind.
When thus perplexed—and cogitating, among other hypotheses, whether the
letter might not have been one of those decorations which the white men used
to contrive in order to take the eyes of Indians—I happened to place it on
my breast. It seemed to me—the reader may smile, but must not doubt my
word—it seemed to me, then, that I experienced a sensation not
altogether physical, yet almost so, as of burning heat, and as if the
letter were not of red cloth, but red-hot iron. I shuddered,
and involuntarily let it fall upon the floor.
In the absorbing contemplation of the scarlet letter, I had hitherto
neglected to examine a small roll of dingy paper, around which it had been
twisted. This I now opened, and had the satisfaction to find recorded
by the old Surveyor's pen, a reasonably complete explanation of the
whole affair. There were several foolscap sheets, containing
many particulars respecting the life and conversation of one
Hester Prynne, who appeared to have been rather a noteworthy personage in
the view of our ancestors. She had flourished during the period between
the early days of Massachusetts and the close of the seventeenth
century. Aged persons, alive in the time of Mr. Surveyor Pue, and from
whose oral testimony he had made up his narrative, remembered her, in their
youth, as a very old, but not decrepit woman, of a stately and solemn
aspect. It had been her habit, from an almost immemorial date, to go
about the country as a kind of voluntary nurse, and doing whatever
miscellaneous good she might; taking upon herself, likewise, to give advice
in all matters, especially those of the heart, by which means—as a person
of such propensities inevitably must—she gained from many people the
reverence due to an angel, but, I should imagine, was looked upon by others
as an intruder and a nuisance. Prying further into the manuscript, I
found the record of other doings and sufferings of this singular woman, for
most of which the reader is referred to the story entitled "THE SCARLET
LETTER"; and it should be borne carefully in mind that the main facts
of that story are authorized and authenticated by the document of Mr.
Surveyor Pue. The original papers, together with the scarlet letter
itself—a most curious relic—are still in my possession, and shall be freely
exhibited to whomsoever, induced by the great interest of the narrative, may
desire a sight of them I must not be understood affirming that, in the
dressing up of the tale, and imagining the motives and modes of passion
that influenced the characters who figure in it, I have invariably confined
myself within the limits of the old Surveyor's half-a-dozen sheets of
foolscap. On the contrary, I have allowed myself, as to such points,
nearly, or altogether, as much license as if the facts had been entirely of
my own invention. What I contend for is the authenticity of the
outline.
This incident recalled my mind, in some degree, to its old track. There
seemed to be here the groundwork of a tale. It impressed me as if the
ancient Surveyor, in his garb of a hundred years gone by, and wearing his
immortal wig—which was buried with him, but did not perish in the grave—had
bet me in the deserted chamber of the Custom-House. In his port was
the dignity of one who had borne His Majesty's commission, and who was
therefore illuminated by a ray of the splendour that shone so dazzlingly
about the throne. How unlike alas the hangdog look of a republican
official, who, as the servant of the people, feels himself less than the
least, and below the lowest of his masters. With his own ghostly hand,
the obscurely seen, but majestic, figure had imparted to me the scarlet
symbol and the little roll of explanatory manuscript. With his own
ghostly voice he had exhorted me, on the sacred consideration of my filial
duty and reverence towards him—who might reasonably regard himself as my
official ancestor—to bring his mouldy and moth-eaten lucubrations before the
public. "Do this," said the ghost of Mr. Surveyor Pue, emphatically
nodding the head that looked so imposing within its memorable wig; "do this,
and the profit shall be all your own. You will shortly need it; for it is not
in your days as it was in mine, when a man's office was a life-lease,
and oftentimes an heirloom. But I charge you, in this matter of
old Mistress Prynne, give to your predecessor's memory the credit which
will be rightfully due" And I said to the ghost of Mr. Surveyor Pue—"I
will".
On Hester Prynne's story, therefore, I bestowed much thought.
It was the subject of my meditations for many an hour, while pacing to and
fro across my room, or traversing, with a hundredfold repetition, the long
extent from the front door of the Custom-House to the side entrance, and back
again. Great were the weariness and annoyance of the old Inspector and
the Weighers and Gaugers, whose slumbers were disturbed by the
unmercifully lengthened tramp of my passing and returning
footsteps. Remembering their own former habits, they used to say that
the Surveyor was walking the quarter-deck. They probably
fancied that my sole object—and, indeed, the sole object for which a sane
man could ever put himself into voluntary motion—was to get an appetite for
dinner. And, to say the truth, an appetite, sharpened by the east wind
that generally blew along the passage, was the only valuable result of so
much indefatigable exercise. So little adapted is the atmosphere of a
Custom-house to the delicate harvest of fancy and sensibility, that, had I
remained there through ten Presidencies yet to come, I doubt whether
the tale of "The Scarlet Letter" would ever have been brought before the
public eye. My imagination was a tarnished mirror. It would not
reflect, or only with miserable dimness, the figures with which I did my best
to people it. The characters of the narrative would not be warmed and
rendered malleable by any heat that I could kindle at my
intellectual forge. They would take neither the glow of passion nor
the tenderness of sentiment, but retained all the rigidity of
dead corpses, and stared me in the face with a fixed and ghastly grin of
contemptuous defiance. "What have you to do with us?" that expression
seemed to say. "The little power you might have once possessed over the
tribe of unrealities is gone You have bartered it for a pittance of the
public gold. Go then, and earn your wages" In short, the almost torpid
creatures of my own fancy twitted me with imbecility, and not without fair
occasion.
It was not merely during the three hours and a half which Uncle Sam
claimed as his share of my daily life that this wretched numbness held
possession of me. It went with me on my sea-shore walks and rambles
into the country, whenever—which was seldom and reluctantly—I bestirred
myself to seek that invigorating charm of Nature which used to give me such
freshness and activity of thought, the moment that I stepped across the
threshold of the Old Manse. The same torpor, as regarded the capacity
for intellectual effort, accompanied me home, and weighed upon me in the
chamber which I most absurdly termed my study. Nor did it quit me when,
late at night, I sat in the deserted parlour, lighted only by the glimmering
coal-fire and the moon, striving to picture forth imaginary scenes, which,
the next day, might flow out on the brightening page in many-hued
description.
If the imaginative faculty refused to act at such an hour, it might well
be deemed a hopeless case. Moonlight, in a familiar room, falling so
white upon the carpet, and showing all its figures so distinctly—making
every object so minutely visible, yet so unlike a morning or noontide
visibility—is a medium the most suitable for a romance-writer to get
acquainted with his illusive guests. There is the little domestic
scenery of the well-known apartment; the chairs, with each its
separate individuality; the centre-table, sustaining a work-basket,
a volume or two, and an extinguished lamp; the sofa; the book-case; the
picture on the wall—all these details, so completely seen, are so
spiritualised by the unusual light, that they seem to lose their actual
substance, and become things of intellect. Nothing is too small or too
trifling to undergo this change, and acquire dignity thereby. A child's
shoe; the doll, seated in her little wicker carriage; the
hobby-horse—whatever, in a word, has been used or played with during the day
is now invested with a quality of strangeness and remoteness, though still
almost as vividly present as by daylight. Thus, therefore, the floor of
our familiar room has become a neutral territory, somewhere between the
real world and fairy-land, where the Actual and the Imaginary may meet, and
each imbue itself with the nature of the other. Ghosts might enter here
without affrighting us. It would be too much in keeping with the scene
to excite surprise, were we to look about us and discover a form, beloved,
but gone hence, now sitting quietly in a streak of this magic moonshine, with
an aspect that would make us doubt whether it had returned from afar, or
had never once stirred from our fireside.
The somewhat dim coal fire has an essential Influence in producing the
effect which I would describe. It throws its unobtrusive tinge
throughout the room, with a faint ruddiness upon the walls and ceiling, and a
reflected gleam upon the polish of the furniture. This warmer light
mingles itself with the cold spirituality of the moon-beams, and
communicates, as it were, a heart and sensibilities of human tenderness to
the forms which fancy summons tip. It converts them from snow-images
into men and women. Glancing at the looking-glass, we
behold—deep within its haunted verge—the smouldering glow of
the half-extinguished anthracite, the white moon-beams on the floor, and a
repetition of all the gleam and shadow of the picture, with one remove
further from the actual, and nearer to the imaginative. Then, at such
an hour, and with this scene before him, if a man, sitting all alone, cannot
dream strange things, and make them look like truth, he need never try to
write romances.
But, for myself, during the whole of my Custom-House
experience, moonlight and sunshine, and the glow of firelight, were
just alike in my regard; and neither of them was of one whit more avail
than the twinkle of a tallow-candle. An entire class
of susceptibilities, and a gift connected with them—of no great richness
or value, but the best I had—was gone from me.
It is my belief, however, that had I attempted a different order of
composition, my faculties would not have been found so pointless and
inefficacious. I might, for instance, have contented myself with
writing out the narratives of a veteran shipmaster, one of the Inspectors,
whom I should be most ungrateful not to mention, since scarcely a day passed
that he did not stir me to laughter and admiration by his marvelous gifts as
a story-teller. Could I have preserved the picturesque force of his
style, and the humourous colouring which nature taught him how to throw over
his descriptions, the result, I honestly believe, would have been something
new in literature. Or I might readily have found a more serious
task. It was a folly, with the materiality of this daily life pressing
so intrusively upon me, to attempt to fling myself back into another age,
or to insist on creating the semblance of a world out of airy matter, when,
at every moment, the impalpable beauty of my soap-bubble was broken by the
rude contact of some actual circumstance. The wiser effort would have
been to diffuse thought and imagination through the opaque substance of
to-day, and thus to make it a bright transparency; to spiritualise
the burden that began to weigh so heavily; to seek, resolutely, the true
and indestructible value that lay hidden in the petty and wearisome
incidents, and ordinary characters with which I was now conversant. The
fault was mine. The page of life that was spread out before me seemed
dull and commonplace only because I had not fathomed its deeper import.
A better book than I shall ever write was there; leaf after leaf presenting
itself to me, just as it was written out by the reality of the flitting
hour, and vanishing as fast as written, only because my brain wanted the
insight, and my hand the cunning, to transcribe it. At some future day,
it may be, I shall remember a few scattered fragments and broken paragraphs,
and write them down, and find the letters turn to gold upon the page.
These perceptions had come too late. At the Instant, I was
only conscious that what would have been a pleasure once was now
a hopeless toil. There was no occasion to make much moan about this
state of affairs. I had ceased to be a writer of tolerably poor tales
and essays, and had become a tolerably good Surveyor of the Customs.
That was all. But, nevertheless, it is anything but agreeable to be
haunted by a suspicion that one's intellect is dwindling away, or exhaling,
without your consciousness, like ether out of a phial; so that, at every
glance, you find a smaller and less volatile residuum. Of the fact
there could be no doubt and, examining myself and others, I was led
to conclusions, in reference to the effect of public office on
the character, not very favourable to the mode of life in question. In
some other form, perhaps, I may hereafter develop these effects.
Suffice it here to say that a Custom-House officer of long continuance can
hardly be a very praiseworthy or respectable personage, for many reasons; one
of them, the tenure by which he holds his situation, and another, the very
nature of his business, which—though, I trust, an honest one—is of such
a sort that he does not share in the united effort of mankind.
An effect—which I believe to be observable, more or less, in every
individual who has occupied the position—is, that while he leans on the
mighty arm of the Republic, his own proper strength, departs from him.
He loses, in an extent proportioned to the weakness or force of his original
nature, the capability of self-support. If he possesses an unusual
share of native energy, or the enervating magic of place do not operate too
long upon him, his forfeited powers may be redeemable. The ejected
officer—fortunate in the unkindly shove that sends him forth betimes, to
struggle amid a struggling world—may return to himself, and become all
that he has ever been. But this seldom happens. He usually keeps
his ground just long enough for his own ruin, and is then thrust out, with
sinews all unstrung, to totter along the difficult footpath of life as he
best may. Conscious of his own infirmity—that his tempered steel and
elasticity are lost—he for ever afterwards looks wistfully about him in
quest of support external to himself. His pervading and continual
hope—a hallucination, which, in the face of all discouragement, and making
light of impossibilities, haunts him while he lives, and, I fancy,
like the convulsive throes of the cholera, torments him for a brief space
after death—is, that finally, and in no long time, by some happy coincidence
of circumstances, he shall be restored to office. This faith, more than
anything else, steals the pith and availability out of whatever enterprise he
may dream of undertaking. Why should he toil and moil, and be at so
much trouble to pick himself up out of the mud, when, in a little while
hence, the strong arm of his Uncle will raise and support him? Why
should he work for his living here, or go to dig gold in California, when he
is so soon to be made happy, at monthly intervals, with a little pile of
glittering coin out of his Uncle's pocket? It is sadly curious to observe how
slight a taste of office suffices to infect a poor fellow with this singular
disease. Uncle Sam's gold—meaning no disrespect to the worthy old
gentleman—has, in this respect, a quality of enchantment like that of
the devil's wages. Whoever touches it should look well to
himself, or he may find the bargain to go hard against him, involving,
if not his soul, yet many of its better attributes; its sturdy force, its
courage and constancy, its truth, its self-reliance, and all that gives the
emphasis to manly character.
Here was a fine prospect in the distance. Not that the Surveyor brought
the lesson home to himself, or admitted that he could be so utterly undone,
either by continuance in office or ejectment. Yet my reflections were not the
most comfortable. I began to grow melancholy and restless; continually
prying into my mind, to discover which of its poor properties were gone, and
what degree of detriment had already accrued to the remainder. I
endeavoured to calculate how much longer I could stay in the
Custom-House, and yet go forth a man. To confess the truth, it was my
greatest apprehension—as it would never be a measure of policy to
turn out so quiet an individual as myself; and it being hardly in
the nature of a public officer to resign—it was my chief
trouble, therefore, that I was likely to grow grey and decrepit in
the Surveyorship, and become much such another animal as the
old Inspector. Might it not, in the tedious lapse of official
life that lay before me, finally be with me as it was with this venerable
friend—to make the dinner-hour the nucleus of the day, and to spend the rest
of it, as an old dog spends it, asleep in the sunshine or in the shade?
A dreary look-forward, this, for a man who felt it to be the best definition
of happiness to live throughout the whole range of his faculties and
sensibilities But, all this while, I was giving myself very unnecessary
alarm. Providence had meditated better things for me than I could possibly
imagine for myself.
A remarkable event of the third year of my Surveyorship—to adopt the
tone of "P. P. "—was the election of General Taylor to the Presidency.
It is essential, in order to a complete estimate of the advantages of
official life, to view the incumbent at the in-coming of a hostile
administration. His position is then one of the most singularly
irksome, and, in every contingency, disagreeable, that a wretched mortal
can possibly occupy; with seldom an alternative of good on either hand,
although what presents itself to him as the worst event may very probably be
the best. But it is a strange experience, to a man of pride and
sensibility, to know that his interests are within the control of individuals
who neither love nor understand him, and by whom, since one or the other must
needs happen, he would rather be injured than obliged. Strange, too,
for one who has kept his calmness throughout the contest, to observe
the bloodthirstiness that is developed in the hour of triumph, and to be
conscious that he is himself among its objects! There are few uglier
traits of human nature than this tendency—which I now witnessed in men no
worse than their neighbours—to grow cruel, merely because they possessed the
power of inflicting harm. If the guillotine, as applied to
office-holders, were a literal fact, instead of one of the most apt of
metaphors, it is my sincere belief that the active members of the victorious
party were sufficiently excited to have chopped off all our heads, and have
thanked Heaven for the opportunity! It appears to me—who have been a calm
and curious observer, as well in victory as defeat—that this fierce and
bitter spirit of malice and revenge has never distinguished the many
triumphs of my own party as it now did that of the Whigs. The
Democrats take the offices, as a general rule, because they need them,
and because the practice of many years has made it the law of political
warfare, which unless a different system be proclaimed, it was weakness and
cowardice to murmur at. But the long habit of victory has made them
generous. They know how to spare when they see occasion; and when they
strike, the axe may be sharp indeed, but its edge is seldom poisoned with
ill-will; nor is it their custom ignominiously to kick the head which they
have just struck off.
In short, unpleasant as was my predicament, at best, I saw much reason
to congratulate myself that I was on the losing side rather than the
triumphant one. If, heretofore, l had been none of the warmest of
partisans I began now, at this season of peril and adversity, to be pretty
acutely sensible with which party my predilections lay; nor was it without
something like regret and shame that, according to a reasonable calculation
of chances, I saw my own prospect of retaining office to be better than
those of my democratic brethren. But who can see an inch into
futurity beyond his nose? My own head was the first that fell
The moment when a man's head drops off is seldom or never, I am inclined
to think, precisely the most agreeable of his life. Nevertheless, like
the greater part of our misfortunes, even so serious a contingency brings its
remedy and consolation with it, if the sufferer will but make the
best rather than the worst, of the accident which has befallen him. In my
particular case the consolatory topics were close at hand, and, indeed, had
suggested themselves to my meditations a considerable time before it was
requisite to use them. In view of my previous weariness of office, and
vague thoughts of resignation, my fortune somewhat resembled that of a person
who should entertain an idea of committing suicide, and although beyond
his hopes, meet with the good hap to be murdered. In the Custom-House,
as before in the Old Manse, I had spent three years—a term long enough to
rest a weary brain: long enough to break off old intellectual habits, and
make room for new ones: long enough, and too long, to have lived in an
unnatural state, doing what was really of no advantage nor delight to any
human being, and withholding myself from toil that would, at least,
have stilled an unquiet impulse in me. Then, moreover, as
regarded his unceremonious ejectment, the late Surveyor was not
altogether ill-pleased to be recognised by the Whigs as an enemy; since
his inactivity in political affairs—his tendency to roam, at will, in
that broad and quiet field where all mankind may meet, rather than confine
himself to those narrow paths where brethren of the same household must
diverge from one another—had sometimes made it questionable with his brother
Democrats whether he was a friend. Now, after he had won the crown of
martyrdom (though with no longer a head to wear it on), the point might be
looked upon as settled. Finally, little heroic as he was, it seemed
more decorous to be overthrown in the downfall of the party with which he had
been content to stand than to remain a forlorn survivor, when so many
worthier men were falling: and at last, after subsisting for four years on
the mercy of a hostile administration, to be compelled then to define his
position anew, and claim the yet more humiliating mercy of a friendly
one.
Meanwhile, the press had taken up my affair, and kept me for a week or
two careering through the public prints, in my decapitated state, like
Irving's Headless Horseman, ghastly and grim, and longing to be buried, as a
political dead man ought. So much for my figurative self. The real
human being all this time, with his head safely on his shoulders, had brought
himself to the comfortable conclusion that everything was for the
best; and making an investment in ink, paper, and steel pens, had opened
his long-disused writing desk, and was again a literary man. Now it was
that the lucubrations of my ancient predecessor, Mr. Surveyor Pue, came into
play. Rusty through long idleness, some little space was requisite
before my intellectual machinery could be brought to work upon the tale with
an effect in any degree satisfactory. Even yet, though my thoughts were
ultimately much absorbed in the task, it wears, to my eye, a stern and
sombre aspect: too much ungladdened by genial sunshine; too
little relieved by the tender and familiar influences which soften almost
every scene of nature and real life, and undoubtedly should soften every
picture of them. This uncaptivating effect is perhaps due to the period
of hardly accomplished revolution, and still seething turmoil, in which
the story shaped itself. It is no indication, however, of a lack
of cheerfulness in the writer's mind: for he was happier while straying
through the gloom of these sunless fantasies than at any time since he had
quitted the Old Manse. Some of the briefer articles, which contribute
to make up the volume, have likewise been written since my involuntary
withdrawal from the toils and honours of public life, and the remainder are
gleaned from annuals and magazines, of such antique date, that they have
gone round the circle, and come back to novelty again. Keeping up
the metaphor of the political guillotine, the whole may be considered as
the POSTHUMOUS PAPERS OF A DECAPITATED SURVEYOR: and the sketch which I am
now bringing to a close, if too autobiographical for a modest person to
publish in his lifetime, will readily be excused in a gentleman who writes
from beyond the grave. Peace be with all the world My blessing on my
friends My forgiveness to my enemies For I am in the realm of quiet
The life of the Custom—House lies like a dream behind me. The old
Inspector—who, by-the-bye, l regret to say, was overthrown and killed by a
horse some time ago, else he would certainly have lived for ever—he, and all
those other venerable personages who sat with him at the receipt of custom,
are but shadows in my view: white-headed and wrinkled images, which my fancy
used to sport with, and has now flung aside for ever. The
merchants— Pingree, Phillips, Shepard, Upton, Kimball, Bertram,
Hunt—these and many other names, which had such classic familiarity for my
ear six months ago,—these men of traffic, who seemed to occupy
so important a position in the world—how little time has it required to
disconnect me from them all, not merely in act, but recollection It is with
an effort that
I recall the figures and appellations of these few.
Soon, likewise, my old native town will loom upon me through the haze of
memory, a mist brooding over and around it; as if it were no portion of the
real earth, but an overgrown village in cloud-land, with only imaginary
inhabitants to people its wooden houses and walk its homely lanes, and the
unpicturesque prolixity of its main street. Henceforth it ceases to be
a reality of my life; I am a citizen of somewhere else. My good
townspeople will not much regret me, for—though it has been as dear an
object as any, in my literary efforts, to be of some importance in
their eyes, and to win myself a pleasant memory in this abode
and burial-place of so many of my forefathers—there has never been, for
me, the genial atmosphere which a literary man requires in order to ripen the
best harvest of his mind. I shall do better amongst other faces; and
these familiar ones, it need hardly be said, will do just as well without
me.
It may be, however—oh, transporting and triumphant thought I—that the
great-grandchildren of the present race may sometimes think kindly of the
scribbler of bygone days, when the antiquary of days to come, among the sites
memorable in the town's history, shall point out the locality of THE TOWN
PUMP.
THE SCARLET LETTER
I. THE PRISON DOOR
A throng of bearded men, in sad-coloured garments and
grey steeple-crowned hats, inter-mixed with women, some wearing hoods, and
others bareheaded, was assembled in front of a wooden edifice, the door of
which was heavily timbered with oak, and studded with iron spikes.
The founders of a new colony, whatever Utopia of human virtue and
happiness they might originally project, have invariably recognised it among
their earliest practical necessities to allot a portion of the virgin soil as
a cemetery, and another portion as the site of a prison. In accordance
with this rule it may safely be assumed that the forefathers of Boston had
built the first prison-house somewhere in the Vicinity of Cornhill,
almost as seasonably as they marked out the first burial-ground, on Isaac
Johnson's lot, and round about his grave, which subsequently became the
nucleus of all the congregated sepulchres in the old churchyard of King's
Chapel. Certain it is that, some fifteen or twenty years after the
settlement of the town, the wooden jail was already marked with
weather-stains and other indications of age, which gave a yet darker aspect
to its beetle-browed and gloomy front. The rust on the ponderous
iron-work of its oaken door looked more antique than anything else in the New
World. Like all that pertains to crime, it seemed never to have known
a youthful era. Before this ugly edifice, and between it and
the wheel-track of the street, was a grass-plot, much overgrown
with burdock, pig-weed, apple-pern, and such unsightly vegetation, which
evidently found something congenial in the soil that had so early borne the
black flower of civilised society, a prison. But on one side of the
portal, and rooted almost at the threshold, was a wild rose-bush, covered, in
this month of June, with its delicate gems, which might be imagined to offer
their fragrance and fragile beauty to the prisoner as he went in, and to
the condemned criminal as he came forth to his doom, in token that the
deep heart of Nature could pity and be kind to him.
This rose-bush, by a strange chance, has been kept alive in history; but
whether it had merely survived out of the stern old wilderness, so long after
the fall of the gigantic pines and oaks that originally overshadowed it, or
whether, as there is far authority for believing, it had sprung up under the
footsteps of the sainted Ann Hutchinson as she entered the prison-door,
we shall not take upon us to determine. Finding it so directly
on the threshold of our narrative, which is now about to issue from that
inauspicious portal, we could hardly do otherwise than pluck one of its
flowers, and present it to the reader. It may serve, let us hope, to
symbolise some sweet moral blossom that may be found along the track, or
relieve the darkening close of a tale of human frailty and sorrow
II. THE MARKET-PLACE
The grass-plot before the jail, in Prison Lane, on a certain summer
morning, not less than two centuries ago, was occupied by a pretty large
number of the inhabitants of Boston, all with their eyes intently fastened on
the iron-clamped oaken door. Amongst any other population, or at a later
period in the history of New England, the grim rigidity that petrified the
bearded physiognomies of these good people would have augured some
awful business in hand. It could have betokened nothing short of
the anticipated execution of some rioted culprit, on whom the sentence of
a legal tribunal had but confirmed the verdict of public sentiment.
But, in that early severity of the Puritan character, an inference of this
kind could not so indubitably be drawn. It might be that a sluggish
bond-servant, or an undutiful child, whom his parents had given over to the
civil authority, was to be corrected at the whipping-post. It might be
that an Antinomian, a Quaker, or other heterodox religionist, was to
be scourged out of the town, or an idle or vagrant Indian, whom the white
man's firewater had made riotous about the streets, was to be driven with
stripes into the shadow of the forest. It might be, too, that a witch,
like old Mistress Hibbins, the bitter-tempered widow of the magistrate, was
to die upon the gallows. In either case, there was very much the same
solemnity of demeanour on the part of the spectators, as befitted a people
among whom religion and law were almost identical, and in whose character
both were so thoroughly interfused, that the mildest and severest acts
of public discipline were alike made venerable and awful.
Meagre, indeed, and cold, was the sympathy that a transgressor might
look for, from such bystanders, at the scaffold. On the other hand,
a penalty which, in our days, would infer a degree of mocking infamy and
ridicule, might then be invested with almost as stern a dignity as the
punishment of death itself.
It was a circumstance to be noted on the summer morning when our story
begins its course, that the women, of whom there were several in the crowd,
appeared to take a peculiar interest in whatever penal infliction might be
expected to ensue. The age had not so much refinement, that any sense
of impropriety restrained the wearers of petticoat and farthingale from
stepping forth into the public ways, and wedging their not
unsubstantial persons, if occasion were, into the throng nearest to
the scaffold at an execution. Morally, as well as materially,
there was a coarser fibre in those wives and maidens of old English birth
and breeding than in their fair descendants, separated from them by a series
of six or seven generations; for, throughout that chain of ancestry, every
successive mother had transmitted to her child a fainter bloom, a more
delicate and briefer beauty, and a slighter physical frame, if
not character of less force and solidity than her own. The women
who were now standing about the prison-door stood within less than half a
century of the period when the man-like Elizabeth had been the not altogether
unsuitable representative of the sex. They were her countrywomen: and
the beef and ale of their native land, with a moral diet not a whit more
refined, entered largely into their composition. The bright morning
sun, therefore, shone on broad shoulders and well-developed busts, and on
round and ruddy cheeks, that had ripened in the far-off island, and had
hardly yet grown paler or thinner in the atmosphere of New England. There
was, moreover, a boldness and rotundity of speech among these matrons, as
most of them seemed to be, that would startle us at the present day, whether
in respect to its purport or its volume of tone.
"Goodwives," said a hard-featured dame of fifty, "I'll tell ye a piece
of my mind. It would be greatly for the public behoof if we women,
being of mature age and church-members in good repute, should have the
handling of such malefactresses as this Hester Prynne. What think ye,
gossips? If the hussy stood up for judgment before us five, that are
now here in a knot together, would she come off with such a sentence as the
worshipful magistrates have awarded? Marry, I trow not"
"People say," said another, "that the Reverend Master Dimmesdale, her
godly pastor, takes it very grievously to heart that such a scandal should
have come upon his congregation. "
"The magistrates are God-fearing gentlemen, but merciful overmuch—that
is a truth," added a third autumnal matron. "At the very least, they
should have put the brand of a hot iron on Hester Prynne's forehead.
Madame Hester would have winced at that, I warrant me. But she—the
naughty baggage— little will she care what they put upon the bodice of her
gown Why, look you, she may cover it with a brooch, or such
like. heathenish adornment, and so walk the streets as brave as ever"
"Ah, but," interposed, more softly, a young wife, holding a child by the
hand, "let her cover the mark as she will, the pang of it will be always in
her heart. "
"What do we talk of marks and brands, whether on the bodice of her gown
or the flesh of her forehead?" cried another female, the ugliest as well as
the most pitiless of these self-constituted judges. "This woman has
brought shame upon us all, and ought to die; Is there not law for it?
Truly there is, both in the Scripture and the statute-book. Then let
the magistrates, who have made it of no effect, thank themselves if their own
wives and daughters go astray"
"Mercy on us, goodwife" exclaimed a man in the crowd, "is there no
virtue in woman, save what springs from a wholesome fear of the
gallows? That is the hardest word yet! Hush now, gossips for the
lock is turning in the prison-door, and here comes Mistress Prynne herself.
"
The door of the jail being flung open from within there appeared, in the
first place, like a black shadow emerging into sunshine, the grim and gristly
presence of the town-beadle, with a sword by his side, and his staff of
office in his hand. This personage prefigured and represented in his
aspect the whole dismal severity of the Puritanic code of law, which it was
his business to administer in its final and closest application to the
offender. Stretching forth the official staff in his left hand, he laid
his right upon the shoulder of a young woman, whom he thus drew forward,
until, on the threshold of the prison-door, she repelled him, by an action
marked with natural dignity and force of character, and stepped into the open
air as if by her own free will. She bore in her arms a child, a baby of
some three months old, who winked and turned aside its little face from the
too vivid light of day; because its existence, heretofore, had brought it
acquaintance only with the grey twilight of a dungeon, or other
darksome apartment of the prison.
When the young woman—the mother of this child—stood fully revealed
before the crowd, it seemed to be her first impulse to clasp the infant
closely to her bosom; not so much by an impulse of motherly affection, as
that she might thereby conceal a certain token, which was wrought or fastened
into her dress. In a moment, however, wisely judging that one token of
her shame would but poorly serve to hide another, she took the baby on
her arm, and with a burning blush, and yet a haughty smile, and a glance
that would not be abashed, looked around at her townspeople and
neighbours. On the breast of her gown, in fine red cloth, surrounded
with an elaborate embroidery and fantastic flourishes of gold thread,
appeared the letter A. It was so artistically done, and with so much
fertility and gorgeous luxuriance of fancy, that it had all the effect of a
last and fitting decoration to the apparel which she wore, and which was of
a splendour in accordance with the taste of the age, but greatly beyond
what was allowed by the sumptuary regulations of the colony.
The young woman was tall, with a figure of perfect elegance on a large
scale. She had dark and abundant hair, so glossy that it threw off the
sunshine with a gleam; and a face which, besides being beautiful from
regularity of feature and richness of complexion, had the impressiveness
belonging to a marked brow and deep black eyes. She was ladylike, too,
after the manner of the feminine gentility of those days; characterised by a
certain state and dignity, rather than by the delicate, evanescent,
and indescribable grace which is now recognised as its indication. And
never had Hester Prynne appeared more ladylike, in the antique interpretation
of the term, than as she issued from the prison. Those who had before
known her, and had expected to behold her dimmed and obscured by a disastrous
cloud, were astonished, and even startled, to perceive how her beauty
shone out, and made a halo of the misfortune and ignominy in which she was
enveloped. It may be true that, to a sensitive observer, there was some
thing exquisitely painful in it. Her attire, which indeed, she had
wrought for the occasion in prison, and had modelled much after her own
fancy, seemed to express the attitude of her spirit, the desperate
recklessness of her mood, by its wild and picturesque peculiarity. But
the point which drew all eyes, and, as it were, transfigured the wearer—so
that both men and women who had been familiarly acquainted with Hester
Prynne were now impressed as if they beheld her for the first time—was that
SCARLET LETTER, so fantastically embroidered and illuminated upon her
bosom. It had the effect of a spell, taking her out of the ordinary
relations with humanity, and enclosing her in a sphere by herself.
"She hath good skill at her needle, that's certain," remarked one of her
female spectators; "but did ever a woman, before this brazen hussy, contrive
such a way of showing it? Why, gossips, what is it but to laugh
in the faces of our godly magistrates, and make a pride out of what they,
worthy gentlemen, meant for a punishment?"
"It were well," muttered the most iron-visaged of the old dames, "if we
stripped Madame Hester's rich gown off her dainty shoulders; and as for the
red letter which she hath stitched so curiously, I'll bestow a rag of mine
own rheumatic flannel to make a fitter one!"
"Oh, peace, neighbours—peace!" whispered their youngest companion; "do
not let her hear you! Not a stitch in that embroidered letter but she
has felt it in her heart. "
The grim beadle now made a gesture with his staff. "Make way, good
people—make way, in the King's name!" cried he. "Open a passage; and I
promise ye, Mistress Prynne shall be set where man, woman, and child may have
a fair sight of her brave apparel from this time till an hour past
meridian. A blessing on the righteous colony of the Massachusetts,
where iniquity is dragged out into the sunshine! Come along, Madame
Hester, and show your scarlet letter in the market-place!"
A lane was forthwith opened through the crowd of spectators. Preceded by
the beadle, and attended by an irregular procession of stern-browed men and
unkindly visaged women, Hester Prynne set forth towards the place appointed
for her punishment. A crowd of eager and curious schoolboys,
understanding little of the matter in hand, except that it gave them a
half-holiday, ran before her progress, turning their heads continually to
stare into her face and at the winking baby in her arms, and at
the ignominious letter on her breast. It was no great distance,
in those days, from the prison door to the market-place. Measured by
the prisoner's experience, however, it might be reckoned a journey of some
length; for haughty as her demeanour was, she perchance underwent an agony
from every footstep of those that thronged to see her, as if her heart had
been flung into the street for them all to spurn and trample upon. In
our nature, however, there is a provision, alike marvellous and
merciful, that the sufferer should never know the intensity of what
he endures by its present torture, but chiefly by the pang that rankles
after it. With almost a serene deportment, therefore, Hester Prynne
passed through this portion of her ordeal, and came to a sort of scaffold, at
the western extremity of the market-place. It stood nearly beneath the
eaves of Boston's earliest church, and appeared to be a fixture there.
In fact, this scaffold constituted a portion of a penal machine, which
now, for two or three generations past, has been merely historical and
traditionary among us, but was held, in the old time, to be as effectual an
agent, in the promotion of good citizenship, as ever was the guillotine among
the terrorists of France. It was, in short, the platform of the pillory; and
above it rose the framework of that instrument of discipline, so fashioned
as to confine the human head in its tight grasp, and thus hold it up to
the public gaze. The very ideal of ignominy was embodied and made
manifest in this contrivance of wood and iron. There can be no outrage,
methinks, against our common nature—whatever be the delinquencies of the
individual—no outrage more flagrant than to forbid the culprit to hide his
face for shame; as it was the essence of this punishment to do. In
Hester Prynne's instance, however, as not unfrequently in other cases,
her sentence bore that she should stand a certain time upon the platform,
but without undergoing that gripe about the neck and confinement of the head,
the proneness to which was the most devilish characteristic of this ugly
engine. Knowing well her part, she ascended a flight of wooden steps,
and was thus displayed to the surrounding multitude, at about the height of
a man's shoulders above the street.
Had there been a Papist among the crowd of Puritans, he might have seen
in this beautiful woman, so picturesque in her attire and mien, and with the
infant at her bosom, an object to remind him of the image of Divine
Maternity, which so many illustrious painters have vied with one another to
represent; something which should remind him, indeed, but only by contrast,
of that sacred image of sinless motherhood, whose infant was to redeem
the world. Here, there was the taint of deepest sin in the
most sacred quality of human life, working such effect, that the world was
only the darker for this woman's beauty, and the more lost for the infant
that she had borne.
The scene was not without a mixture of awe, such as must always invest
the spectacle of guilt and shame in a fellow-creature, before society shall
have grown corrupt enough to smile, instead of shuddering at it. The
witnesses of Hester Prynne's disgrace had not yet passed beyond their
simplicity. They were stern enough to look upon her death, had that
been the sentence, without a murmur at its severity, but had none of
the heartlessness of another social state, which would find only a theme
for jest in an exhibition like the present. Even had there been a
disposition to turn the matter into ridicule, it must have been repressed and
overpowered by the solemn presence of men no less dignified than the
governor, and several of his counsellors, a judge, a general, and the
ministers of the town, all of whom sat or stood in a balcony of the
meeting-house, looking down upon the platform. When such personages
could constitute a part of the spectacle, without risking the majesty, or
reverence of rank and office, it was safely to be inferred that the
infliction of a legal sentence would have an earnest and effectual
meaning. Accordingly, the crowd was sombre and grave. The unhappy
culprit sustained herself as best a woman might, under the heavy weight of
a thousand unrelenting eyes, all fastened upon her, and concentrated at her
bosom. It was almost intolerable to be borne. Of an impulsive and
passionate nature, she had fortified herself to encounter the stings and
venomous stabs of public contumely, wreaking itself in every variety of
insult; but there was a quality so much more terrible in the solemn mood
of the popular mind, that she longed rather to behold all those rigid
countenances contorted with scornful merriment, and herself the object.
Had a roar of laughter burst from the multitude—each man, each woman, each
little shrill-voiced child, contributing their individual parts—Hester
Prynne might have repaid them all with a bitter and disdainful smile.
But, under the leaden infliction which it was her doom to endure,
she felt, at moments, as if she must needs shriek out with the full power
of her lungs, and cast herself from the scaffold down upon the ground, or
else go mad at once.
Yet there were intervals when the whole scene, in which she was the most
conspicuous object, seemed to vanish from her eyes, or, at least, glimmered
indistinctly before them, like a mass of imperfectly shaped and spectral
images. Her mind, and especially her memory, was preternaturally
active, and kept bringing up other scenes than this roughly hewn street of a
little town, on the edge of the western wilderness: other faces than were
lowering upon her from beneath the brims of those steeple-crowned
hats. Reminiscences, the most trifling and immaterial, passages of infancy
and school-days, sports, childish quarrels, and the little domestic traits of
her maiden years, came swarming back upon her, intermingled with
recollections of whatever was gravest in her subsequent life; one picture
precisely as vivid as another; as if all were of similar importance, or all
alike a play. Possibly, it was an instinctive device of her spirit
to relieve itself by the exhibition of these phantasmagoric forms, from
the cruel weight and hardness of the reality.
Be that as it might, the scaffold of the pillory was a point of view
that revealed to Hester Prynne the entire track along which she had been
treading, since her happy infancy. Standing on that miserable eminence, she
saw again her native village, in Old England, and her paternal home: a
decayed house of grey stone, with a poverty-stricken aspect, but retaining
a half obliterated shield of arms over the portal, in token of antique
gentility. She saw her father's face, with its bold brow, and reverend
white beard that flowed over the old-fashioned Elizabethan ruff; her
mother's, too, with the look of heedful and anxious love which it always wore
in her remembrance, and which, even since her death, had so often laid the
impediment of a gentle remonstrance in her daughter's pathway. She saw
her own face, glowing with girlish beauty, and illuminating all
the interior of the dusky mirror in which she had been wont to gaze at
it. There she beheld another countenance, of a man well stricken in
years, a pale, thin, scholar-like visage, with eyes dim and bleared by the
lamp-light that had served them to pore over many ponderous books. Yet
those same bleared optics had a strange, penetrating power, when it was their
owner's purpose to read the human soul. This figure of the study and
the cloister, as Hester Prynne's womanly fancy failed not to recall,
was slightly deformed, with the left shoulder a trifle higher than the
right. Next rose before her in memory's picture-gallery, the intricate
and narrow thoroughfares, the tall, grey houses, the huge cathedrals, and the
public edifices, ancient in date and quaint in architecture, of a continental
city; where new life had awaited her, still in connexion with the misshapen
scholar: a new life, but feeding itself on time-worn materials, like a
tuft of green moss on a crumbling wall. Lastly, in lieu of these
shifting scenes, came back the rude market-place of the Puritan, settlement,
with all the townspeople assembled, and levelling their stern regards
at Hester Prynne—yes, at herself—who stood on the scaffold of the
pillory, an infant on her arm, and the letter A, in scarlet, fantastically
embroidered with gold thread, upon her bosom.
Could it be true? She clutched the child so fiercely to
her breast that it sent forth a cry; she turned her eyes downward at the
scarlet letter, and even touched it with her finger, to assure herself that
the infant and the shame were real. Yes these were her realities—all
else had vanished!
III. THE RECOGNITION
From this intense consciousness of being the object of severe
and universal observation, the wearer of the scarlet letter was at length
relieved, by discerning, on the outskirts of the crowd, a figure which
irresistibly took possession of her thoughts. An Indian in his native
garb was standing there; but the red men were not so infrequent visitors of
the English settlements that one of them would have attracted any notice from
Hester Prynne at such a time; much less would he have excluded all other
objects and ideas from her mind. By the Indian's side, and
evidently sustaining a companionship with him, stood a white man, clad in
a strange disarray of civilized and savage costume.
He was small in stature, with a furrowed visage, which as yet could
hardly be termed aged. There was a remarkable intelligence in his
features, as of a person who had so cultivated his mental part that it could
not fail to mould the physical to itself and become manifest by unmistakable
tokens. Although, by a seemingly careless arrangement of his
heterogeneous garb, he had endeavoured to conceal or abate the peculiarity,
it was sufficiently evident to Hester Prynne that one of this
man's shoulders rose higher than the other. Again, at the first instant
of perceiving that thin visage, and the slight deformity of the figure,
she pressed her infant to her bosom with so convulsive a force that the
poor babe uttered another cry of pain. But the mother did not seem to
hear it,
At his arrival in the market-place, and some time before she saw him,
the stranger had bent his eyes on Hester Prynne. It was carelessly at
first, like a man chiefly accustomed to look inward, and to whom external
matters are of little value and import, unless they bear relation to
something within his mind. Very soon, however, his look became keen and
penetrative. A writhing horror twisted itself across his features, like
a snake gliding swiftly over them, and making one little pause, with
all its wreathed intervolutions in open sight. His face
darkened with some powerful emotion, which, nevertheless, he
so instantaneously controlled by an effort of his will, that, save at a
single moment, its expression might have passed for calmness. After a
brief space, the convulsion grew almost imperceptible, and finally subsided
into the depths of his nature. When he found the eyes of Hester Prynne
fastened on his own, and saw that she appeared to recognize him, he slowly
and calmly raised his finger, made a gesture with it in the air, and laid
it on his lips.
Then touching the shoulder of a townsman who stood near to him, he
addressed him in a formal and courteous manner:
"I pray you, good Sir," said he, "who is this woman? —and wherefore is
she here set up to public shame?"
"You must needs be a stranger in this region, friend," answered the
townsman, looking curiously at the questioner and his savage companion, "else
you would surely have heard of Mistress Hester Prynne and her evil
doings. She hath raised a great scandal, I promise you, in godly Master
Dimmesdale's church. "
"You say truly," replied the other; "I am a stranger, and have been a
wanderer, sorely against my will. I have met with grievous mishaps by
sea and land, and have been long held in bonds among the heathen-folk to the
southward; and am now brought hither by this Indian to be redeemed out of my
captivity. Will it please you, therefore, to tell me of Hester
Prynne's—have I her name rightly? —of this woman's offences, and what
has brought her to yonder scaffold?"
"Truly, friend; and methinks it must gladden your heart, after your
troubles and sojourn in the wilderness," said the townsman, "to find yourself
at length in a land where iniquity is searched out and punished in the sight
of rulers and people, as here in our godly New England. Yonder woman,
Sir, you must know, was the wife of a certain learned man, English by birth,
but who had long ago dwelt in Amsterdam, whence some good time agone he was
minded to cross over and cast in his lot with us of the Massachusetts. To
this purpose he sent his wife before him, remaining himself to look after
some necessary affairs. Marry, good Sir, in some two years, or less,
that the woman has been a dweller here in Boston, no tidings have come of
this learned gentleman, Master Prynne; and his young wife, look you, being
left to her own misguidance—"
"Ah!—aha!—I conceive you," said the stranger with a bitter
smile. "So learned a man as you speak of should have learned this too
in his books. And who, by your favour, Sir, may be the father of yonder
babe—it is some three or four months old, I should judge—which Mistress
Prynne is holding in her arms?"
"Of a truth, friend, that matter remaineth a riddle; and the Daniel who
shall expound it is yet a-wanting," answered the townsman. "Madame
Hester absolutely refuseth to speak, and the magistrates have laid their
heads together in vain. Peradventure the guilty one stands looking on
at this sad spectacle, unknown of man, and forgetting that God sees him.
"
"The learned man," observed the stranger with another smile, "should
come himself to look into the mystery. "
"It behoves him well if he be still in life," responded
the townsman. "Now, good Sir, our Massachusetts
magistracy, bethinking themselves that this woman is youthful and fair,
and doubtless was strongly tempted to her fall, and that, moreover, as is
most likely, her husband may be at the bottom of the sea, they have not been
bold to put in force the extremity of our righteous law against her.
The penalty thereof is death. But in their great mercy and tenderness
of heart they have doomed Mistress Prynne to stand only a space of three
hours on the platform of the pillory, and then and thereafter, for
the remainder of her natural life to wear a mark of shame upon her bosom.
"
"A wise sentence," remarked the stranger, gravely, bowing his
head. "Thus she will be a living sermon against sin, until the
ignominious letter be engraved upon her tombstone. It irks me,
nevertheless, that the partner of her iniquity should not at least, stand on
the scaffold by her side. But he will be known—he will be known!—he
will be known!"
He bowed courteously to the communicative townsman, and whispering a few
words to his Indian attendant, they both made their way through the
crowd.
While this passed, Hester Prynne had been standing on her pedestal,
still with a fixed gaze towards the stranger—so fixed a gaze that, at
moments of intense absorption, all other objects in the visible world seemed
to vanish, leaving only him and her. Such an interview, perhaps, would
have been more terrible than even to meet him as she now did, with the
hot mid-day sun burning down upon her face, and lighting up its shame;
with the scarlet token of infamy on her breast; with the sin-born infant in
her arms; with a whole people, drawn forth as to a festival, staring at the
features that should have been seen only in the quiet gleam of the fireside,
in the happy shadow of a home, or beneath a matronly veil at church.
Dreadful as it was, she was conscious of a shelter in the presence of these
thousand witnesses. It was better to stand thus, with so many betwixt
him and her, than to greet him face to face—they two alone.
She fled for refuge, as it were, to the public exposure, and dreaded the
moment when its protection should be withdrawn from her. Involved in these
thoughts, she scarcely heard a voice behind her until it had repeated her
name more than once, in a loud and solemn tone, audible to the whole
multitude.
"Hearken unto me, Hester Prynne!" said the voice.
It has already been noticed that directly over the platform on which
Hester Prynne stood was a kind of balcony, or open gallery, appended to the
meeting-house. It was the place whence proclamations were wont to be
made, amidst an assemblage of the magistracy, with all the ceremonial that
attended such public observances in those days. Here, to witness the
scene which we are describing, sat Governor Bellingham himself with
four sergeants about his chair, bearing halberds, as a guard
of honour. He wore a dark feather in his hat, a border of embroidery
on his cloak, and a black velvet tunic beneath—a gentleman advanced in
years, with a hard experience written in his wrinkles. He was not
ill-fitted to be the head and representative of a community which owed its
origin and progress, and its present state of development, not to the
impulses of youth, but to the stern and tempered energies of manhood and
the sombre sagacity of age; accomplishing so much, precisely because it
imagined and hoped so little. The other eminent characters by whom the
chief ruler was surrounded were distinguished by a dignity of mien, belonging
to a period when the forms of authority were felt to possess the sacredness
of Divine institutions. They were, doubtless, good men, just and
sage. But, out of the whole human family, it would not have been easy to
select the same number of wise and virtuous persons, who should he less
capable of sitting in judgment on an erring woman's heart, and disentangling
its mesh of good and evil, than the sages of rigid aspect towards whom Hester
Prynne now turned her face. She seemed conscious, indeed, that whatever
sympathy she might expect lay in the larger and warmer heart of the
multitude; for, as she lifted her eyes towards the balcony, the unhappy
woman grew pale, and trembled.
The voice which had called her attention was that of the reverend and
famous John Wilson, the eldest clergyman of Boston, a great scholar, like
most of his contemporaries in the profession, and withal a man of kind and
genial spirit. This last attribute, however, had been less carefully
developed than his intellectual gifts, and was, in truth, rather a matter
of shame than self-congratulation with him. There he stood, with
a border of grizzled locks beneath his skull-cap, while his grey eyes,
accustomed to the shaded light of his study, were winking, like those of
Hester's infant, in the unadulterated sunshine. He looked like the
darkly engraved portraits which we see prefixed to old volumes of sermons,
and had no more right than one of those portraits would have to step forth,
as he now did, and meddle with a question of human guilt, passion, and
anguish.
"Hester Prynne," said the clergyman, "I have striven with my young
brother here, under whose preaching of the Word you have been privileged to
sit"—here Mr. Wilson laid his hand on the shoulder of a pale young man
beside him—"I have sought, I say, to persuade this godly youth, that he
should deal with you, here in the face of Heaven, and before these wise and
upright rulers, and in hearing of all the people, as touching the vileness
and blackness of your sin. Knowing your natural temper better than I,
he could the better judge what arguments to use, whether of tenderness
or terror, such as might prevail over your hardness and
obstinacy, insomuch that you should no longer hide the name of him
who tempted you to this grievous fall. But he opposes to me—with a
young man's over-softness, albeit wise beyond his years—that it were
wronging the very nature of woman to force her to lay open her heart's
secrets in such broad daylight, and in presence of so great a
multitude. Truly, as I sought to convince him, the shame lay in the
commission of the sin, and not in the showing of it forth. What say you
to it, once again, brother Dimmesdale? Must it be thou, or I, that shall deal
with this poor sinner's soul?"
There was a murmur among the dignified and reverend occupants of the
balcony; and Governor Bellingham gave expression to its purport, speaking in
an authoritative voice, although tempered with respect towards the youthful
clergyman whom he addressed:
"Good Master Dimmesdale," said he, "the responsibility of this woman's
soul lies greatly with you. It behoves you; therefore, to exhort her to
repentance and to confession, as a proof and consequence thereof. "
The directness of this appeal drew the eyes of the whole crowd upon the
Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale—young clergyman, who had come from one of the great
English universities, bringing all the learning of the age into our wild
forest land. His eloquence and religious fervour had already given the
earnest of high eminence in his profession. He was a person of very
striking aspect, with a white, lofty, and impending brow; large, brown,
melancholy eyes, and a mouth which, unless when he forcibly compressed it,
was apt to be tremulous, expressing both nervous sensibility and a
vast power of self restraint. Notwithstanding his high native gifts
and scholar-like attainments, there was an air about this young
minister—an apprehensive, a startled, a half-frightened look—as of a
being who felt himself quite astray, and at a loss in the pathway of human
existence, and could only be at ease in some seclusion of his own.
Therefore, so far as his duties would permit, he trod in the shadowy
by-paths, and thus kept himself simple and childlike, coming forth, when
occasion was, with a freshness, and fragrance, and dewy purity of thought,
which, as many people said, affected them like tile speech of an angel.
Such was the young man whom the Reverend Mr. Wilson and the Governor had
introduced so openly to the public notice, bidding him speak, in the hearing
of all men, to that mystery of a woman's soul, so sacred even in its
pollution. The trying nature of his position drove the blood from his
cheek, and made his lips tremulous.
"Speak to the woman, my brother," said Mr. Wilson. "It is
of moment to her soul, and, therefore, as the worshipful Governor says,
momentous to thine own, ill whose charge hers is. Exhort her to confess
the truth!"
The Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale bent his head, silent prayer, as it seemed,
and then came forward.
"Hester Prynne," said he, leaning over the balcony and looking down
steadfastly into her eyes, "thou hearest what this good man says, and seest
the accountability under which I labour. If thou feelest it to be for
thy soul's peace, and that thy earthly punishment will thereby be made more
effectual to salvation, I charge thee to speak out the name of thy
fellow-sinner and fellow-sufferer! Be not silent from any mistaken pity and
tenderness for him; for, believe me, Hester, though he were to step down from
a high place, and stand there beside thee, on thy pedestal of shame, yet
better were it so than to hide a guilty heart through life. What can
thy silence do for him, except it tempt him—yea, compel him, as it were—to
add hypocrisy to sin? Heaven hath granted thee an open
ignominy, that thereby thou mayest work out an open triumph over the
evil within thee and the sorrow without. Take heed how thou
deniest to him—who, perchance, hath not the courage to grasp it
for himself—the bitter, but wholesome, cup that is now presented to thy
lips!"
The young pastor's voice was tremulously sweet, rich, deep,
and broken. The feeling that it so evidently manifested, rather than
the direct purport of the words, caused it to vibrate within all hearts, and
brought the listeners into one accord of sympathy. Even the poor baby
at Hester's bosom was affected by the same influence, for it directed its
hitherto vacant gaze towards Mr. Dimmesdale, and held up its little arms with
a half-pleased, half-plaintive murmur. So powerful seemed
the minister's appeal that the people could not believe but that Hester
Prynne would speak out the guilty name, or else that the guilty one himself
in whatever high or lowly place he stood, would be drawn forth by an inward
and inevitable necessity, and compelled to ascend the scaffold.
Hester shook her head.
"Woman, transgress not beyond the limits of Heaven's mercy!" cried the
Reverend Mr. Wilson, more harshly than before. "That little babe hath
been gifted with a voice, to second and confirm the counsel which thou hast
heard. Speak out the name! That, and thy repentance, may avail to
take the scarlet letter off thy breast. "
"Never," replied Hester Prynne, looking, not at Mr. Wilson, but into the
deep and troubled eyes of the younger clergyman. "It is too deeply
branded. Ye cannot take it off. And would that I might endure his
agony as well as mine!"
"Speak, woman!" said another voice, coldly and sternly, proceeding from
the crowd about the scaffold, "Speak; and give your child a father!"
"I will not speak!" answered Hester, turning pale as death,
but responding to this voice, which she too surely recognised.
"And my child must seek a heavenly father; she shall never know an earthly
one!"
"She will not speak!" murmured Mr. Dimmesdale, who, leaning over the
balcony, with his hand upon his heart, had awaited the result of his
appeal. He now drew back with a long respiration. "Wondrous strength
arid generosity of a woman's heart! She will not speak!"
Discerning the impracticable state of the poor culprit's mind, the elder
clergyman, who had carefully prepared himself for the occasion, addressed to
the multitude a discourse on sin, in all its branches, but with continual
reference to the ignominious letter. So forcibly did he dwell upon this
symbol, for the hour or more during which is periods were rolling over the
people's heads, that it assumed new terrors in their imagination, and seemed
to derive its scarlet hue from the flames of the infernal pit. Hester
Prynne, meanwhile, kept her place upon the pedestal of shame, with
glazed eyes, and an air of weary indifference. She had borne
that morning all that nature could endure; and as her temperament was not
of the order that escapes from too intense suffering by a swoon, her spirit
could only shelter itself beneath a stony crust of insensibility, while the
faculties of animal life remained entire. In this state, the voice of
the preacher thundered remorselessly, but unavailingly, upon her ears.
The infant, during the latter portion of her ordeal, pierced the air with
its wailings and screams; she strove to hush it mechanically, but seemed
scarcely to sympathise with its trouble. With the same hard demeanour,
she was led back to prison, and vanished from the public gaze within its
iron-clamped portal. It was whispered by those who peered after her
that the scarlet letter threw a lurid gleam along the dark passage-way of the
interior.
IV. THE INTERVIEW
After her return to the prison, Hester Prynne was found to be in a state
of nervous excitement, that demanded constant watchfulness, lest she should
perpetrate violence on herself, or do some half-frenzied mischief to the poor
babe. As night approached, it proving impossible to quell her
insubordination by rebuke or threats of punishment, Master Brackett, the
jailer, thought fit to introduce a physician. He described him as a
man of skill in all Christian modes of physical science, and
likewise familiar with whatever the savage people could teach in
respect to medicinal herbs and roots that grew in the forest. To say
the truth, there was much need of professional assistance, not merely for
Hester herself, but still more urgently for the child—who, drawing its
sustenance from the maternal bosom, seemed to have drank in with it all the
turmoil, the anguish and despair, which pervaded the mother's system.
It now writhed in convulsions of pain, and was a forcible type, in its little
frame, of the moral agony which Hester Prynne had borne throughout the
day.
Closely following the jailer into the dismal apartment, appeared that
individual, of singular aspect whose presence in the crowd had been of such
deep interest to the wearer of the scarlet letter. He was lodged in the
prison, not as suspected of any offence, but as the most convenient and
suitable mode of disposing of him, until the magistrates should have
conferred with the Indian sagamores respecting his ransom. His name was
announced as Roger Chillingworth. The jailer, after ushering him into
the room, remained a moment, marvelling at the comparative quiet that
followed his entrance; for Hester Prynne had immediately become as still as
death, although the child continued to moan.
"Prithee, friend, leave me alone with my patient," said
the practitioner. "Trust me, good jailer, you shall briefly
have peace in your house; and, I promise you, Mistress Prynne
shall hereafter be more amenable to just authority than you may have found
her heretofore. "
"Nay, if your worship can accomplish that," answered Master Brackett, "I
shall own you for a man of skill, indeed! Verily, the woman hath been
like a possessed one; and there lacks little that I should take in hand, to
drive Satan out of her with stripes. "
The stranger had entered the room with the characteristic quietude of
the profession to which he announced himself as belonging. Nor did his
demeanour change when the withdrawal of the prison keeper left him face to
face with the woman, whose absorbed notice of him, in the crowd, had
intimated so close a relation between himself and her. His first care
was given to the child, whose cries, indeed, as she lay writhing on
the trundle-bed, made it of peremptory necessity to postpone all other
business to the task of soothing her. He examined the infant
carefully, and then proceeded to unclasp a leathern case, which he took
from beneath his dress. It appeared to contain medical
preparations, one of which he mingled with a cup of water.
"My old studies in alchemy," observed he, "and my sojourn, for above a
year past, among a people well versed in the kindly properties of simples,
have made a better physician of me than many that claim the medical
degree. Here, woman! The child is yours—she is none of
mine—neither will she recognise my voice or aspect as a father's.
Administer this draught, therefore, with thine own hand."
Hester repelled the offered medicine, at the same time gazing with
strongly marked apprehension into his face. "Wouldst thou avenge thyself on
the innocent babe?" whispered she.
"Foolish woman!" responded the physician, half coldly,
half soothingly. "What should ail me to harm this misbegotten
and miserable babe? The medicine is potent for good, and were it
my child—yea, mine own, as well as thine! I could do no better for
it."
As she still hesitated, being, in fact, in no reasonable state of mind,
he took the infant in his arms, and himself administered the draught.
It soon proved its efficacy, and redeemed the leech's pledge. The moans
of the little patient subsided; its convulsive tossings gradually ceased; and
in a few moments, as is the custom of young children after relief from pain,
it sank into a profound and dewy slumber. The physician, as he had a
fair right to be termed, next bestowed his attention on the mother. With
calm and intent scrutiny, he felt her pulse, looked into her eyes—a gaze
that made her heart shrink and shudder, because so familiar, and yet so
strange and cold—and, finally, satisfied with his investigation, proceeded
to mingle another draught.
"I know not Lethe nor Nepenthe," remarked he; "but I have learned many
new secrets in the wilderness, and here is one of them—a recipe that an
Indian taught me, in requital of some lessons of my own, that were as old as
Paracelsus. Drink it! It may be less soothing than a sinless
conscience. That I cannot give thee. But it will calm the swell
and heaving of thy passion, like oil thrown on the waves of a tempestuous
sea."
He presented the cup to Hester, who received it with a slow, earnest
look into his face; not precisely a look of fear, yet full of doubt and
questioning as to what his purposes might be. She looked also at her
slumbering child.
"I have thought of death," said she—"have wished for it—would even
have prayed for it, were it fit that such as I should pray for
anything. Yet, if death be in this cup, I bid thee think again, ere
thou beholdest me quaff it. See! it is even now at my
lips."
"Drink, then," replied he, still with the same cold composure. "Dost
thou know me so little, Hester Prynne? Are my purposes wont to be so
shallow? Even if I imagine a scheme of vengeance, what could I do
better for my object than to let thee live—than to give thee medicines
against all harm and peril of life—so that this burning shame may still
blaze upon thy bosom?" As he spoke, he laid his long fore-finger on the
scarlet letter, which forthwith seemed to scorch into Hester's breast, as if
it ad been red hot. He noticed her involuntary gesture, and
smiled. "Live, therefore, and bear about thy doom with thee, in the
eyes of men and women—in the eyes of him whom thou didst call
thy husband—in the eyes of yonder child! And, that thou mayest
live, take off this draught."
Without further expostulation or delay, Hester Prynne drained the cup,
and, at the motion of the man of skill, seated herself on the bed, where the
child was sleeping; while he drew the only chair which the room afforded, and
took his own seat beside her. She could not but tremble at these
preparations; for she felt that—having now done all that humanity, or
principle, or, if so it were, a refined cruelty, impelled him to do for the
relief of physical suffering—he was next to treat with her as the
man whom she had most deeply and irreparably injured.
"Hester," said he, "I ask not wherefore, nor how thou hast fallen into
the pit, or say, rather, thou hast ascended to the pedestal of infamy on
which I found thee. The reason is not far to seek. It was my
folly, and thy weakness. I—a man of thought—the book-worm of great
libraries—a man already in decay, having given my best years to feed the
hungry dream of knowledge—what had I to do with youth and beauty like
thine own? Misshapen from my birth-hour, how could I delude
myself with the idea that intellectual gifts might veil physical deformity
in a young girl's fantasy? Men call me wise. If sages were ever
wise in their own behoof, I might have foreseen all this. I might have
known that, as I came out of the vast and dismal forest, and entered this
settlement of Christian men, the very first object to meet my eyes would
be thyself, Hester Prynne, standing up, a statue of ignominy, before the
people. Nay, from the moment when we came down the old church-steps
together, a married pair, I might have beheld the bale-fire of that scarlet
letter blazing at the end of our path!"
"Thou knowest," said Hester—for, depressed as she was, she could not
endure this last quiet stab at the token of her shame—"thou knowest that I
was frank with thee. I felt no love, nor feigned any."
"True," replied he. "It was my folly! I have said it.
But, up to that epoch of my life, I had lived in vain. The world
had been so cheerless! My heart was a habitation large enough
for many guests, but lonely and chill, and without a household fire. I
longed to kindle one! It seemed not so wild a dream—old as I
was, and sombre as I was, and misshapen as I was—that the simple bliss,
which is scattered far and wide, for all mankind to gather up, might yet be
mine. And so, Hester, I drew thee into my heart, into its innermost
chamber, and sought to warm thee by the warmth which thy presence made
there!"
"I have greatly wronged thee," murmured Hester.
"We have wronged each other," answered he. "Mine was the
first wrong, when I betrayed thy budding youth into a false and unnatural
relation with my decay. Therefore, as a man who has not thought and
philosophised in vain, I seek no vengeance, plot no evil against thee.
Between thee and me, the scale hangs fairly balanced. But, Hester, the
man lives who has wronged us both! Who is he?"
"Ask me not?" replied Hester Prynne, looking firmly into his face.
"That thou shalt never know!"
"Never, sayest thou?" rejoined he, with a smile of dark and self-relying
intelligence. "Never know him! Believe me, Hester, there are few
things whether in the outward world, or, to a certain depth, in the invisible
sphere of thought—few things hidden from the man who devotes himself
earnestly and unreservedly to the solution of a mystery. Thou mayest
cover up thy secret from the prying multitude. Thou mayest conceal
it, too, from the ministers and magistrates, even as thou didst this day,
when they sought to wrench the name out of thy heart, and give thee a partner
on thy pedestal. But, as for me, I come to the inquest with other
senses than they possess. I shall seek this man, as I have sought truth
in books: as I have sought gold in alchemy. There is a sympathy that
will make me conscious of him. I shall see him tremble. I shall
feel myself shudder, suddenly and unawares. Sooner or later, he must
needs be mine."
The eyes of the wrinkled scholar glowed so intensely upon her, that
Hester Prynne clasped her hand over her heart, dreading lest he should read
the secret there at once.
"Thou wilt not reveal his name? Not the less he is
mine," resumed he, with a look of confidence, as if destiny were at
one with him. "He bears no letter of infamy wrought into
his garment, as thou dost, but I shall read it on his heart .
Yet fear not for him! Think not that I shall interfere with
Heaven's own method of retribution, or, to my own loss, betray him to
the gripe of human law. Neither do thou imagine that I
shall contrive aught against his life; no, nor against his fame, if as I
judge, he be a man of fair repute. Let him live! Let him
hide himself in outward honour, if he may! Not the less he shall
be mine!"
"Thy acts are like mercy," said Hester, bewildered and appalled; "but
thy words interpret thee as a terror!"
"One thing, thou that wast my wife, I would enjoin upon thee," continued
the scholar. "Thou hast kept the secret of thy paramour. Keep,
likewise, mine! There are none in this land that know me. Breathe
not to any human soul that thou didst ever call me husband! Here,
on this wild outskirt of the earth, I shall pitch my tent; for,
elsewhere a wanderer, and isolated from human interests, I find here a woman,
a man, a child, amongst whom and myself there exist the closest
ligaments. No matter whether of love or hate: no matter whether of
right or wrong! Thou and thine, Hester Prynne, belong to me. My
home is where thou art and where he is. But betray me not!"
"Wherefore dost thou desire it?" inquired Hester, shrinking, she hardly
knew why, from this secret bond. "Why not announce thyself openly, and
cast me off at once?"
"It may be," he replied, "because I will not encounter the dishonour
that besmirches the husband of a faithless woman. It may be for other
reasons. Enough, it is my purpose to live and die unknown. Let,
therefore, thy husband be to the world as one already dead, and of whom no
tidings shall ever come. Recognise me not, by word, by sign, by
look! Breathe not the secret, above all, to the man thou wottest
of. Shouldst thou fail me in this, beware! His fame, his
position, his life will be in my hands. Beware!"
"I will keep thy secret, as I have his," said Hester.
"Swear it!" rejoined he.
And she took the oath.
"And now, Mistress Prynne," said old Roger Chillingworth, as he was
hereafter to be named, "I leave thee alone: alone with thy infant and the
scarlet letter! How is it, Hester? Doth thy sentence bind thee to
wear the token in thy sleep? Art thou not afraid of nightmares and
hideous dreams?"
"Why dost thou smile so at me?" inquired Hester, troubled at
the expression of his eyes. "Art thou like the Black Man that haunts
the forest round about us? Hast thou enticed me into a bond that will
prove the ruin of my soul?"
"Not thy soul," he answered, with another smile. "No,
not thine!"
V. HESTER AT HER NEEDLE
Hester Prynne's term of confinement was now at an end.
Her prison-door was thrown open, and she came forth into the sunshine,
which, falling on all alike, seemed, to her sick and morbid heart, as if
meant for no other purpose than to reveal the scarlet letter on her
breast. Perhaps there was a more real torture in her first unattended
footsteps from the threshold of the prison than even in the procession and
spectacle that have been described, where she was made the common infamy, at
which all mankind was summoned to point its finger. Then, she
was supported by an unnatural tension of the nerves, and by all
the combative energy of her character, which enabled her to convert the
scene into a kind of lurid triumph. It was, moreover, a separate and
insulated event, to occur but once in her lifetime, and to meet which,
therefore, reckless of economy, she might call up the vital strength that
would have sufficed for many quiet years. The very law that condemned
her—a giant of stem featured but with vigour to support, as well as to
annihilate, in his iron arm—had held her up through the terrible ordeal
of her ignominy. But now, with this unattended walk from her
prison door, began the daily custom; and she must either sustain and carry
it forward by the ordinary resources of her nature, or sink beneath it.
She could no longer borrow from the future to help her through the present
grief. Tomorrow would bring its own trial with it; so would the next
day, and so would the next: each its own trial, and yet the very same that
was now so unutterably grievous to be borne. The days of the far-off
future would toil onward, still with the same burden for her to take up, and
bear along with her, but never to fling down; for the accumulating days and
added years would pile up their misery upon the heap of shame.
Throughout them all, giving up her individuality, she would become the
general symbol at which the preacher and moralist might point, and in which
they might vivify and embody their images of woman's frailty and sinful
passion. Thus the young and pure would be taught to look at her, with
the scarlet letter flaming on her breast—at her, the child of honourable
parents—at her, the mother of a babe that would hereafter be a woman—at
her, who had once been innocent—as the figure, the body, the reality of
sin. And over her grave, the infamy that she must carry thither would
be her only monument.
It may seem marvellous that, with the world before her—kept by no
restrictive clause of her condemnation within the limits of the Puritan
settlement, so remote and so obscure—free to return to her birth-place, or
to any other European land, and there hide her character and identity under a
new exterior, as completely as if emerging into another state of
being—and having also the passes of the dark, inscrutable forest open
to her, where the wildness of her nature might assimilate itself with a
people whose customs and life were alien from the law that had
condemned her—it may seem marvellous that this woman should still
call that place her home, where, and where only, she must needs be
the type of shame. But there is a fatality, a feeling
so irresistible and inevitable that it has the force of doom, which almost
invariably compels human beings to linger around and haunt, ghost-like, the
spot where some great and marked event has given the colour to their
lifetime; and, still the more irresistibly, the darker the tinge that saddens
it. Her sin, her ignominy, were the roots which she had struck into the
soil. It was as if a new birth, with stronger assimilations than
the first, had converted the forest-land, still so uncongenial to every
other pilgrim and wanderer, into Hester Prynne's wild and dreary, but
life-long home. All other scenes of earth—even that village of rural
England, where happy infancy and stainless maidenhood seemed yet to be in her
mother's keeping, like garments put off long ago—were foreign to her, in
comparison. The chain that bound her here was of iron links, and galling
to her inmost soul, but could never be broken.
It might be, too—doubtless it was so, although she hid the secret from
herself, and grew pale whenever it struggled out of her heart, like a serpent
from its hole—it might be that another feeling kept her within the scene and
pathway that had been so fatal. There dwelt, there trode, the feet of
one with whom she deemed herself connected in a union that,
unrecognised on earth, would bring them together before the bar of
final judgment, and make that their marriage-altar, for a joint futurity
of endless retribution. Over and over again, the tempter of souls had
thrust this idea upon Hester's contemplation, and laughed at the passionate
an desperate joy with which she seized, and then strove to cast it from
her. She barely looked the idea in the face, and hastened to bar it in
its dungeon. What she compelled herself to believe—what, finally, she
reasoned upon as her motive for continuing a resident of New England—was
half a truth, and half a self-delusion. Here, she said to herself had
been the scene of her guilt, and here should be the scene of her
earthly punishment; and so, perchance, the torture of her daily
shame would at length purge her soul, and work out another purity
than that which she had lost: more saint-like, because the result
of martyrdom.
Hester Prynne, therefore, did not flee. On the outskirts of
the town, within the verge of the peninsula, but not in close vicinity to
any other habitation, there was a small thatched cottage. It had been
built by an earlier settler, and abandoned, because the soil about it was too
sterile for cultivation, while its comparative remoteness put it out of the
sphere of that social activity which already marked the habits of the
emigrants. It stood on the shore, looking across a basin of the sea at
the forest-covered hills, towards the west. A clump of
scrubby trees, such as alone grew on the peninsula, did not so
much conceal the cottage from view, as seem to denote that here was some
object which would fain have been, or at least ought to be, concealed.
In this little lonesome dwelling, with some slender means that she possessed,
and by the licence of the magistrates, who still kept an inquisitorial watch
over her, Hester established herself, with her infant child. A
mystic shadow of suspicion immediately attached itself to the
spot. Children, too young to comprehend wherefore this woman should
be shut out from the sphere of human charities, would creep nigh enough to
behold her plying her needle at the cottage-window, or standing in the
doorway, or labouring in her little garden, or coming forth along the pathway
that led townward, and, discerning the scarlet letter on her breast, would
scamper off with a strange contagious fear.
Lonely as was Hester's situation, and without a friend on earth who
dared to show himself, she, however, incurred no risk of want. She
possessed an art that sufficed, even in a land that afforded comparatively
little scope for its exercise, to supply food for her thriving infant and
herself. It was the art, then, as now, almost the only one within a
woman's grasp—of needle-work. She bore on her breast, in the
curiously embroidered letter, a specimen of her delicate and
imaginative skill, of which the dames of a court might gladly have
availed themselves, to add the richer and more spiritual adornment
of human ingenuity to their fabrics of silk and gold. Here,
indeed, in the sable simplicity that generally characterised the Puritanic
modes of dress, there might be an infrequent call for the finer productions
of her handiwork. Yet the taste of the age, demanding whatever was
elaborate in compositions of this kind, did not fail to extend its influence
over our stern progenitors, who had cast behind them so many fashions which
it might seem harder to dispense with.
Public ceremonies, such as ordinations, the installation of magistrates,
and all that could give majesty to the forms in which a new government
manifested itself to the people, were, as a matter of policy, marked by a
stately and well-conducted ceremonial, and a sombre, but yet a studied
magnificence. Deep ruffs, painfully wrought bands, and gorgeously
embroidered gloves, were all deemed necessary to the official state of
men assuming the reins of power, and were readily allowed to individuals
dignified by rank or wealth, even while sumptuary laws forbade these and
similar extravagances to the plebeian order. In the array of funerals,
too—whether for the apparel of the dead body, or to typify, by manifold
emblematic devices of sable cloth and snowy lawn, the sorrow of the
survivors—there was a frequent and characteristic demand for such labour
as Hester Prynne could supply. Baby-linen—for babies then
wore robes of state—afforded still another possibility of toil
and emolument.
By degrees, not very slowly, her handiwork became what would now be
termed the fashion. Whether from commiseration for a woman of so
miserable a destiny; or from the morbid curiosity that gives a fictitious
value even to common or worthless things; or by whatever other intangible
circumstance was then, as now, sufficient to bestow, on some persons, what
others might seek in vain; or because Hester really filled a gap which must
otherwise have remained vacant; it is certain that she had ready and
fairly equited employment for as many hours as she saw fit to occupy with
her needle. Vanity, it may be, chose to mortify itself, by putting on,
for ceremonials of pomp and state, the garments that had been wrought by her
sinful hands. Her needle-work was seen on the ruff of the Governor;
military men wore it on their scarfs, and the minister on his band; it decked
the baby's little cap; it was shut up, to be mildewed and moulder away, in
the coffins of the dead. But it is not recorded that, in a single
instance, her skill was called in to embroider the white veil which was
to cover the pure blushes of a bride. The exception indicated
the ever relentless vigour with which society frowned upon her sin.
Hester sought not to acquire anything beyond a subsistence, of the
plainest and most ascetic description, for herself, and a simple abundance
for her child. Her own dress was of the coarsest materials and the most
sombre hue, with only that one ornament—the scarlet letter—which it was her
doom to wear. The child's attire, on the other hand, was distinguished by
a fanciful, or, we may rather say, a fantastic ingenuity, which served,
indeed, to heighten the airy charm that early began to develop itself in the
little girl, but which appeared to have also a deeper meaning. We may
speak further of it hereafter. Except for that small expenditure in the
decoration of her infant, Hester bestowed all her superfluous means in
charity, on wretches less miserable than herself, and who not
unfrequently insulted the hand that fed them. Much of the time, which
she might readily have applied to the better efforts of her art,
she employed in making coarse garments for the poor. It is
probable that there was an idea of penance in this mode of occupation,
and that she offered up a real sacrifice of enjoyment in devoting so many
hours to such rude handiwork. She had in her nature a rich, voluptuous,
Oriental characteristic—a taste for the gorgeously beautiful, which, save in
the exquisite productions of her needle, found nothing else, in all the
possibilities of her life, to exercise itself upon. Women derive a
pleasure, incomprehensible to the other sex, from the delicate toil of
the needle. To Hester Prynne it might have been a mode
of expressing, and therefore soothing, the passion of her life. Like all
other joys, she rejected it as sin. This morbid meddling of conscience
with an immaterial matter betokened, it is to be feared, no genuine and
steadfast penitence, but something doubtful, something that might be deeply
wrong beneath.
In this matter, Hester Prynne came to have a part to perform in the
world. With her native energy of character and rare capacity, it could
not entirely cast her off, although it had set a mark upon her, more
intolerable to a woman's heart than that which branded the brow of
Cain. In all her intercourse with society, however, there was nothing
that made her feel as if she belonged to it. Every gesture, every word,
and even the silence of those with whom she came in contact, implied, and
often expressed, that she was banished, and as much alone as if
she inhabited another sphere, or communicated with the common nature by
other organs and senses than the rest of human kind. She stood apart
from moral interests, yet close beside them, like a ghost that revisits the
familiar fireside, and can no longer make itself seen or felt; no more smile
with the household joy, nor mourn with the kindred sorrow; or, should
it succeed in manifesting its forbidden sympathy, awakening only terror
and horrible repugnance. These emotions, in fact, and its bitterest
scorn besides, seemed to be the sole portion that she retained in the
universal heart. It was not an age of delicacy; and her position,
although she understood it well, and was in little danger of forgetting it,
was often brought before her vivid self-perception, like a new anguish, by
the rudest touch upon the tenderest spot. The poor, as we have already
said, whom she sought out to be the objects of her bounty, often reviled
the hand that was stretched forth to succour them. Dames of
elevated rank, likewise, whose doors she entered in the way of
her occupation, were accustomed to distil drops of bitterness into her
heart; sometimes through that alchemy of quiet malice, by which women can
concoct a subtle poison from ordinary trifles; and sometimes, also, by a
coarser expression, that fell upon the sufferer's defenceless breast like a
rough blow upon an ulcerated wound. Hester had schooled herself long
and well; and she never responded to these attacks, save by a flush of
crimson that rose irrepressibly over her pale cheek, and again subsided into
the depths of her bosom. She was patient—a martyr, indeed but
she forebore to pray for enemies, lest, in spite of her
forgiving aspirations, the words of the blessing should stubbornly
twist themselves into a curse.
Continually, and in a thousand other ways, did she feel the innumerable
throbs of anguish that had been so cunningly contrived for her by the
undying, the ever-active sentence of the Puritan tribunal. Clergymen
paused in the streets, to address words of exhortation, that brought a crowd,
with its mingled grin and frown, around the poor, sinful woman. If
she entered a church, trusting to share the Sabbath smile of the Universal
Father, it was often her mishap to find herself the text of the
discourse. She grew to have a dread of children; for they had imbibed
from their parents a vague idea of something horrible in this dreary woman
gliding silently through the town, with never any companion but one
only child. Therefore, first allowing her to pass, they pursued
her at a distance with shrill cries, and the utterances of a word that had
no distinct purport to their own minds, but was none the less terrible to
her, as proceeding from lips that babbled it unconsciously. It seemed
to argue so wide a diffusion of her shame, that all nature knew of it; it
could have caused her no deeper pang had the leaves of the trees whispered
the dark story among themselves—had the summer breeze murmured
about it—had the wintry blast shrieked it aloud! Another peculiar
torture was felt in the gaze of a new eye. When strangers
looked curiously at the scarlet letter and none ever failed to do
so—they branded it afresh in Hester's soul; so that, oftentimes,
she could scarcely refrain, yet always did refrain, from covering
the symbol with her hand. But then, again, an accustomed eye
had likewise its own anguish to inflict. Its cool stare
of familiarity was intolerable. From first to last, in short, Hester
Prynne had always this dreadful agony in feeling a human eye upon the token;
the spot never grew callous; it seemed, on the contrary, to grow more
sensitive with daily torture.
But sometimes, once in many days, or perchance in many months, she felt
an eye—a human eye—upon the ignominious brand, that seemed to give a
momentary relief, as if half of her agony were shared. The next
instant, back it all rushed again, with still a deeper throb of pain; for, in
that brief interval, she had sinned anew. (Had Hester sinned
alone?)
Her imagination was somewhat affected, and, had she been of a softer
moral and intellectual fibre would have been still more so, by the strange
and solitary anguish of her life. Walking to and fro, with those lonely
footsteps, in the little world with which she was outwardly connected, it now
and then appeared to Hester—if altogether fancy, it was nevertheless too
potent to be resisted—she felt or fancied, then, that the scarlet
letter had endowed her with a new sense. She shuddered to believe,
yet could not help believing, that it gave her a sympathetic knowledge of
the hidden sin in other hearts. She was terror- stricken by the
revelations that were thus made. What were they? Could they be
other than the insidious whispers of the bad angel, who would fain have
persuaded the struggling woman, as yet only half his victim, that the outward
guise of purity was but a lie, and that, if truth were everywhere to be
shown, a scarlet letter would blaze forth on many a bosom besides Hester
Prynne's? Or, must she receive those intimations—so obscure, yet
so distinct—as truth? In all her miserable experience, there
was nothing else so awful and so loathsome as this sense.
It perplexed, as well as shocked her, by the irreverent inopportuneness of
the occasions that brought it into vivid action. Sometimes the red
infamy upon her breast would give a sympathetic throb, as she passed near a
venerable minister or magistrate, the model of piety and justice, to whom
that age of antique reverence looked up, as to a mortal man in
fellowship with angels. "What evil thing is at hand?" would Hester say
to herself. Lifting her reluctant eyes, there would be nothing human
within the scope of view, save the form of this earthly saint! Again a
mystic sisterhood would contumaciously assert itself, as she met the
sanctified frown of some matron, who, according to the rumour of all tongues,
had kept cold snow within her bosom throughout life. That unsunned snow
in the matron's bosom, and the burning shame on Hester Prynne's—what had
the two in common? Or, once more, the electric thrill would give
her warning—"Behold Hester, here is a companion!" and, looking up, she
would detect the eyes of a young maiden glancing at the scarlet letter, shyly
and aside, and quickly averted, with a faint, chill crimson in her cheeks as
if her purity were somewhat sullied by that momentary glance. O Fiend,
whose talisman was that fatal symbol, wouldst thou leave nothing, whether in
youth or age, for this poor sinner to revere?—such loss of faith is ever
one of the saddest results of sin. Be it accepted as a proof that all
was not corrupt in this poor victim of her own frailty, and man's hard law,
that Hester Prynne yet struggled to believe that no fellow-mortal was guilty
like herself.
The vulgar, who, in those dreary old times, were always contributing a
grotesque horror to what interested their imaginations, had a story about the
scarlet letter which we might readily work up into a terrific legend. They
averred that the symbol was not mere scarlet cloth, tinged in an earthly
dye-pot, but was red-hot with infernal fire, and could be seen glowing all
alight whenever Hester Prynne walked abroad in the night-time. And we
must needs say it seared Hester's bosom so deeply, that perhaps there was
more truth in the rumour than our modern incredulity may be inclined to
admit.
VI. PEARL
We have as yet hardly spoken of the infant that little creature, whose
innocent life had sprung, by the inscrutable decree of Providence, a lovely
and immortal flower, out of the rank luxuriance of a guilty passion.
How strange it seemed to the sad woman, as she watched the growth, and the
beauty that became every day more brilliant, and the intelligence that threw
its quivering sunshine over the tiny features of this child!
Her Pearl—for so had Hester called her; not as a name expressive of her
aspect, which had nothing of the calm, white, unimpassioned lustre that would
be indicated by the comparison. But she named the infant "Pearl," as being of
great price—purchased with all she had—her mother's only treasure!
How strange, indeed! Man had marked this woman's sin by a
scarlet letter, which had such potent and disastrous efficacy that
no human sympathy could reach her, save it were sinful like herself. God,
as a direct consequence of the sin which man thus punished, had given her a
lovely child, whose place was on that same dishonoured bosom, to connect her
parent for ever with the race and descent of mortals, and to be finally a
blessed soul in heaven! Yet these thoughts affected Hester Prynne less
with hope than apprehension. She knew that her deed had been evil;
she could have no faith, therefore, that its result would be good. Day
after day she looked fearfully into the child's expanding nature, ever
dreading to detect some dark and wild peculiarity that should correspond with
the guiltiness to which she owed her being.
Certainly there was no physical defect. By its perfect shape, its
vigour, and its natural dexterity in the use of all its untried limbs, the
infant was worthy to have been brought forth in Eden: worthy to have been
left there to be the plaything of the angels after the world's first parents
were driven out. The child had a native grace which does not invariably
co-exist with faultless beauty; its attire, however simple, always
impressed the beholder as if it were the very garb that precisely became
it best. But little Pearl was not clad in rustic weeds.
Her mother, with a morbid purpose that may be better understood hereafter,
had bought the richest tissues that could be procured, and allowed her
imaginative faculty its full play in the arrangement and decoration of the
dresses which the child wore before the public eye. So magnificent was
the small figure when thus arrayed, and such was the splendour of Pearl's own
proper beauty, shining through the gorgeous robes which might
have extinguished a paler loveliness, that there was an absolute circle of
radiance around her on the darksome cottage floor. And yet a russet
gown, torn and soiled with the child's rude play, made a picture of her just
as perfect. Pearl's aspect was imbued with a spell of infinite variety;
in this one child there were many children, comprehending the full scope
between the wild-flower prettiness of a peasant-baby, and the pomp, in
little, of an infant princess. Throughout all, however, there was a
trait of passion, a certain depth of hue, which she never lost; and if in any
of her changes, she had grown fainter or paler, she would have ceased to be
herself—it would have been no longer Pearl!
This outward mutability indicated, and did not more than fairly express,
the various properties of her inner life. Her nature appeared to
possess depth, too, as well as variety; but—or else Hester's fears deceived
her—it lacked reference and adaptation to the world into which she was
born. The child could not be made amenable to rules. In giving
her existence a great law had been broken; and the result was a being whose
elements were perhaps beautiful and brilliant, but all in disorder,
or with an order peculiar to themselves, amidst which the point of variety
and arrangement was difficult or impossible to be discovered. Hester
could only account for the child's character—and even then most vaguely and
imperfectly—by recalling what she herself had been during that momentous
period while Pearl was imbibing her soul from the spiritual world, and
her bodily frame from its material of earth. The
mother's impassioned state had been the medium through which
were transmitted to the unborn infant the rays of its moral life;
and, however white and clear originally, they had taken the deep stains of
crimson and gold, the fiery lustre, the black shadow, and the untempered
light of the intervening substance. Above all, the warfare of Hester's
spirit at that epoch was perpetuated in Pearl. She could recognize her
wild, desperate, defiant mood, the flightiness of her temper, and even some
of the very cloud-shapes of gloom and despondency that had brooded in her
heart. They were now illuminated by the morning radiance of a young
child's disposition, but, later in the day of earthly existence, might
be prolific of the storm and whirlwind.
The discipline of the family in those days was of a far more rigid kind
than now. The frown, the harsh rebuke, the frequent application of the
rod, enjoined by Scriptural authority, were used, not merely in the way of
punishment for actual offences, but as a wholesome regimen for the growth and
promotion of all childish virtues. Hester Prynne, nevertheless, the
loving mother of this one child, ran little risk of erring on the side of
undue severity. Mindful, however, of her own errors and
misfortunes, she early sought to impose a tender but strict control over
the infant immortality that was committed to her charge. But
the task was beyond her skill. after testing both smiles and
frowns, and proving that neither mode of treatment possessed
any calculable influence, Hester was ultimately compelled to stand aside
and permit the child to be swayed by her own impulses. Physical compulsion or
restraint was effectual, of course, while it lasted. As to any other
kind of discipline, whether addressed to her mind or heart, little Pearl
might or might not be within its reach, in accordance with the caprice that
ruled the moment. Her mother, while Pearl was yet an infant, grew acquainted
with a certain peculiar look, that warned her when it would be
labour thrown away to insist, persuade or plead.
It was a look so intelligent, yet inexplicable, perverse, sometimes so
malicious, but generally accompanied by a wild flow of spirits, that Hester
could not help questioning at such moments whether Pearl was a human
child. She seemed rather an airy sprite, which, after playing its
fantastic sports for a little while upon the cottage floor, would flit away
with a mocking smile. Whenever that look appeared in her wild,
bright, deeply black eyes, it invested her with a strange remoteness
and intangibility: it was as if she were hovering in the air, and might
vanish, like a glimmering light that comes we know not whence and goes we
know not whither. Beholding it, Hester was constrained to rush towards
the child—to pursue the little elf in the flight which she invariably
began—to snatch her to her bosom with a close pressure and earnest
kisses—not so much from overflowing love as to assure herself that Pearl was
flesh and blood, and not utterly delusive. But Pearl's laugh, when
she was caught, though full of merriment and music, made her mother more
doubtful than before.
Heart-smitten at this bewildering and baffling spell, that so often came
between herself and her sole treasure, whom she had bought so dear, and who
was all her world, Hester sometimes burst into passionate tears. Then,
perhaps—for there was no foreseeing how it might affect her—Pearl would
frown, and clench her little fist, and harden her small features into
a stern, unsympathising look of discontent. Not seldom she
would laugh anew, and louder than before, like a thing incapable
and unintelligent of human sorrow. Or—but this more rarely
happened—she would be convulsed with rage of grief and sob out her love
for her mother in broken words, and seem intent on proving that she had a
heart by breaking it. Yet Hester was hardly safe in confiding herself
to that gusty tenderness: it passed as suddenly as it came. Brooding
over all these matters, the mother felt like one who has evoked a spirit,
but, by some irregularity in the process of conjuration, has failed to win
the master-word that should control this new and
incomprehensible intelligence. Her only real comfort was when the child
lay in the placidity of sleep. Then she was sure of her, and
tasted hours of quiet, sad, delicious happiness; until—perhaps with that
perverse expression glimmering from beneath her opening lids—little Pearl
awoke!
How soon—with what strange rapidity, indeed did Pearl arrive at an age
that was capable of social intercourse beyond the mother's ever-ready smile
and nonsense-words! And then what a happiness would it have been could
Hester Prynne have heard her clear, bird-like voice mingling with the uproar
of other childish voices, and have distinguished and unravelled her own
darling's tones, amid all the entangled outcry of a group of
sportive children. But this could never be. Pearl was a born
outcast of the infantile world. An imp of evil, emblem and product of
sin, she had no right among christened infants. Nothing was
more remarkable than the instinct, as it seemed, with which the
child comprehended her loneliness: the destiny that had drawn
an inviolable circle round about her: the whole peculiarity, in short, of
her position in respect to other children. Never since her release from
prison had Hester met the public gaze without her. In all her walks
about the town, Pearl, too, was there: first as the babe in arms, and
afterwards as the little girl, small companion of her mother, holding a
forefinger with her whole grasp, and tripping along at the rate of three or
four footsteps to one of Hester's. She saw the children of the
settlement on the grassy margin of the street, or at the domestic
thresholds, disporting themselves in such grim fashions as the
Puritanic nurture would permit! playing at going to church,
perchance, or at scourging Quakers, or taking scalps in a sham fight with
the Indians, or scaring one another with freaks of imitative
witchcraft. Pearl saw, and gazed intently, but never sought to make
acquaintance. If spoken to, she would not speak again. If the children
gathered about her, as they sometimes did, Pearl would grow positively
terrible in her puny wrath, snatching up stones to fling at them,
with shrill, incoherent exclamations, that made her mother
tremble, because they had so much the sound of a witch's anathemas in
some unknown tongue.
The truth was, that the little Puritans, being of the most intolerant
brood that ever lived, had got a vague idea of something outlandish,
unearthly, or at variance with ordinary fashions, in the mother and child,
and therefore scorned them in their hearts, and not unfrequently reviled them
with their tongues. Pearl felt the sentiment, and requited it with
the bitterest hatred that can be supposed to rankle in a
childish bosom. These outbreaks of a fierce temper had a kind of
value, and even comfort for the mother; because there was at least
an intelligible earnestness in the mood, instead of the fitful
caprice that so often thwarted her in the child's manifestations. It
appalled her, nevertheless, to discern here, again, a shadowy reflection of
the evil that had existed in herself. All this enmity and passion had
Pearl inherited, by inalienable right, out of Hester's heart.
Mother and daughter stood together in the same circle of seclusion
from human society; and in the nature of the child seemed to
be perpetuated those unquiet elements that had distracted Hester Prynne
before Pearl's birth, but had since begun to be soothed away by the softening
influences of maternity.
At home, within and around her mother's cottage, Pearl wanted not a wide
and various circle of acquaintance. The spell of life went forth from
her ever-creative spirit, and communicated itself to a thousand objects, as a
torch kindles a flame wherever it may be applied. The unlikeliest
materials—a stick, a bunch of rags, a flower—were the puppets of Pearl's
witchcraft, and, without undergoing any outward change, became spiritually
adapted to whatever drama occupied the stage of her inner world. Her
one baby-voice served a multitude of imaginary personages, old and young,
to talk withal. The pine-trees, aged, black, and solemn, and flinging
groans and other melancholy utterances on the breeze, needed little
transformation to figure as Puritan elders the ugliest weeds of the garden
were their children, whom Pearl smote down and uprooted most
unmercifully. It was wonderful, the vast variety of forms into which
she threw her intellect, with no continuity, indeed, but darting up and
dancing, always in a state of preternatural activity—soon sinking down, as
if exhausted by so rapid and feverish a tide of life—and succeeded by
other shapes of a similar wild energy. It was like nothing so much
as the phantasmagoric play of the northern lights. In the
mere exercise of the fancy, however, and the sportiveness of a
growing mind, there might be a little more than was observable in
other children of bright faculties; except as Pearl, in the dearth
of human playmates, was thrown more upon the visionary throng which she
created. The singularity lay in the hostile feelings with which the
child regarded all these offsprings of her own heart and mind. She
never created a friend, but seemed always to be sowing broadcast the dragon's
teeth, whence sprung a harvest of armed enemies, against whom she rushed to
battle. It was inexpressibly sad—then what depth of sorrow to a
mother, who felt in her own heart the cause—to observe, in one so
young, this constant recognition of an adverse world, and so fierce
a training of the energies that were to make good her cause in the contest
that must ensue.
Gazing at Pearl, Hester Prynne often dropped her work upon her knees,
and cried out with an agony which she would fain have hidden, but which made
utterance for itself betwixt speech and a groan—"O Father in Heaven—if Thou
art still my Father—what is this being which I have brought into the world?"
And Pearl, overhearing the ejaculation, or aware through some more subtile
channel, of those throbs of anguish, would turn her vivid and beautiful
little face upon her mother, smile with sprite-like intelligence, and resume
her play.
One peculiarity of the child's deportment remains yet to be told. The
very first thing which she had noticed in her life, was—what?—not the
mother's smile, responding to it, as other babies do, by that faint, embryo
smile of the little mouth, remembered so doubtfully afterwards, and with such
fond discussion whether it were indeed a smile. By no means!
But that first object of which Pearl seemed to become aware was—shall we
say it?—the scarlet letter on Hester's bosom! One day, as her mother
stooped over the cradle, the infant's eyes had been caught by the glimmering
of the gold embroidery about the letter; and putting up her little hand she
grasped at it, smiling, not doubtfully, but with a decided gleam, that gave
her face the look of a much older child. Then, gasping for
breath, did Hester Prynne clutch the fatal token,
instinctively endeavouring to tear it away, so infinite was the
torture inflicted by the intelligent touch of Pearl's baby-hand.
Again, as if her mother's agonised gesture were meant only to make
sport for her, did little Pearl look into her eyes, and smile.
From that epoch, except when the child was asleep, Hester had never felt a
moment's safety: not a moment's calm enjoyment of her. Weeks, it is true,
would sometimes elapse, during which Pearl's gaze might never once be fixed
upon the scarlet letter; but then, again, it would come at unawares, like the
stroke of sudden death, and always with that peculiar smile and odd
expression of the eyes.
Once this freakish, elvish cast came into the child's eyes while Hester
was looking at her own image in them, as mothers are fond of doing; and
suddenly for women in solitude, and with troubled hearts, are pestered with
unaccountable delusions she fancied that she beheld, not her own miniature
portrait, but another face in the small black mirror of Pearl's eye. It
was a face, fiend-like, full of smiling malice, yet bearing the semblance of
features that she had known full well, though seldom with a smile,
and never with malice in them. It was as if an evil spirit
possessed the child, and had just then peeped forth in mockery. Many
a time afterwards had Hester been tortured, though less vividly, by the
same illusion.
In the afternoon of a certain summer's day, after Pearl grew big enough
to run about, she amused herself with gathering handfuls of wild flowers, and
flinging them, one by one, at her mother's bosom; dancing up and down like a
little elf whenever she hit the scarlet letter. Hester's first motion
had been to cover her bosom with her clasped hands. But whether from
pride or resignation, or a feeling that her penance might best be
wrought out by this unutterable pain, she resisted the impulse, and
sat erect, pale as death, looking sadly into little Pearl's
wild eyes. Still came the battery of flowers, almost
invariably hitting the mark, and covering the mother's breast with hurts
for which she could find no balm in this world, nor knew how to seek it in
another. At last, her shot being all expended, the child stood still
and gazed at Hester, with that little laughing image of a fiend peeping
out—or, whether it peeped or no, her mother so imagined it—from the
unsearchable abyss of her black eyes.
"Child, what art thou?" cried the mother.
"Oh, I am your little Pearl!" answered the child.
But while she said it, Pearl laughed, and began to dance up and down
with the humoursome gesticulation of a little imp, whose next freak might be
to fly up the chimney.
"Art thou my child, in very truth?" asked Hester.
Nor did she put the question altogether idly, but, for the moment, with
a portion of genuine earnestness; for, such was Pearl's wonderful
intelligence, that her mother half doubted whether she were not acquainted
with the secret spell of her existence, and might not now reveal
herself.
"Yes; I am little Pearl!" repeated the child, continuing
her antics.
"Thou art not my child! Thou art no Pearl of mine!" said
the mother half playfully; for it was often the case that a
sportive impulse came over her in the midst of her deepest
suffering. "Tell me, then, what thou art, and who sent thee hither?"
"Tell me, mother!" said the child, seriously, coming up to Hester, and
pressing herself close to her knees. "Do thou tell me!"
"Thy Heavenly Father sent thee!" answered Hester Prynne.
But she said it with a hesitation that did not escape the acuteness of
the child. Whether moved only by her ordinary freakishness, or because
an evil spirit prompted her, she put up her small forefinger and touched the
scarlet letter.
"He did not send me!" cried she, positively. "I have no
Heavenly Father!"
"Hush, Pearl, hush! Thou must not talk so!" answered the
mother. suppressing a groan. "He sent us all into the world. He
sent even me, thy mother. Then, much more thee! Or, if not, thou
strange and elfish child, whence didst thou come?"
"Tell me! Tell me!" repeated Pearl, no longer seriously,
but laughing and capering about the floor. "It is thou that
must tell me!"
But Hester could not resolve the query, using herself in a
dismal labyrinth of doubt. She remembered—betwixt a smile and
a shudder—the talk of the neighbouring townspeople, who, seeking vainly
elsewhere for the child's paternity, and observing some of her odd
attributes, had given out that poor little Pearl was a demon offspring: such
as, ever since old Catholic times, had occasionally been seen on earth,
through the agency of their mother's sin, and to promote some foul and wicked
purpose. Luther, according to the scandal of his monkish enemies, was
a brat of that hellish breed; nor was Pearl the only child to whom this
inauspicious origin was assigned among the New England Puritans.
VII. THE GOVERNOR'S HALL
Hester Prynne went one day to the mansion of Governor Bellingham, with a
pair of gloves which she had fringed and embroidered to his order, and which
were to be worn on some great occasion of state; for, though the chances of a
popular election had caused this former ruler to descend a step or two from
the highest rank, he still held an honourable and influential place among
the colonial magistracy.
Another and far more important reason than the delivery of a pair of
embroidered gloves, impelled Hester, at this time, to seek an interview with
a personage of so much power and activity in the affairs of the
settlement. It had reached her ears that there was a design on the part
of some of the leading inhabitants, cherishing the more rigid order of
principles in religion and government, to deprive her of her child. On
the supposition that Pearl, as already hinted, was of demon origin, these
good people not unreasonably argued that a Christian interest in the
mother's soul required them to remove such a stumbling-block from
her path. If the child, on the other hand, were really capable
of moral and religious growth, and possessed the elements of ultimate
salvation, then, surely, it would enjoy all the fairer prospect of these
advantages by being transferred to wiser and better guardianship than Hester
Prynne's. Among those who promoted the design, Governor Bellingham was
said to be one of the most busy. It may appear singular, and, indeed,
not a little ludicrous, that an affair of this kind, which in later days
would have been referred to no higher jurisdiction than that of the select
men of the town, should then have been a question publicly discussed, and on
which statesmen of eminence took sides. At that epoch of pristine
simplicity, however, matters of even slighter public interest, and of far
less intrinsic weight than the welfare of Hester and her child, were
strangely mixed up with the deliberations of legislators and acts of
state. The period was hardly, if at all, earlier than that of our
story, when a dispute concerning the right of property in a pig not only
caused a fierce and bitter contest in the legislative body of the colony,
but resulted in an important modification of the framework itself of the
legislature.
Full of concern, therefore—but so conscious of her own right that it
seemed scarcely an unequal match between the public on the one side, and a
lonely woman, backed by the sympathies of nature, on the other—Hester Prynne
set forth from her solitary cottage. Little Pearl, of course, was her
companion. She was now of an age to run lightly along by her mother's
side, and, constantly in motion from morn till sunset, could
have accomplished a much longer journey than that before her.
Often, nevertheless, more from caprice than necessity, she demanded to be
taken up in arms; but was soon as imperious to be let down again, and frisked
onward before Hester on the grassy pathway, with many a harmless trip and
tumble. We have spoken of Pearl's rich and luxuriant beauty—a beauty
that shone with deep and vivid tints, a bright complexion, eyes possessing
intensity both of depth and glow, and hair already of a deep, glossy brown,
and which, in after years, would be nearly akin to black. There was
fire in her and throughout her: she seemed the unpremeditated offshoot of a
passionate moment. Her mother, in contriving the child's garb, had
allowed the gorgeous tendencies of her imagination their full play, arraying
her in a crimson velvet tunic of a peculiar cut, abundantly embroidered
in fantasies and flourishes of gold thread. So much strength
of colouring, which must have given a wan and pallid aspect to cheeks of a
fainter bloom, was admirably adapted to Pearl's beauty, and made her the very
brightest little jet of flame that ever danced upon the earth.
But it was a remarkable attribute of this garb, and indeed, of the
child's whole appearance, that it irresistibly and inevitably reminded the
beholder of the token which Hester Prynne was doomed to wear upon her
bosom. It was the scarlet letter in another form: the scarlet letter
endowed with life! The mother herself—as if the red ignominy were so
deeply scorched into her brain that all her conceptions assumed its form—had
carefully wrought out the similitude, lavishing many hours of
morbid ingenuity to create an analogy between the object of her affection
and the emblem of her guilt and torture. But, in truth, Pearl was the
one as well as the other; and only in consequence of that identity had Hester
contrived so perfectly to represent the scarlet letter in her
appearance.
As the two wayfarers came within the precincts of the town, the children
of the Puritans looked up from their player what passed for play with those
sombre little urchins—and spoke gravely one to another
"Behold, verily, there is the woman of the scarlet letter: and of a
truth, moreover, there is the likeness of the scarlet letter running along by
her side! Come, therefore, and let us fling mud at them!"
But Pearl, who was a dauntless child, after frowning, stamping her foot,
and shaking her little hand with a variety of threatening gestures, suddenly
made a rush at the knot of her enemies, and put them all to flight. She
resembled, in her fierce pursuit of them, an infant pestilence—the
scarlet fever, or some such half-fledged angel of judgment—whose mission
was to punish the sins of the rising generation. She screamed and
shouted, too, with a terrific volume of sound, which, doubtless, caused the
hearts of the fugitives to quake within them. The victory accomplished,
Pearl returned quietly to her mother, and looked up, smiling, into her
face. Without further adventure, they reached the dwelling of
Governor Bellingham. This was a large wooden house, built in a fashion
of which there are specimens still extant in the streets of our older
towns now moss—grown, crumbling to decay, and melancholy at heart with the
many sorrowful or joyful occurrences, remembered or forgotten, that have
happened and passed away within their dusky chambers. Then, however,
there was the freshness of the passing year on its exterior, and
the cheerfulness, gleaming forth from the sunny windows, of a
human habitation, into which death had never entered. It had,
indeed, a very cheery aspect, the walls being overspread with a kind
of stucco, in which fragments of broken glass were plentifully intermixed;
so that, when the sunshine fell aslant-wise over the front of the edifice, it
glittered and sparkled as if diamonds had been flung against it by the
double handful. The brilliancy might have be fitted Aladdin's
palace rather than the mansion of a grave old Puritan ruler. It
was further decorated with strange and seemingly cabalistic figures and
diagrams, suitable to the quaint taste of the age which had been drawn in the
stucco, when newly laid on, and had now grown hard and durable, for the
admiration of after times.
Pearl, looking at this bright wonder of a house began to caper and
dance, and imperatively required that the whole breadth of sunshine should be
stripped off its front, and given her to play with.
"No, my little Pearl!" said her mother; "thou must gather thine own
sunshine. I have none to give thee!"
They approached the door, which was of an arched form, and flanked on
each side by a narrow tower or projection of the edifice, in both of which
were lattice-windows, the wooden shutters to close over them at need.
Lifting the iron hammer that hung at the portal, Hester Prynne gave a
summons, which was answered by one of the Governor's bond servant—a
free-born Englishman, but now a seven years' slave. During that term
he was to be the property of his master, and as much a commodity
of bargain and sale as an ox, or a joint-stool. The serf wore
the customary garb of serving-men at that period, and long before, in the
old hereditary halls of England.
"Is the worshipful Governor Bellingham within?" Inquired Hester.
"Yea, forsooth," replied the bond-servant, staring with wide-open eyes
at the scarlet letter, which, being a new-comer in the country, he had never
before seen. "Yea, his honourable worship is within. But he hath
a godly minister or two with him, and likewise a leech. Ye may not see
his worship now."
"Nevertheless, I will enter," answered Hester Prynne; and
the bond-servant, perhaps judging from the decision of her air, and the
glittering symbol in her bosom, that she was a great lady in the land,
offered no opposition.
So the mother and little Pearl were admitted into the hall
of entrance. With many variations, suggested by the nature of
his building materials, diversity of climate, and a different mode
of social life, Governor Bellingham had planned his new habitation after
the residences of gentlemen of fair estate in his native land. Here,
then, was a wide and reasonably lofty hall, extending through the whole depth
of the house, and forming a medium of general communication, more or less
directly, with all the other apartments. At one extremity, this
spacious room was lighted by the windows of the two towers, which formed a
small recess on either side of the portal. At the other end,
though partly muffled by a curtain, it was more powerfully illuminated by
one of those embowed hall windows which we read of in old books, and which
was provided with a deep and cushion seat. Here, on the cushion, lay a folio
tome, probably of the Chronicles of England, or other such substantial
literature; even as, in our own days, we scatter gilded volumes on the
centre table, to be turned over by the casual guest. The furniture of
the hall consisted of some ponderous chairs, the backs of which
were elaborately carved with wreaths of oaken flowers; and likewise
a table in the same taste, the whole being of the Elizabethan age, or
perhaps earlier, and heirlooms, transferred hither from the Governor's
paternal home. On the table—in token that the sentiment of old English
hospitality had not been left behind—stood a large pewter tankard, at the
bottom of which, had Hester or Pearl peeped into it, they might have seen the
frothy remnant of a recent draught of ale.
On the wall hung a row of portraits, representing the forefathers of the
Bellingham lineage, some with armour on their breasts, and others with
stately ruffs and robes of peace. All were characterised by the
sternness and severity which old portraits so invariably put on, as if they
were the ghosts, rather than the pictures, of departed worthies, and were
gazing with harsh and intolerant criticism at the pursuits and enjoyments of
living men.
At about the centre of the oaken panels that lined the hall
was suspended a suit of mail, not, like the pictures, an ancestral relic,
but of the most modern date; for it had been manufactured by a skilful
armourer in London, the same year in which Governor Bellingham came over to
New England. There was a steel head-piece, a cuirass, a gorget and
greaves, with a pair of gauntlets and a sword hanging beneath; all, and
especially the helmet and breastplate, so highly burnished as to glow with
white radiance, and scatter an illumination everywhere about upon
the floor. This bright panoply was not meant for mere idle show,
but had been worn by the Governor on many a solemn muster and
draining field, and had glittered, moreover, at the head of a regiment in
the Pequod war. For, though bred a lawyer, and accustomed to
speak of Bacon, Coke, Noye, and Finch, as his professional associates, the
exigenties of this new country had transformed Governor Bellingham into a
soldier, as well as a statesman and ruler.
Little Pearl, who was as greatly pleased with the gleaming armour as she
had been with the glittering frontispiece of the house, spent some time
looking into the polished mirror of the breastplate.
"Mother," cried she, "I see you here. Look! look!"
Hester looked by way of humouring the child; and she saw that, owing to
the peculiar effect of this convex mirror, the scarlet letter was represented
in exaggerated and gigantic proportions, so as to be greatly the most
prominent feature of her appearance. In truth, she seemed absolutely hidden
behind it. Pearl pointed upwards also, at a similar picture in the
head-piece; smiling at her mother, with the elfish intelligence that was so
familiar an expression on her small physiognomy. That look of
naughty merriment was likewise reflected in the mirror, with so
much breadth and intensity of effect, that it made Hester Prynne feel as
if it could not be the image of her own child, but of an imp who was seeking
to mould itself into Pearl's shape.
"Come along, Pearl," said she, drawing her away, "Come and look into
this fair garden. It may be we shall see flowers there; more beautiful
ones than we find in the woods."
Pearl accordingly ran to the bow-window, at the further end of the hall,
and looked along the vista of a garden walk, carpeted with closely-shaven
grass, and bordered with some rude and immature attempt at shrubbery.
But the proprietor appeared already to have relinquished as hopeless,
the effort to perpetuate on this side of the Atlantic, in a hard soil, and
amid the close struggle for subsistence, the native English taste for
ornamental gardening. Cabbages grew in plain sight; and a pumpkin-vine,
rooted at some distance, had run across the intervening space, and deposited
one of its gigantic products directly beneath the hall window, as if to warn
the Governor that this great lump of vegetable gold was as rich
an ornament as New England earth would offer him. There were a
few rose-bushes, however, and a number of apple-trees, probably
the descendants of those planted by the Reverend Mr. Blackstone, the first
settler of the peninsula; that half mythological personage who rides through
our early annals, seated on the back of a bull.
Pearl, seeing the rose-bushes, began to cry for a red rose, and would
not be pacified.
"Hush, child—hush!" said her mother, earnestly. "Do not cry, dear
little Pearl! I hear voices in the garden. The Governor
is coming, and gentlemen along with him."
In fact, adown the vista of the garden avenue, a number of persons were
seen approaching towards the house. Pearl, in utter scorn of her
mother's attempt to quiet her, gave an eldritch scream, and then became
silent, not from any motion of obedience, but because the quick and mobile
curiosity of her disposition was excited by the appearance of those new
personages.
VIII. THE ELF-CHILD AND THE MINISTER
Governor Bellingham, in a loose gown and easy cap—such as elderly
gentlemen loved to endue themselves with, in their domestic privacy—walked
foremost, and appeared to be showing off his estate, and expatiating on his
projected improvements. The wide circumference of an elaborate ruff, beneath
his grey beard, in the antiquated fashion of King James's reign,
caused his head to look not a little like that of John the Baptist in
a charger. The impression made by his aspect, so rigid and
severe, and frost-bitten with more than autumnal age, was hardly
in keeping with the appliances of worldly enjoyment wherewith he
had evidently done his utmost to surround himself. But it is
an error to suppose that our great forefathers—though accustomed to speak
and think of human existence as a state merely of trial and warfare, and
though unfeignedly prepared to sacrifice goods and life at the behest of
duty—made it a matter of conscience to reject such means of comfort, or even
luxury, as lay fairly within their grasp. This creed was never taught,
for instance, by the venerable pastor, John Wilson, whose beard, white as
a snow-drift, was seen over Governor Bellingham's shoulders, while its
wearer suggested that pears and peaches might yet be naturalised in the New
England climate, and that purple grapes might possibly be compelled to
flourish against the sunny garden-wall. The old clergyman, nurtured at
the rich bosom of the English Church, had a long established and legitimate
taste for all good and comfortable things, and however stern he might show
himself in the pulpit, or in his public reproof of such transgressions
as that of Hester Prynne, still, the genial benevolence of his private
life had won him warmer affection than was accorded to any of his
professional contemporaries.
Behind the Governor and Mr. Wilson came two other guests—one, the
Reverend Arthur Dimmesdale, whom the reader may remember as having taken a
brief and reluctant part in the scene of Hester Prynne's disgrace; and, in
close companionship with him, old Roger Chillingworth, a person of great
skill in physic, who for two or three years past had been settled in the
town. It was understood that this learned man was the physician as well
as friend of the young minister, whose health had severely suffered of
late by his too unreserved self-sacrifice to the labours and duties of the
pastoral relation.
The Governor, in advance of his visitors, ascended one or two steps,
and, throwing open the leaves of the great hall window, found himself close
to little Pearl. The shadow of the curtain fell on Hester Prynne, and
partially concealed her.
"What have we here?" said Governor Bellingham, looking with surprise at
the scarlet little figure before him. "I profess, I have never seen the
like since my days of vanity, in old King James's time, when I was wont to
esteem it a high favour to be admitted to a court mask! There used to
be a swarm of these small apparitions in holiday time, and we called them
children of the Lord of Misrule. But how gat such a guest into my
hall?"
"Ay, indeed!" cried good old Mr. Wilson. "What little bird
of scarlet plumage may this be? Methinks I have seen just
such figures when the sun has been shining through a richly
painted window, and tracing out the golden and crimson images across
the floor. But that was in the old land. Prithee, young one,
who art thou, and what has ailed thy mother to bedizen thee in
this strange fashion? Art thou a Christian child—ha? Dost
know thy catechism? Or art thou one of those naughty elfs or
fairies whom we thought to have left behind us, with other relics
of Papistry, in merry old England?"
"I am mother's child," answered the scarlet vision, "and my name is
Pearl!"
"Pearl?—Ruby, rather—or Coral!—or Red Rose, at the very least,
judging from thy hue!" responded the old minister, putting forth his hand in
a vain attempt to pat little Pearl on the cheek. "But where is this
mother of thine? Ah! I see," he added; and, turning to Governor
Bellingham, whispered, "This is the selfsame child of whom we have held
speech together; and behold here the unhappy woman, Hester Prynne, her
mother!"
"Sayest thou so?" cried the Governor. "Nay, we might have
judged that such a child's mother must needs be a scarlet woman, and
a worthy type of her of Babylon! But she comes at a good time,
and we will look into this matter forthwith."
Governor Bellingham stepped through the window into the hall, followed
by his three guests.
"Hester Prynne," said he, fixing his naturally stern regard on the
wearer of the scarlet letter, "there hath been much question concerning thee
of late. The point hath been weightily discussed, whether we, that are
of authority and influence, do well discharge our consciences by trusting an
immortal soul, such as there is in yonder child, to the guidance of one who
hath stumbled and fallen amid the pitfalls of this world. Speak
thou, the child's own mother! Were it not, thinkest thou, for
thy little one's temporal and eternal welfare that she be taken out of thy
charge, and clad soberly, and disciplined strictly, and instructed in the
truths of heaven and earth? What canst thou do for the child in this
kind?"
"I can teach my little Pearl what I have learned from this!" answered
Hester Prynne, laying her finger on the red token.
"Woman, it is thy badge of shame!" replied the stern magistrate. "It is
because of the stain which that letter indicates that we would transfer thy
child to other hands. "
"Nevertheless," said the mother, calmly, though growing more pale, "this
badge hath taught me—it daily teaches me—it is teaching me at this
moment—lessons whereof my child may be the wiser and better, albeit they can
profit nothing to myself."
"We will judge warily," said Bellingham, "and look well what we are
about to do. Good Master Wilson, I pray you, examine this Pearl—since
that is her name—and see whether she hath had such Christian nurture as
befits a child of her age."
The old minister seated himself in an arm-chair and made an effort to
draw Pearl betwixt his knees. But the child, unaccustomed to the touch
or familiarity of any but her mother, escaped through the open window, and
stood on the upper step, looking like a wild tropical bird of rich plumage,
ready to take flight into the upper air. Mr. Wilson, not a little
astonished at this outbreak—for he was a grandfatherly sort of
personage, and usually a vast favourite with children—essayed,
however, to proceed with the examination.
"Pearl," said he, with great solemnity, "thou must take heed
to instruction, that so, in due season, thou mayest wear in thy bosom the
pearl of great price. Canst thou tell me, my child, who made
thee?"
Now Pearl knew well enough who made her, for Hester Prynne, the daughter
of a pious home, very soon after her talk with the child about her Heavenly
Father, had begun to inform her of those truths which the human spirit, at
whatever stage of immaturity, imbibes with such eager interest. Pearl,
therefore—so large were the attainments of her three years' lifetime—could
have borne a fair examination in the New England Primer, or the
first column of the Westminster Catechisms, although unacquainted with the
outward form of either of those celebrated works. But that perversity,
which all children have more or less of, and of which little Pearl had a
tenfold portion, now, at the most inopportune moment, took thorough
possession of her, and closed her lips, or impelled her to speak words
amiss. After putting her finger in her mouth, with many ungracious
refusals to answer good Mr. Wilson's question, the child finally announced
that she had not been made at all, but had been plucked by her mother off the
bush of wild roses that grew by the prison-door.
This phantasy was probably suggested by the near proximity of
the Governor's red roses, as Pearl stood outside of the window, together
with her recollection of the prison rose-bush, which she had passed in coming
hither.
Old Roger Chillingworth, with a smile on his face, whispered something
in the young clergyman's ear. Hester Prynne looked at the man of skill,
and even then, with her fate hanging in the balance, was startled to perceive
what a change had come over his features—how much uglier they were, how his
dark complexion seemed to have grown duskier, and his figure more
misshapen—since the days when she had familiarly known him. She met
his eyes for an instant, but was immediately constrained to give all her
attention to the scene now going forward.
"This is awful!" cried the Governor, slowly recovering from
the astonishment into which Pearl's response had thrown him.
"Here is a child of three years old, and she cannot tell who made
her! Without question, she is equally in the dark as to her soul,
its present depravity, and future destiny! Methinks, gentlemen,
we need inquire no further."
Hester caught hold of Pearl, and drew her forcibly into her
arms, confronting the old Puritan magistrate with almost a
fierce expression. Alone in the world, cast off by it, and with
this sole treasure to keep her heart alive, she felt that she possessed
indefeasible rights against the world, and was ready to defend them to the
death.
"God gave me the child!" cried she. "He gave her in requital
of all things else which ye had taken from me. She is my
happiness—she is my torture, none the less! Pearl keeps me here
in life! Pearl punishes me, too! See ye not, she is the
scarlet letter, only capable of being loved, and so endowed with
a millionfold the power of retribution for my sin? Ye shall not take
her! I will die first!"
"My poor woman," said the not unkind old minister, "the child shall be
well cared for—far better than thou canst do for it."
"God gave her into my keeping!" repeated Hester Prynne, raising her
voice almost to a shriek. "I will not give her up!" And here by a
sudden impulse, she turned to the young clergyman, Mr. Dimmesdale, at whom,
up to this moment, she had seemed hardly so much as once to direct her
eyes. "Speak thou for me!" cried she. "Thou wast my pastor, and hadst
charge of my soul, and knowest me better than these men can. I will not
lose the child! Speak for me! Thou knowest—for thou hast
sympathies which these men lack—thou knowest what is in my heart, and what
are a mother's rights, and how much the stronger they are when that mother
has but her child and the scarlet letter! Look thou to it! I
will not lose the child! Look to it!"
At this wild and singular appeal, which indicated that Hester Prynne's
situation had provoked her to little less than madness, the young minister at
once came forward, pale, and holding his hand over his heart, as was his
custom whenever his peculiarly nervous temperament was thrown into
agitation. He looked now more careworn and emaciated than as we
described him at the scene of Hester's public ignominy; and whether it were
his failing health, or whatever the cause might be, his large dark eyes had
a world of pain in their troubled and melancholy depth.
"There is truth in what she says," began the minister, with a voice
sweet, tremulous, but powerful, insomuch that the hall re-echoed and the
hollow armour rang with it—"truth in what Hester says, and in the feeling
which inspires her! God gave her the child, and gave her, too, an
instinctive knowledge of its nature and requirements—both seemingly so
peculiar—which no other mortal being can possess. And, moreover, is
there not a quality of awful sacredness in the relation between this
mother and this child?"
"Ay—how is that, good Master Dimmesdale?" interrupted
the Governor. "Make that plain, I pray you!"
"It must be even so," resumed the minister. "For, if we deem
it otherwise, do we not hereby say that the Heavenly Father, the creator
of all flesh, hath lightly recognised a deed of sin, and made of no account
the distinction between unhallowed lust and holy love? This child of
its father's guilt and its mother's shame has come from the hand of God, to
work in many ways upon her heart, who pleads so earnestly and with such
bitterness of spirit the right to keep her. It was meant for a
blessing—for the one blessing of her life! It was meant, doubtless,
the mother herself hath told us, for a retribution, too; a torture to be
felt at many an unthought-of moment; a pang, a sting, an ever-recurring
agony, in the midst of a troubled joy! Hath she not expressed this thought in
the garb of the poor child, so forcibly reminding us of that red symbol which
sears her bosom?"
"Well said again!" cried good Mr. Wilson. "I feared the woman had
no better thought than to make a mountebank of her child!"
"Oh, not so!—not so!" continued Mr. Dimmesdale. "She recognises,
believe me, the solemn miracle which God hath wrought in the existence of
that child. And may she feel, too—what, methinks, is the very
truth—that this boon was meant, above all things else, to keep the mother's
soul alive, and to preserve her from blacker depths of sin into which Satan
might else have sought to plunge her! Therefore it is good for this
poor, sinful woman, that she hath an infant immortality, a being capable
of eternal joy or sorrow, confided to her care—to be trained up by her to
righteousness, to remind her, at every moment, of her fall, but yet to teach
her, as if it were by the Creator's sacred pledge, that, if she bring the
child to heaven, the child also will bring its parents thither! Herein
is the sinful mother happier than the sinful father. For Hester
Prynne's sake, then, and no less for the poor child's sake, let us leave them
as Providence hath seen fit to place them!"
"You speak, my friend, with a strange earnestness," said old Roger
Chillingworth, smiling at him.
"And there is a weighty import in what my young brother hath spoken,"
added the Rev. Mr. Wilson.
"What say you, worshipful Master Bellingham? Hath he not
pleaded well for the poor woman?"
"Indeed hath he," answered the magistrate; "and hath adduced
such arguments, that we will even leave the matter as it now stands; so
long, at least, as there shall be no further scandal in the woman. Care
must be had nevertheless, to put the child to due and stated examination in
the catechism, at thy hands or Master Dimmesdale's. Moreover, at a
proper season, the tithing-men must take heed that she go both to school and
to meeting."
The young minister, on ceasing to speak had withdrawn a few steps from
the group, and stood with his face partially concealed in the heavy folds of
the window-curtain; while the shadow of his figure, which the sunlight cast
upon the floor, was tremulous with the vehemence of his appeal. Pearl,
that wild and flighty little elf stole softly towards him, and taking his
hand in the grasp of both her own, laid her cheek against it; a caress
so tender, and withal so unobtrusive, that her mother, who was looking on,
asked herself—"Is that my Pearl?" Yet she knew that there was love in the
child's heart, although it mostly revealed itself in passion, and hardly
twice in her lifetime had been softened by such gentleness as now. The
minister—for, save the long-sought regards of woman, nothing is sweeter
than these marks of childish preference, accorded spontaneously by
a spiritual instinct, and therefore seeming to imply in us something truly
worthy to be loved—the minister looked round, laid his hand on the child's
head, hesitated an instant, and then kissed her brow. Little Pearl's
unwonted mood of sentiment lasted no longer; she laughed, and went capering
down the hall so airily, that old Mr. Wilson raised a question whether even
her tiptoes touched the floor.
"The little baggage hath witchcraft in her, I profess," said he to Mr.
Dimmesdale. "She needs no old woman's broomstick to fly withal!"
"A strange child!" remarked old Roger Chillingworth. "It is
easy to see the mother's part in her. Would it be beyond
a philosopher's research, think ye, gentlemen, to analyse that child's
nature, and, from it make a mould, to give a shrewd guess at the
father?"
"Nay; it would be sinful, in such a question, to follow the clue of
profane philosophy," said Mr. Wilson. "Better to fast and pray upon it;
and still better, it may be, to leave the mystery as we find it, unless
Providence reveal it of its own accord Thereby, every good Christian man hath
a title to show a father's kindness towards the poor, deserted babe."
The affair being so satisfactorily concluded, Hester Prynne, with Pearl,
departed from the house. As they descended the steps, it is averred
that the lattice of a chamber-window was thrown open, and forth into the
sunny day was thrust the face of Mistress Hibbins, Governor Bellingham's
bitter-tempered sister, and the same who, a few years later, was executed as
a witch.
"Hist, hist!" said she, while her ill-omened physiognomy seemed to cast
a shadow over the cheerful newness of the house. "Wilt thou go with us
to-night? There will be a merry company in the forest; and I well-nigh
promised the Black Man that comely Hester Prynne should make one."
"Make my excuse to him, so please you!" answered Hester, with
a triumphant smile. "I must tarry at home, and keep watch over
my little Pearl. Had they taken her from me, I would willingly
have gone with thee into the forest, and signed my name in the Black Man's
book too, and that with mine own blood!"
"We shall have thee there anon!" said the witch-lady, frowning, as she
drew back her head.
But here—if we suppose this interview betwixt Mistress Hibbins and
Hester Prynne to be authentic, and not a parable—was already an illustration
of the young minister's argument against sundering the relation of a fallen
mother to the offspring of her frailty. Even thus early had the child
saved her from Satan's snare.
IX. THE LEECH
Under the appellation of Roger Chillingworth, the reader will remember,
was hidden another name, which its former wearer had resolved should never
more be spoken. It has been related, how, in the crowd that witnessed
Hester Prynne's ignominious exposure, stood a man, elderly, travel-worn, who,
just emerging from the perilous wilderness, beheld the woman, in whom he
hoped to find embodied the warmth and cheerfulness of home, set up as a type
of sin before the people. Her matronly fame was trodden under
all men's feet. Infamy was babbling around her in the
public market-place. For her kindred, should the tidings ever
reach them, and for the companions of her unspotted life, there remained
nothing but the contagion of her dishonour; which would not fail to be
distributed in strict accordance arid proportion with the intimacy and
sacredness of their previous relationship. Then why—since the choice was
with himself—should the individual, whose connexion with the fallen woman
had been the most intimate and sacred of them all, come forward to
vindicate his claim to an inheritance so little desirable? He resolved
not to be pilloried beside her on her pedestal of shame. Unknown
to all but Hester Prynne, and possessing the lock and key of her
silence, he chose to withdraw his name from the roll of mankind, and,
as regarded his former ties and interest, to vanish out of life as
completely as if he indeed lay at the bottom of the ocean, whither
rumour had long ago consigned him. This purpose once effected,
new interests would immediately spring up, and likewise a new purpose;
dark, it is true, if not guilty, but of force enough to engage the full
strength of his faculties.
In pursuance of this resolve, he took up his residence in the Puritan
town as Roger Chillingworth, without other introduction than the learning and
intelligence of which he possessed more than a common measure. As his
studies, at a previous period of his life, had made him extensively
acquainted with the medical science of the day, it was as a physician that he
presented himself and as such was cordially received. Skilful men, of
the medical and chirurgical profession, were of rare occurrence in the
colony. They seldom, it would appear, partook of the religious zeal
that brought other emigrants across the Atlantic. In their researches into
the human frame, it may be that the higher and more subtle faculties of such
men were materialised, and that they lost the spiritual view of existence
amid the intricacies of that wondrous mechanism, which seemed to
involve art enough to comprise all of life within itself. At all
events, the health of the good town of Boston, so far as medicine
had aught to do with it, had hitherto lain in the guardianship of an aged
deacon and apothecary, whose piety and godly deportment were stronger
testimonials in his favour than any that he could have produced in the shape
of a diploma. The only surgeon was one who combined the
occasional exercise of that noble art with the daily and habitual flourish of
a razor. To such a professional body Roger Chillingworth was a
brilliant acquisition. He soon manifested his familiarity with
the ponderous and imposing machinery of antique physic; in which every
remedy contained a multitude of far-fetched and heterogeneous ingredients, as
elaborately compounded as if the proposed result had been the Elixir of
Life. In his Indian captivity, moreover, he had gained much knowledge
of the properties of native herbs and roots; nor did he conceal from
his patients that these simple medicines, Nature's boon to the untutored
savage, had quite as large a share of his own confidence as the European
Pharmacopoeia, which so many learned doctors had spent centuries in
elaborating.
This learned stranger was exemplary as regarded at least the outward
forms of a religious life; and early after his arrival, had chosen for his
spiritual guide the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale. The young divine, whose
scholar-like renown still lived in Oxford, was considered by his more fervent
admirers as little less than a heavenly ordained apostle, destined, should he
live and labour for the ordinary term of life, to do as great deeds, for
the now feeble New England Church, as the early Fathers had achieved for the
infancy of the Christian faith. About this period, however, the health
of Mr. Dimmesdale had evidently begun to fail. By those best acquainted
with his habits, the paleness of the young minister's cheek was accounted for
by his too earnest devotion to study, his scrupulous fulfilment of
parochial duty, and more than all, to the fasts and vigils of which he
made a frequent practice, in order to keep the grossness of this earthly
state from clogging and obscuring his spiritual lamp. Some declared, that if
Mr. Dimmesdale were really going to die, it was cause enough that the world
was not worthy to be any longer trodden by his feet. He himself, on the
other hand, with characteristic humility, avowed his belief that if
Providence should see fit to remove him, it would be because of his
own unworthiness to perform its humblest mission here on earth.
With all this difference of opinion as to the cause of his decline, there
could be no question of the fact. His form grew emaciated; his voice,
though still rich and sweet, had a certain melancholy prophecy of decay in
it; he was often observed, on any slight alarm or other sudden accident, to
put his hand over his heart with first a flush and then a paleness,
indicative of pain.
Such was the young clergyman's condition, and so imminent the prospect
that his dawning light would be extinguished, all untimely, when Roger
Chillingworth made his advent to the town. His first entry on the scene, few
people could tell whence, dropping down as it were out of the sky or starting
from the nether earth, had an aspect of mystery, which was
easily heightened to the miraculous. He was now known to be a man
of skill; it was observed that he gathered herbs and the blossoms
of wild-flowers, and dug up roots and plucked off twigs from
the forest-trees like one acquainted with hidden virtues in what
was valueless to common eyes. He was heard to speak of Sir
Kenelm Digby and other famous men—whose scientific attainments were
esteemed hardly less than supernatural—as having been his correspondents or
associates. Why, with such rank in the learned world, had he come
hither? What, could he, whose sphere was in great cities, be seeking
in the wilderness? In answer to this query, a rumour
gained ground—and however absurd, was entertained by some very
sensible people—that Heaven had wrought an absolute miracle,
by transporting an eminent Doctor of Physic from a German
university bodily through the air and setting him down at the door of
Mr. Dimmesdale's study! Individuals of wiser faith, indeed, who
knew that Heaven promotes its purposes without aiming at the stage-effect
of what is called miraculous interposition, were inclined to see a
providential hand in Roger Chillingworth's so opportune arrival.
This idea was countenanced by the strong interest which the physician
ever manifested in the young clergyman; he attached himself to him as a
parishioner, and sought to win a friendly regard and confidence from his
naturally reserved sensibility. He expressed great alarm at his pastor's
state of health, but was anxious to attempt the cure, and, if early
undertaken, seemed not despondent of a favourable result. The elders,
the deacons, the motherly dames, and the young and fair maidens of
Mr. Dimmesdale's flock, were alike importunate that he should make trial
of the physician's frankly offered skill. Mr. Dimmesdale gently
repelled their entreaties.
"I need no medicine," said he.
But how could the young minister say so, when, with every successive
Sabbath, his cheek was paler and thinner, and his voice more tremulous than
before—when it had now become a constant habit, rather than a casual
gesture, to press his hand over his heart? Was he weary of his
labours? Did he wish to die? These questions were solemnly
propounded to Mr. Dimmesdale by the elder ministers of Boston, and the
deacons of his church, who, to use their own phrase, "dealt with him,"
on the sin of rejecting the aid which Providence so manifestly
held out. He listened in silence, and finally promised to confer
with the physician.
"Were it God's will," said the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale, when,
in fulfilment of this pledge, he requested old Roger
Chillingworth's professional advice, "I could be well content that my
labours, and my sorrows, and my sins, and my pains, should shortly
end with me, and what is earthly of them be buried in my grave, and the
spiritual go with me to my eternal state, rather than that you should put
your skill to the proof in my behalf."
"Ah," replied Roger Chillingworth, with that quietness, which, whether
imposed or natural, marked all his deportment, "it is thus that a young
clergyman is apt to speak. Youthful men, not having taken a deep root,
give up their hold of life so easily! And saintly men, who walk with God on
earth, would fain be away, to walk with him on the golden pavements of the
New Jerusalem."
"Nay," rejoined the young minister, putting his hand to his heart, with
a flush of pain flitting over his brow, "were I worthier to walk there, I
could be better content to toil here."
"Good men ever interpret themselves too meanly," said
the physician.
In this manner, the mysterious old Roger Chillingworth became
the medical adviser of the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale. As not only
the disease interested the physician, but he was strongly moved to look
into the character and qualities of the patient, these two men, so different
in age, came gradually to spend much time together. For the sake of the
minister's health, and to enable the leech to gather plants with healing balm
in them, they took long walks on the sea-shore, or in the forest; mingling
various walks with the splash and murmur of the waves, and the
solemn wind-anthem among the tree-tops. Often, likewise, one was
the guest of the other in his place of study and retirement There was a
fascination for the minister in the company of the man of science, in whom he
recognised an intellectual cultivation of no moderate depth or scope;
together with a range and freedom of ideas, that he would have vainly looked
for among the members of his own profession. In truth, he was startled,
if not shocked, to find this attribute in the physician. Mr. Dimmesdale
was a true priest, a true religionist, with the reverential
sentiment largely developed, and an order of mind that impelled
itself powerfully along the track of a creed, and wore its
passage continually deeper with the lapse of time. In no state
of society would he have been what is called a man of liberal views; it
would always be essential to his peace to feel the pressure of a faith about
him, supporting, while it confined him within its iron framework. Not
the less, however, though with a tremulous enjoyment, did he feel the
occasional relief of looking at the universe through the medium of another
kind of intellect than those with which he habitually held converse. It
was as if a window were thrown open, admitting a freer atmosphere into the
close and stifled study, where his life was wasting itself away,
amid lamp-light, or obstructed day-beams, and the musty fragrance, be it
sensual or moral, that exhales from books. But the air was too fresh
and chill to be long breathed with comfort. So the minister, and the
physician with him, withdrew again within the limits of what their Church
defined as orthodox.
Thus Roger Chillingworth scrutinised his patient carefully, both as he
saw him in his ordinary life, keeping an accustomed pathway in the range of
thoughts familiar to him, and as he appeared when thrown amidst other moral
scenery, the novelty of which might call out something new to the surface of
his character. He deemed it essential, it would seem, to know the man,
before attempting to do him good. Wherever there is a heart and
an intellect, the diseases of the physical frame are tinged with
the peculiarities of these. In Arthur Dimmesdale, thought
and imagination were so active, and sensibility so intense, that
the bodily infirmity would be likely to have its groundwork there. So
Roger Chillingworth—the man of skill, the kind and
friendly physician—strove to go deep into his patient's bosom,
delving among his principles, prying into his recollections, and
probing everything with a cautious touch, like a treasure-seeker in a dark
cavern. Few secrets can escape an investigator, who has opportunity and
licence to undertake such a quest, and skill to follow it up. A man
burdened with a secret should especially avoid the intimacy of his
physician. If the latter possess native sagacity, and a nameless
something more let us call it intuition; if he show no intrusive egotism,
nor disagreeable prominent characteristics of his own; if he have
the power, which must be born with him, to bring his mind into
such affinity with his patient's, that this last shall unawares
have spoken what he imagines himself only to have thought if
such revelations be received without tumult, and acknowledged not so often
by an uttered sympathy as by silence, an inarticulate breath, and here and
there a word to indicate that all is understood; if to these qualifications
of a confidant be joined the advantages afforded by his recognised character
as a physician;—then, at some inevitable moment, will the soul of the
sufferer be dissolved, and flow forth in a dark but transparent stream,
bringing all its mysteries into the daylight.
Roger Chillingworth possessed all, or most, of the attributes above
enumerated. Nevertheless, time went on; a kind of intimacy, as we have
said, grew up between these two cultivated minds, which had as wide a field
as the whole sphere of human thought and study to meet upon; they discussed
every topic of ethics and religion, of public affairs, and private
character; they talked much, on both sides, of matters that seemed
personal to themselves; and yet no secret, such as the physician
fancied must exist there, ever stole out of the minister's
consciousness into his companion's ear. The latter had his suspicions,
indeed, that even the nature of Mr. Dimmesdale's bodily disease had
never fairly been revealed to him. It was a strange reserve!
After a time, at a hint from Roger Chillingworth, the friends of Mr.
Dimmesdale effected an arrangement by which the two were lodged in the same
house; so that every ebb and flow of the minister's life-tide might pass
under the eye of his anxious and attached physician. There was much joy
throughout the town when this greatly desirable object was attained. It
was held to be the best possible measure for the young clergyman's
welfare; unless, indeed, as often urged by such as felt authorised to
do so, he had selected some one of the many blooming damsels, spiritually
devoted to him, to become his devoted wife. This latter step, however,
there was no present prospect that Arthur Dimmesdale would be prevailed upon
to take; he rejected all suggestions of the kind, as if priestly celibacy
were one of his articles of Church discipline. Doomed by his own
choice, therefore, as Mr. Dimmesdale so evidently was, to eat
his unsavoury morsel always at another's board, and endure the life-long
chill which must be his lot who seeks to warm himself only at another's
fireside, it truly seemed that this sagacious, experienced, benevolent old
physician, with his concord of paternal and reverential love for the young
pastor, was the very man, of all mankind, to be constantly within reach of
his voice.
The new abode of the two friends was with a pious widow, of good social
rank, who dwelt in a house covering pretty nearly the site on which the
venerable structure of King's Chapel has since been built. It had the
graveyard, originally Isaac Johnson's home-field, on one side, and so was
well adapted to call up serious reflections, suited to their respective
employments, in both minister and man of physic. The motherly care of
the good widow assigned to Mr. Dimmesdale a front apartment, with a
sunny exposure, and heavy window-curtains, to create a noontide
shadow when desirable. The walls were hung round with tapestry, said
to be from the Gobelin looms, and, at all events, representing
the Scriptural story of David and Bathsheba, and Nathan the Prophet, in
colours still unfaded, but which made the fair woman of the scene almost as
grimly picturesque as the woe-denouncing seer. Here the pale clergyman piled
up his library, rich with parchment-bound folios of the Fathers, and the lore
of Rabbis, and monkish erudition, of which the Protestant divines,
even while they vilified and decried that class of writers, were
yet constrained often to avail themselves. On the other side of
the house, old Roger Chillingworth arranged his study and laboratory: not
such as a modern man of science would reckon even tolerably complete, but
provided with a distilling apparatus and the means of compounding drugs and
chemicals, which the practised alchemist knew well how to turn to
purpose. With such commodiousness of situation, these two learned
persons sat themselves down, each in his own domain, yet familiarly passing
from one apartment to the other, and bestowing a mutual and not incurious
inspection into one another's business.
And the Reverend Arthur Dimmesdale's best discerning friends, as we have
intimated, very reasonably imagined that the hand of Providence had done all
this for the purpose—besought in so many public and domestic and secret
prayers—of restoring the young minister to health. But, it must now be said,
another portion of the community had latterly begun to take its own view of
the relation betwixt Mr. Dimmesdale and the mysterious old physician.
When an uninstructed multitude attempts to see with its eyes, it
is exceedingly apt to be deceived. When, however, it forms
its judgment, as it usually does, on the intuitions of its great and warm
heart, the conclusions thus attained are often so profound and so unerring as
to possess the character of truth supernaturally revealed. The people,
in the case of which we speak, could justify its prejudice against Roger
Chillingworth by no fact or argument worthy of serious refutation.
There was an aged handicraftsman, it is true, who had been a citizen of
London at the period of Sir Thomas Overbury's murder, now some
thirty years agone; he testified to having seen the physician, under some
other name, which the narrator of the story had now forgotten, in company
with Dr. Forman, the famous old conjurer, who was implicated in the
affair of Overbury. Two or three individuals hinted that the man of
skill, during his Indian captivity, had enlarged his medical attainments by
joining in the incantations of the savage priests, who were
universally acknowledged to be powerful enchanters, often
performing seemingly miraculous cures by their skill in the black art.
A large number—and many of these were persons of such sober sense and
practical observation that their opinions would have been valuable in other
matters—affirmed that Roger Chillingworth's aspect had undergone a
remarkable change while he had dwelt in town, and especially since his abode
with Mr. Dimmesdale. At first, his expression had been calm,
meditative, scholar-like. Now there was something ugly and evil in his
face, which they had not previously noticed, and which grew still the more
obvious to sight the oftener they looked upon him. According to the vulgar
idea, the fire in his laboratory had been brought from the lower regions, and
was fed with infernal fuel; and so, as might be expected, his visage was
getting sooty with the smoke.
To sum up the matter, it grew to be a widely diffused opinion that the
Rev. Arthur Dimmesdale, like many other personages of special sanctity,
in all ages of the Christian world, was haunted either by Satan himself or
Satan's emissary, in the guise of old Roger Chillingworth. This
diabolical agent had the Divine permission, for a season, to burrow into the
clergyman's intimacy, and plot against his soul. No sensible man, it
was confessed, could doubt on which side the victory would turn.
The people looked, with an unshaken hope, to see the minister come forth
out of the conflict transfigured with the glory which he would unquestionably
win. Meanwhile, nevertheless, it was sad to think of the perchance
mortal agony through which he must struggle towards his triumph.
Alas! to judge from the gloom and terror in the depth of the poor
minister's eyes, the battle was a sore one, and the victory anything but
secure.
X. THE LEECH AND HIS PATIENT
Old Roger Chillingworth, throughout life, had been calm in temperament,
kindly, though not of warm affections, but ever, and in all his relations
with the world, a pure and upright man. He had begun an investigation,
as he imagined, with the severe and equal integrity of a judge, desirous only
of truth, even as if the question involved no more than the air-drawn lines
and figures of a geometrical problem, instead of human passions,
and wrongs inflicted on himself. But, as he proceeded, a
terrible fascination, a kind of fierce, though still calm,
necessity, seized the old man within its gripe, and never set him free
again until he had done all its bidding. He now dug into the
poor clergyman's heart, like a miner searching for gold; or, rather, like
a sexton delving into a grave, possibly in quest of a jewel that had been
buried on the dead man's bosom, but likely to find nothing save mortality and
corruption. Alas, for his own soul, if these were what he sought!
Sometimes a light glimmered out of the physician's eyes, burning blue
and ominous, like the reflection of a furnace, or, let us say, like one of
those gleams of ghastly fire that darted from Bunyan's awful doorway in the
hillside, and quivered on the pilgrim's face. The soil where this dark
miner was working had perchance shown indications that encouraged him.
"This man," said he, at one such moment, to himself, "pure as they deem
him—all spiritual as he seems—hath inherited a strong animal nature from
his father or his mother. Let us dig a little further in the direction
of this vein!"
Then after long search into the minister's dim interior, and turning
over many precious materials, in the shape of high aspirations for the
welfare of his race, warm love of souls, pure sentiments, natural piety,
strengthened by thought and study, and illuminated by revelation—all of
which invaluable gold was perhaps no better than rubbish to the seeker—he
would turn back, discouraged, and begin his quest towards another
point. He groped along as stealthily, with as cautious a tread, and as
wary an outlook, as a thief entering a chamber where a man lies only half
asleep—or, it may be, broad awake—with purpose to steal the very treasure
which this man guards as the apple of his eye. In spite of his
premeditated carefulness, the floor would now and then creak; his garments
would rustle; the shadow of his presence, in a forbidden proximity, would be
thrown across his victim. In other words, Mr. Dimmesdale, whose
sensibility of nerve often produced the effect of spiritual intuition,
would become vaguely aware that something inimical to his peace had thrust
itself into relation with him. But Old Roger Chillingworth, too, had
perceptions that were almost intuitive; and when the minister threw his
startled eyes towards him, there the physician sat; his kind, watchful,
sympathising, but never intrusive friend.
Yet Mr. Dimmesdale would perhaps have seen this individual's character
more perfectly, if a certain morbidness, to which sick hearts are liable, had
not rendered him suspicious of all mankind. Trusting no man as his
friend, he could not recognize his enemy when the latter actually
appeared. He therefore still kept up a familiar intercourse with him,
daily receiving the old physician in his study, or visiting the laboratory,
and, for recreation's sake, watching the processes by which weeds
were converted into drugs of potency.
One day, leaning his forehead on his hand, and his elbow on the sill of
the open window, that looked towards the grave-yard, he talked with Roger
Chillingworth, while the old man was examining a bundle of unsightly
plants.
"Where," asked he, with a look askance at them—for it was
the clergyman's peculiarity that he seldom, now-a-days, looked straight
forth at any object, whether human or inanimate, "where, my kind doctor, did
you gather those herbs, with such a dark, flabby leaf?"
"Even in the graveyard here at hand," answered the physician, continuing
his employment. "They are new to me. I found them growing on a
grave, which bore no tombstone, no other memorial of the dead man, save these
ugly weeds, that have taken upon themselves to keep him in remembrance.
They grew out of his heart, and typify, it may be, some hideous secret that
was buried with him, and which he had done better to confess during
his lifetime."
"Perchance," said Mr. Dimmesdale, "he earnestly desired it, but could
not."
"And wherefore?" rejoined the physician.
"Wherefore not; since all the powers of nature call so earnestly for the
confession of sin, that these black weeds have sprung up out of a buried
heart, to make manifest, an outspoken crime?"
"That, good sir, is but a phantasy of yours," replied
the minister. "There can be, if I forbode aright, no power, short
of the Divine mercy, to disclose, whether by uttered words, or by type or
emblem, the secrets that may be buried in the human heart. The heart,
making itself guilty of such secrets, must perforce hold them, until the day
when all hidden things shall be revealed. Nor have I so read or
interpreted Holy Writ, as to understand that the disclosure of human thoughts
and deeds, then to be made, is intended as a part of the retribution.
That, surely, were a shallow view of it. No; these revelations,
unless I greatly err, are meant merely to promote the
intellectual satisfaction of all intelligent beings, who will stand
waiting, on that day, to see the dark problem of this life made plain.
A knowledge of men's hearts will be needful to the completest solution of
that problem. And, I conceive moreover, that the hearts holding such
miserable secrets as you speak of, will yield them up, at that last day, not
with reluctance, but with a joy unutterable."
"Then why not reveal it here?" asked Roger Chillingworth, glancing
quietly aside at the minister. "Why should not the guilty ones sooner
avail themselves of this unutterable solace?"
"They mostly do," said the clergyman, griping hard at his breast, as if
afflicted with an importunate throb of pain. "Many, many a poor soul
hath given its confidence to me, not only on the death-bed, but while strong
in life, and fair in reputation. And ever, after such an outpouring,
oh, what a relief have I witnessed in those sinful brethren! even as in
one who at last draws free air, after a long stifling with his own polluted
breath. How can it be otherwise? Why should a wretched
man—guilty, we will say, of murder—prefer to keep the dead corpse buried in
his own heart, rather than fling it forth at once, and let the universe
take care of it!"
"Yet some men bury their secrets thus," observed the
calm physician.
"True; there are such men," answered Mr. Dimmesdale. "But not to
suggest more obvious reasons, it may be that they are kept silent by the very
constitution of their nature. Or—can we not suppose it?—guilty as
they may be, retaining, nevertheless, a zeal for God's glory and man's
welfare, they shrink from displaying themselves black and filthy in the view
of men; because, thenceforward, no good can be achieved by them; no evil
of the past be redeemed by better service. So, to their own unutterable
torment, they go about among their fellow-creatures, looking pure as
new-fallen snow, while their hearts are all speckled and spotted with
iniquity of which they cannot rid themselves."
"These men deceive themselves," said Roger Chillingworth, with somewhat
more emphasis than usual, and making a slight gesture with his
forefinger. "They fear to take up the shame that rightfully belongs to
them. Their love for man, their zeal for God's service—these holy
impulses may or may not coexist in their hearts with the evil inmates to
which their guilt has unbarred the door, and which must needs propagate a
hellish breed within them. But, if they seek to glorify God, let them
not lift heavenward their unclean hands! If they would serve
their fellowmen, let them do it by making manifest the power and reality
of conscience, in constraining them to penitential self-abasement!
Would thou have me to believe, O wise and pious friend, that a false show can
be better—can be more for God's glory, or man' welfare—than God's own
truth? Trust me, such men deceive themselves!"
"It may be so," said the young clergyman, indifferently, as waiving a
discussion that he considered irrelevant or unseasonable. He had a
ready faculty, indeed, of escaping from any topic that agitated his too
sensitive and nervous temperament.—"But, now, I would ask of my
well-skilled physician, whether, in good sooth, he deems me to have
profited by his kindly care of this weak frame of mine?"
Before Roger Chillingworth could answer, they heard the clear, wild
laughter of a young child's voice, proceeding from the adjacent
burial-ground. Looking instinctively from the open window—for it was
summer-time—the minister beheld Hester Prynne and little Pearl passing along
the footpath that traversed the enclosure. Pearl looked as beautiful as
the day, but was in one of those moods of perverse merriment which, whenever
they occurred, seemed to remove her entirely out of the sphere of sympathy
or human contact. She now skipped irreverently from one grave to
another; until coming to the broad, flat, armorial tombstone of a departed
worthy—perhaps of Isaac Johnson himself—she began to dance upon it.
In reply to her mother's command and entreaty that she would behave more
decorously, little Pearl paused to gather the prickly burrs from a tall
burdock which grew beside the tomb. Taking a handful of these,
she arranged them along the lines of the scarlet letter that decorated the
maternal bosom, to which the burrs, as their nature was, tenaciously
adhered. Hester did not pluck them off.
Roger Chillingworth had by this time approached the window and smiled
grimly down.
"There is no law, nor reverence for authority, no regard for human
ordinances or opinions, right or wrong, mixed up with that child's
composition," remarked he, as much to himself as to his companion. "I
saw her, the other day, bespatter the Governor himself with water at the
cattle-trough in Spring Lane. What, in heaven's name, is she? Is
the imp altogether evil? Hath she affections? Hath she any
discoverable principle of being?"
"None, save the freedom of a broken law," answered Mr. Dimmesdale, in a
quiet way, as if he had been discussing the point within himself, "Whether
capable of good, I know not."
The child probably overheard their voices, for, looking up to the window
with a bright, but naughty smile of mirth and intelligence, she threw one of
the prickly burrs at the Rev. Mr. Dimmesdale. The sensitive
clergyman shrank, with nervous dread, from the light missile. Detecting
his emotion, Pearl clapped her little hands in the most extravagant
ecstacy. Hester Prynne, likewise, had involuntarily looked up, and all
these four persons, old and young, regarded one another in silence, till
the child laughed aloud, and shouted—"Come away, mother! Come away,
or yonder old black man will catch you! He hath got hold of the
minister already. Come away, mother or he will catch you! But he
cannot catch little Pearl!"
So she drew her mother away, skipping, dancing, and
frisking fantastically among the hillocks of the dead people, like
a creature that had nothing in common with a bygone and buried generation,
nor owned herself akin to it. It was as if she had been made afresh out
of new elements, and must perforce be permitted to live her own life, and be
a law unto herself without her eccentricities being reckoned to her for a
crime.
"There goes a woman," resumed Roger Chillingworth, after a pause, "who,
be her demerits what they may, hath none of that mystery of hidden sinfulness
which you deem so grievous to be borne. Is Hester Prynne the less
miserable, think you, for that scarlet letter on her breast?"
"I do verily believe it," answered the clergyman. "Nevertheless, I
cannot answer for her. There was a look of pain in her face which I
would gladly have been spared the sight of. But still, methinks, it
must needs be better for the sufferer to be free to show his pain, as this
poor woman Hester is, than to cover it up in his heart."
There was another pause, and the physician began anew to examine and
arrange the plants which he had gathered.
"You inquired of me, a little time agone," said he, at length, "my
judgment as touching your health."
"I did," answered the clergyman, "and would gladly learn it. Speak
frankly, I pray you, be it for life or death."
"Freely then, and plainly," said the physician, still busy with his
plants, but keeping a wary eye on Mr. Dimmesdale, "the disorder is a strange
one; not so much in itself nor as outwardly manifested,—in so far, at least
as the symptoms have been laid open to my observation. Looking daily at
you, my good sir, and watching the tokens of your aspect now for months gone
by, I should deem you a man sore sick, it may be, yet not so sick but that
an instructed and watchful physician might well hope to cure you. But I
know not what to say, the disease is what I seem to know, yet know it
not."
"You speak in riddles, learned sir," said the pale minister, glancing
aside out of the window.
"Then, to speak more plainly," continued the physician, "and I crave
pardon, sir, should it seem to require pardon, for this needful plainness of
my speech. Let me ask as your friend, as one having charge, under
Providence, of your life and physical well being, hath all the operations of
this disorder been fairly laid open and recounted to me?"
"How can you question it?" asked the minister. "Surely it
were child's play to call in a physician and then hide the sore!"
"You would tell me, then, that I know all?" said Roger Chillingworth,
deliberately, and fixing an eye, bright with intense and concentrated
intelligence, on the minister's face. "Be it so! But again! He to
whom only the outward and physical evil is laid open, knoweth, oftentimes,
but half the evil which he is called upon to cure. A bodily disease,
which we look upon as whole and entire within itself, may, after all, be but
a symptom of some ailment in the spiritual part. Your pardon
once again, good sir, if my speech give the shadow of offence. You, sir,
of all men whom I have known, are he whose body is the closest conjoined, and
imbued, and identified, so to speak, with the spirit whereof it is
the instrument."
"Then I need ask no further," said the clergyman, somewhat hastily
rising from his chair. "You deal not, I take it, in medicine for the
soul!"
"Thus, a sickness," continued Roger Chillingworth, going on, in an
unaltered tone, without heeding the interruption, but standing up and
confronting the emaciated and white-cheeked minister, with his low, dark, and
misshapen figure,—"a sickness, a sore place, if we may so call it, in your
spirit hath immediately its appropriate manifestation in your bodily
frame. Would you, therefore, that your physician heal the bodily
evil? How may this be unless you first lay open to him the wound or
trouble in your soul?"
"No, not to thee! not to an earthly physician!" cried
Mr. Dimmesdale, passionately, and turning his eyes, full and bright, and
with a kind of fierceness, on old Roger Chillingworth. "Not to
thee! But, if it be the soul's disease, then do I commit myself to the
one Physician of the soul! He, if it stand with His good pleasure, can
cure, or he can kill. Let Him do with me as, in His justice and wisdom,
He shall see good. But who art thou, that meddlest in this
matter? that dares thrust himself between the sufferer and his
God?"
With a frantic gesture he rushed out of the room.
"It is as well to have made this step," said Roger Chillingworth to
himself, looking after the minister, with a grave smile. "There is nothing
lost. We shall be friends again anon. But see, now, how passion
takes hold upon this man, and hurrieth him out of himself! As with one
passion so with another. He hath done a wild thing ere now, this pious
Master Dimmesdale, in the hot passion of his heart. "
It proved not difficult to re-establish the intimacy of the
two companions, on the same footing and in the same degree
as heretofore. The young clergyman, after a few hours of
privacy, was sensible that the disorder of his nerves had hurried him
into an unseemly outbreak of temper, which there had been nothing in the
physician's words to excuse or palliate. He marvelled, indeed, at the
violence with which he had thrust back the kind old man, when merely
proffering the advice which it was his duty to bestow, and which the minister
himself had expressly sought. With these remorseful feelings, he lost no time
in making the amplest apologies, and besought his friend still to continue
the care which, if not successful in restoring him to health, had, in all
probability, been the means of prolonging his feeble existence to that
hour. Roger Chillingworth readily assented, and went on with his
medical supervision of the minister; doing his best for him, in all good
faith, but always quitting the patient's apartment, at the close of the
professional interview, with a mysterious and puzzled smile upon his
lips. This expression was invisible in Mr. Dimmesdale's presence, but
grew strongly evident as the physician crossed the threshold.
"A rare case," he muttered. "I must needs look deeper into it. A
strange sympathy betwixt soul and body! Were it only for the art's
sake, I must search this matter to the bottom."
It came to pass, not long after the scene above recorded, that the
Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale, noon-day, and entirely unawares, fell into a deep,
deep slumber, sitting in his chair, with a large black-letter volume open
before him on the table. It must have been a work of vast ability in
the somniferous school of literature. The profound depth of
the minister's repose was the more remarkable, inasmuch as he was one of
those persons whose sleep ordinarily is as light as fitful, and as easily
scared away, as a small bird hopping on a twig. To such an unwonted
remoteness, however, had his spirit now withdrawn into itself that he stirred
not in his chair when old Roger Chillingworth, without any extraordinary
precaution, came into the room. The physician advanced directly in
front of his patient, laid his hand upon his bosom, and thrust aside
the vestment, that hitherto had always covered it even from
the professional eye.
Then, indeed, Mr. Dimmesdale shuddered, and slightly stirred.
After a brief pause, the physician turned away.
But with what a wild look of wonder, joy, and honor! With what
a ghastly rapture, as it were, too mighty to be expressed only by the eye
and features, and therefore bursting forth through the whole ugliness of his
figure, and making itself even riotously manifest by the extravagant gestures
with which he threw up his arms towards the ceiling, and stamped his foot
upon the floor! Had a man seen old Roger Chillingworth, at that moment of
his ecstasy, he would have had no need to ask how Satan comports himself
when a precious human soul is lost to heaven, and won into his kingdom.
But what distinguished the physician's ecstasy from Satan's was the
trait of wonder in it!
XI. THE INTERIOR OF A HEART
After the incident last described, the intercourse between the clergyman
and the physician, though externally the same, was really of another
character than it had previously been. The intellect of Roger
Chillingworth had now a sufficiently plain path before it. It was not,
indeed, precisely that which he had laid out for himself to tread.
Calm, gentle, passionless, as he appeared, there was yet, we fear, a quiet
depth of malice, hitherto latent, but active now, in this unfortunate old
man, which led him to imagine a more intimate revenge than any mortal had
ever wreaked upon an enemy. To make himself the one trusted friend, to
whom should be confided all the fear, the remorse, the agony, the ineffectual
repentance, the backward rush of sinful thoughts, expelled in vain! All
that guilty sorrow, hidden from the world, whose great heart would have
pitied and forgiven, to be revealed to him, the Pitiless—to him, the
Unforgiving! All that dark treasure to be lavished on the very man, to
whom nothing else could so adequately pay the debt of vengeance!
The clergyman's shy and sensitive reserve had balked this scheme Roger
Chillingworth, however, was inclined to be hardly, if at all, less satisfied
with the aspect of affairs, which Providence—using the avenger and
his victim for its own purposes, and, perchance, pardoning, where
it seemed most to punish—had substituted for his black devices
A revelation, he could almost say, had been granted to him.
It mattered little for his object, whether celestial or from what other
region. By its aid, in all the subsequent relations betwixt him and Mr.
Dimmesdale, not merely the external presence, but the very inmost soul of the
latter, seemed to be brought out before his eyes, so that he could see and
comprehend its every movement. He became, thenceforth, not a
spectator only, but a chief actor in the poor minister's interior
world. He could play upon him as he chose. Would he arouse him with
a throb of agony? The victim was for ever on the rack; it
needed only to know the spring that controlled the engine: and
the physician knew it well. Would he startle him with sudden
fear? As at the waving of a magician's wand, up rose a grisly phantom—up
rose a thousand phantoms—in many shapes, of death, or more awful shame, all
flocking round about the clergyman, and pointing with their fingers at his
breast!
All this was accomplished with a subtlety so perfect, that the minister,
though he had constantly a dim perception of some evil influence watching
over him, could never gain a knowledge of its actual nature. True, he
looked doubtfully, fearfully—even, at times, with horror and the bitterness
of hatred—at the deformed figure of the old physician. His gestures,
his gait, his grizzled beard, his slightest and most indifferent acts,
the very fashion of his garments, were odious in the clergyman's sight; a
token implicitly to be relied on of a deeper antipathy in the breast of the
latter than he was willing to acknowledge to himself. For, as it was
impossible to assign a reason for such distrust and abhorrence, so
Mr. Dimmesdale, conscious that the poison of one morbid spot was infecting
his heart's entire substance, attributed all his presentiments to no other
cause. He took himself to task for his bad sympathies in reference to
Roger Chillingworth, disregarded the lesson that he should have drawn from
them, and did his best to root them out. Unable to accomplish this, he
nevertheless, as a matter of principle, continued his habits of social
familiarity with the old man, and thus gave him constant opportunities
for perfecting the purpose to which—poor forlorn creature that he was,
and more wretched than his victim—the avenger had devoted himself.
While thus suffering under bodily disease, and gnawed and tortured by
some black trouble of the soul, and given over to the machinations of his
deadliest enemy, the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale had achieved a brilliant
popularity in his sacred office. He won it indeed, in great part, by
his sorrows. His intellectual gifts, his moral perceptions, his power
of experiencing and communicating emotion, were kept in a state of
preternatural activity by the prick and anguish of his daily life. His
fame, though still on its upward slope, already overshadowed the soberer
reputations of his fellow-clergymen, eminent as several of them were.
There are scholars among them, who had spent more years in acquiring abstruse
lore, connected with the divine profession, than Mr. Dimmesdale had lived;
and who might well, therefore, be more profoundly versed in such solid and
valuable attainments than their youthful brother. There were men, too,
of a sturdier texture of mind than his, and endowed with a far greater
share of shrewd, hard iron, or granite understanding; which, duly mingled
with a fair proportion of doctrinal ingredient, constitutes a highly
respectable, efficacious, and unamiable variety of the clerical
species. There were others again, true saintly fathers, whose faculties
had been elaborated by weary toil among their books, and by patient thought,
and etherealised, moreover, by spiritual communications with the better
world, into which their purity of life had almost introduced these holy
personages, with their garments of mortality still clinging to them.
All that they lacked was, the gift that descended upon the chosen disciples
at Pentecost, in tongues of flame; symbolising, it would seem, not the power
of speech in foreign and unknown languages, but that of addressing the
whole human brotherhood in the heart's native language. These fathers,
otherwise so apostolic, lacked Heaven's last and rarest attestation of their
office, the Tongue of Flame. They would have vainly sought—had they
ever dreamed of seeking—to express the highest truths through the
humblest medium of familiar words and images. Their voices came down,
afar and indistinctly, from the upper heights where they habitually
dwelt.
Not improbably, it was to this latter class of men that Mr. Dimmesdale,
by many of his traits of character, naturally belonged. To the high mountain
peaks of faith and sanctity he would have climbed, had not the tendency been
thwarted by the burden, whatever it might be, of crime or anguish, beneath
which it was his doom to totter. It kept him down on a level with the
lowest; him, the man of ethereal attributes, whose voice the angels might
else have listened to and answered! But this very burden it was that
gave him sympathies so intimate with the sinful brotherhood of mankind; so
that his heart vibrated in unison with theirs, and received their pain into
itself and sent its own throb of pain through a thousand other hearts,
in gushes of sad, persuasive eloquence. Oftenest persuasive,
but sometimes terrible! The people knew not the power that moved
them thus. They deemed the young clergyman a miracle of holiness.
They fancied him the mouth-piece of Heaven's messages of wisdom,
and rebuke, and love. In their eyes, the very ground on which he trod
was sanctified. The virgins of his church grew pale around him,
victims of a passion so imbued with religious sentiment, that they imagined
it to be all religion, and brought it openly, in their white bosoms,
as their most acceptable sacrifice before the altar. The aged members
of his flock, beholding Mr. Dimmesdale's frame so feeble, while they
were themselves so rugged in their infirmity, believed that he would
go heavenward before them, and enjoined it upon their children that
their old bones should be buried close to their young pastor's holy
grave. And all this time, perchance, when poor Mr. Dimmesdale was thinking
of his grave, he questioned with himself whether the grass would ever grow
on it, because an accursed thing must there be buried!
It is inconceivable, the agony with which this public
veneration tortured him. It was his genuine impulse to adore the truth,
and to reckon all things shadow-like, and utterly devoid of weight
or value, that had not its divine essence as the life within
their life. Then what was he?—a substance?—or the dimmest of all
shadows? He longed to speak out from his own pulpit at the full height
of his voice, and tell the people what he was. "I, whom you behold in
these black garments of the priesthood—I, who ascend the sacred desk, and
turn my pale face heavenward, taking upon myself to hold communion in your
behalf with the Most High Omniscience—I, in whose daily life you discern
the sanctity of Enoch—I, whose footsteps, as you suppose, leave a gleam
along my earthly track, whereby the Pilgrims that shall come after me may be
guided to the regions of the blest—I, who have laid the hand of baptism upon
your children—I, who have breathed the parting prayer over your dying
friends, to whom the Amen sounded faintly from a world which they had
quitted—I, your pastor, whom you so reverence and trust, am utterly
a pollution and a lie!"
More than once, Mr. Dimmesdale had gone into the pulpit, with a purpose
never to come down its steps until he should have spoken words like the
above. More than once he had cleared his throat, and drawn in the long,
deep, and tremulous breath, which, when sent forth again, would come burdened
with the black secret of his soul. More than once—nay, more than a
hundred times—he had actually spoken! Spoken! But how? He
had told his hearers that he was altogether vile, a viler companion of the
vilest, the worst of sinners, an abomination, a thing of unimaginable
iniquity, and that the only wonder was that they did not see his wretched
body shrivelled up before their eyes by the burning wrath of
the Almighty! Could there be plainer speech than this? Would
not the people start up in their seats, by a simultaneous impulse, and
tear him down out of the pulpit which he defiled? Not so, indeed!
They heard it all, and did but reverence him the more. They little guessed
what deadly purport lurked in those self-condemning words. "The godly
youth!" said they among themselves. "The saint on earth!
Alas! if he discern such sinfulness in his own white soul, what horrid
spectacle would he behold in thine or mine!" The minister well knew—subtle,
but remorseful hypocrite that he was!—the light in which his vague
confession would be viewed. He had striven to put a cheat upon himself
by making the avowal of a guilty conscience, but had gained only one other
sin, and a self-acknowledged shame, without the momentary relief of being
self-deceived. He had spoken the very truth, and transformed it into
the veriest falsehood. And yet, by the constitution of his nature, he
loved the truth, and loathed the lie, as few men ever did. Therefore,
above all things else, he loathed his miserable self!
His inward trouble drove him to practices more in accordance with the
old, corrupted faith of Rome than with the better light of the church in
which he had been born and bred. In Mr. Dimmesdale's secret closet,
under lock and key, there was a bloody scourge. Oftentimes, this
Protestant and Puritan divine had plied it on his own shoulders, laughing
bitterly at himself the while, and smiting so much the more pitilessly
because of that bitter laugh. It was his custom, too, as it has been
that of many other pious Puritans, to fast—not however, like them,
in order to purify the body, and render it the fitter medium of celestial
illumination—but rigorously, and until his knees trembled beneath him, as an
act of penance. He kept vigils, likewise, night after night, sometimes
in utter darkness, sometimes with a glimmering lamp, and sometimes, viewing
his own face in a looking-glass, by the most powerful light which he could
throw upon it. He thus typified the constant introspection wherewith he
tortured, but could not purify himself. In these lengthened vigils, his
brain often reeled, and visions seemed to flit before him; perhaps seen
doubtfully, and by a faint light of their own, in the remote dimness of the
chamber, or more vividly and close beside him, within the
looking-glass. Now it was a herd of diabolic shapes, that grinned and
mocked at the pale minister, and beckoned him away with them; now a group of
shining angels, who flew upward heavily, as sorrow-laden, but grew
more ethereal as they rose. Now came the dead friends of his
youth, and his white-bearded father, with a saint-like frown, and
his mother turning her face away as she passed by Ghost of
a mother—thinnest fantasy of a mother—methinks she might yet have thrown
a pitying glance towards her son! And now, through the chamber which
these spectral thoughts had made so ghastly, glided Hester Prynne leading
along little Pearl, in her scarlet garb, and pointing her forefinger, first
at the scarlet letter on her bosom, and then at the clergyman's own
breast.
None of these visions ever quite deluded him. At any moment, by an
effort of his will, he could discern substances through their misty lack of
substance, and convince himself that they were not solid in their nature,
like yonder table of carved oak, or that big, square, leather-bound and
brazen-clasped volume of divinity. But, for all that, they were, in one
sense, the truest and most substantial things which the poor minister now
dealt with. It is the unspeakable misery of a life so false as his,
that it steals the pith and substance out of whatever realities there are
around us, and which were meant by Heaven to be the spirit's joy
and nutriment. To the untrue man, the whole universe is false—it is
impalpable—it shrinks to nothing within his grasp. And he himself in
so far as he shows himself in a false light, becomes a shadow, or, indeed,
ceases to exist. The only truth that continued to give Mr. Dimmesdale a
real existence on this earth was the anguish in his inmost soul, and the
undissembled expression of it in his aspect. Had he once found power
to smile, and wear a face of gaiety, there would have been no
such man!
On one of those ugly nights, which we have faintly hinted at,
but forborne to picture forth, the minister started from his chair. A new
thought had struck him. There might be a moment's peace in it.
Attiring himself with as much care as if it had been for public worship, and
precisely in the same manner, he stole softly down the staircase, undid the
door, and issued forth.
XII. THE MINISTER'S VIGIL
Walking in the shadow of a dream, as it were, and perhaps actually under
the influence of a species of somnambulism, Mr. Dimmesdale reached the spot
where, now so long since, Hester Prynne had lived through her first hours of
public ignominy. The same platform or scaffold, black and
weather-stained with the storm or sunshine of seven long years, and
foot-worn, too, with the tread of many culprits who had since ascended it,
remained standing beneath the balcony of the meeting-house. The
minister went up the steps.
It was an obscure night in early May. An unwearied pall of
cloud muffled the whole expanse of sky from zenith to horizon. If
the same multitude which had stood as eye-witnesses while Hester Prynne
sustained her punishment could now have been summoned forth, they would have
discerned no face above the platform nor hardly the outline of a human shape,
in the dark grey of the midnight. But the town was all asleep.
There was no peril of discovery. The minister might stand there, if it
so pleased him, until morning should redden in the east, without other risk
than that the dank and chill night air would creep into his frame,
and stiffen his joints with rheumatism, and clog his throat with
catarrh and cough; thereby defrauding the expectant audience of
to-morrow's prayer and sermon. No eye could see him, save that
ever-wakeful one which had seen him in his closet, wielding the bloody
scourge. Why, then, had he come hither? Was it but the mockery
of penitence? A mockery, indeed, but in which his soul trifled
with itself! A mockery at which angels blushed and wept, while
fiends rejoiced with jeering laughter! He had been driven hither by
the impulse of that Remorse which dogged him everywhere, and whose own
sister and closely linked companion was that Cowardice which invariably drew
him back, with her tremulous gripe, just when the other impulse had hurried
him to the verge of a disclosure. Poor, miserable man! what right had
infirmity like his to burden itself with crime? Crime is for the
iron-nerved, who have their choice either to endure it, or, if it press too
hard, to exert their fierce and savage strength for a good purpose, and fling
it off at once! This feeble and most sensitive of spirits could
do neither, yet continually did one thing or another, which intertwined,
in the same inextricable knot, the agony of heaven-defying guilt and vain
repentance.
And thus, while standing on the scaffold, in this vain show
of expiation, Mr. Dimmesdale was overcome with a great horror of mind, as
if the universe were gazing at a scarlet token on his naked breast, right
over his heart. On that spot, in very truth, there was, and there had
long been, the gnawing and poisonous tooth of bodily pain. Without any
effort of his will, or power to restrain himself, he shrieked aloud: an
outcry that went pealing through the night, and was beaten back from one
house to another, and reverberated from the hills in the background; as if a
company of devils, detecting so much misery and terror in it, had made a
plaything of the sound, and were bandying it to and fro.
"It is done!" muttered the minister, covering his face with
his hands. "The whole town will awake and hurry forth, and find
me here!"
But it was not so. The shriek had perhaps sounded with a
far greater power, to his own startled ears, than it
actually possessed. The town did not awake; or, if it did, the
drowsy slumberers mistook the cry either for something frightful in
a dream, or for the noise of witches, whose voices, at that period, were
often heard to pass over the settlements or lonely cottages, as they rode
with Satan through the air. The clergyman, therefore, hearing no
symptoms of disturbance, uncovered his eyes and looked about him. At
one of the chamber-windows of Governor Bellingham's mansion, which stood at
some distance, on the line of another street, he beheld the appearance of the
old magistrate himself with a lamp in his hand a white night-cap on his
head, and a long white gown enveloping his figure. He looked like
a ghost evoked unseasonably from the grave. The cry had
evidently startled him. At another window of the same house,
moreover appeared old Mistress Hibbins, the Governor's sister, also with
a lamp, which even thus far off revealed the expression of her sour and
discontented face. She thrust forth her head from the lattice, and
looked anxiously upward Beyond the shadow of a doubt, this venerable
witch-lady had heard Mr. Dimmesdale's outcry, and interpreted it, with its
multitudinous echoes and reverberations, as the clamour of the fiends and
night-hags, with whom she was well known to make excursions in the
forest.
Detecting the gleam of Governor Bellingham's lamp, the old lady quickly
extinguished her own, and vanished. Possibly, she went up among the
clouds. The minister saw nothing further of her motions. The
magistrate, after a wary observation of the darkness—into which,
nevertheless, he could see but little further than he might into a
mill-stone—retired from the window.
The minister grew comparatively calm. His eyes, however, were soon
greeted by a little glimmering light, which, at first a long way off was
approaching up the street. It threw a gleam of recognition, on here a
post, and there a garden fence, and here a latticed window-pane, and there a
pump, with its full trough of water, and here again an arched door of oak,
with an iron knocker, and a rough log for the door-step. The Reverend
Mr. Dimmesdale noted all these minute particulars, even while
firmly convinced that the doom of his existence was stealing onward,
in the footsteps which he now heard; and that the gleam of the lantern
would fall upon him in a few moments more, and reveal his long-hidden
secret. As the light drew nearer, be beheld, within its illuminated
circle, his brother clergyman—or, to speak more accurately, his professional
father, as well as highly valued friend—the Reverend Mr. Wilson, who, as Mr.
Dimmesdale now conjectured, had been praying at the bedside of some dying
man. And so he had. The good old minister came freshly from the
death-chamber of Governor Winthrop, who had passed from earth to heaven
within that very hour. And now surrounded, like the saint-like
personage of olden times, with a radiant halo, that glorified him amid this
gloomy night of sin—as if the departed Governor had left him an inheritance
of his glory, or as if he had caught upon himself the distant shine of the
celestial city, while looking thitherward to see the triumphant pilgrim pass
within its gates—now, in short, good Father Wilson was moving homeward,
aiding his footsteps with a lighted lantern! The glimmer of this
luminary suggested the above conceits to Mr. Dimmesdale, who smiled—nay,
almost laughed at them—and then wondered if he was going mad.
As the Reverend Mr. Wilson passed beside the scaffold, closely muffling
his Geneva cloak about him with one arm, and holding the lantern before his
breast with the other, the minister could hardly restrain himself from
speaking—
"A good evening to you, venerable Father Wilson. Come up hither, I
pray you, and pass a pleasant hour with me!"
Good Heavens! Had Mr. Dimmesdale actually spoken? For
one instant he believed that these words had passed his lips.
But they were uttered only within his imagination. The
venerable Father Wilson continued to step slowly onward, looking
carefully at the muddy pathway before his feet, and never once turning
his head towards the guilty platform. When the light of
the glimmering lantern had faded quite away, the minister discovered, by
the faintness which came over him, that the last few moments had been a
crisis of terrible anxiety, although his mind had made an involuntary effort
to relieve itself by a kind of lurid playfulness.
Shortly afterwards, the like grisly sense of the humorous again stole in
among the solemn phantoms of his thought. He felt his limbs growing
stiff with the unaccustomed chilliness of the night, and doubted whether he
should be able to descend the steps of the scaffold. Morning would
break and find him there The neighbourhood would begin to rouse itself.
The earliest riser, coming forth in the dim twilight, would perceive
a vaguely-defined figure aloft on the place of shame; and half-crazed
betwixt alarm and curiosity, would go knocking from door to door, summoning
all the people to behold the ghost—as he needs must think it—of some
defunct transgressor. A dusky tumult would flap its wings from one
house to another. Then—the morning light still waxing stronger—old
patriarchs would rise up in great haste, each in his flannel gown, and
matronly dames, without pausing to put off their night-gear. The
whole tribe of decorous personages, who had never heretofore been
seen with a single hair of their heads awry, would start into public view
with the disorder of a nightmare in their aspects. Old Governor
Bellingham would come grimly forth, with his King James' ruff fastened askew,
and Mistress Hibbins, with some twigs of the forest clinging to her skirts,
and looking sourer than ever, as having hardly got a wink of sleep after her
night ride; and good Father Wilson too, after spending half the night at a
death-bed, and liking ill to be disturbed, thus early, out of his dreams
about the glorified saints. Hither, likewise, would come the elders
and deacons of Mr. Dimmesdale's church, and the young virgins who so idolized
their minister, and had made a shrine for him in their white bosoms, which
now, by-the-bye, in their hurry and confusion, they would scantly
have given themselves time to cover with their kerchiefs. All
people, in a word, would come stumbling over their thresholds, and turning
up their amazed and horror-stricken visages around the scaffold. Whom
would they discern there, with the red eastern light upon his brow?
Whom, but the Reverend Arthur Dimmesdale, half-frozen to death, overwhelmed
with shame, and standing where Hester Prynne had stood!
Carried away by the grotesque horror of this picture, the minister,
unawares, and to his own infinite alarm, burst into a great peal of
laughter. It was immediately responded to by a light, airy, childish
laugh, in which, with a thrill of the heart—but he knew not whether of
exquisite pain, or pleasure as acute—he recognised the tones of little
Pearl.
"Pearl! Little Pearl!" cried he, after a moment's pause;
then, suppressing his voice—"Hester! Hester Prynne! Are
you there?"
"Yes; it is Hester Prynne!" she replied, in a tone of surprise; and the
minister heard her footsteps approaching from the side-walk, along which she
had been passing. "It is I, and my little Pearl."
"Whence come you, Hester?" asked the minister. "What sent
you hither?"
"I have been watching at a death-bed," answered Hester Prynne
"at Governor Winthrop's death-bed, and have taken his measure for a robe,
and am now going homeward to my dwelling."
"Come up hither, Hester, thou and Little Pearl," said the Reverend Mr.
Dimmesdale. "Ye have both been here before, but I was not with
you. Come up hither once again, and we will stand all three
together."
She silently ascended the steps, and stood on the platform, holding
little Pearl by the hand. The minister felt for the child's other hand,
and took it. The moment that he did so, there came what seemed a
tumultuous rush of new life, other life than his own pouring like a torrent
into his heart, and hurrying through all his veins, as if the mother and the
child were communicating their vital warmth to his half-torpid system.
The three formed an electric chain.
"Minister!" whispered little Pearl.
"What wouldst thou say, child?" asked Mr. Dimmesdale.
"`Wilt thou stand here with mother and me, to-morrow noontide?" inquired
Pearl.
"Nay; not so, my little Pearl," answered the minister; for, with the new
energy of the moment, all the dread of public exposure, that had so long been
the anguish of his life, had returned upon him; and he was already trembling
at the conjunction in which—with a strange joy, nevertheless—he now found
himself—"not so, my child. I shall, indeed, stand with thy mother and
thee one other day, but not to-morrow."
Pearl laughed, and attempted to pull away her hand. But
the minister held it fast.
"A moment longer, my child!" said he.
"But wilt thou promise," asked Pearl, "to take my hand, and mother's
hand, to-morrow noontide?"
"Not then, Pearl," said the minister; "but another time."
"And what other time?" persisted the child.
"At the great judgment day," whispered the minister; and, strangely
enough, the sense that he was a professional teacher of the truth impelled
him to answer the child so. "Then, and there, before the judgment-seat,
thy mother, and thou, and I must stand together. But the daylight of
this world shall not see our meeting!''
Pearl laughed again.
But before Mr. Dimmesdale had done speaking, a light gleamed far and
wide over all the muffled sky. It was doubtless caused by one of those
meteors, which the night-watcher may so often observe burning out to waste,
in the vacant regions of the atmosphere. So powerful was its radiance,
that it thoroughly illuminated the dense medium of cloud betwixt the sky and
earth. The great vault brightened, like the dome of an immense lamp.
It showed the familiar scene of the street with the distinctness
of mid-day, but also with the awfulness that is always imparted
to familiar objects by an unaccustomed light The wooden houses, with their
jutting storeys and quaint gable-peaks; the doorsteps and thresholds with the
early grass springing up about them; the garden-plots, black with
freshly-turned earth; the wheel-track, little worn, and even in the
market-place margined with green on either side—all were visible, but with a
singularity of aspect that seemed to give another moral interpretation to the
things of this world than they had ever borne before. And there stood
the minister, with his hand over his heart; and Hester Prynne, with the
embroidered letter glimmering on her bosom; and little Pearl, herself
a symbol, and the connecting link between those two. They stood
in the noon of that strange and solemn splendour, as if it were the light
that is to reveal all secrets, and the daybreak that shall unite all who
belong to one another.
There was witchcraft in little Pearl's eyes; and her face, as
she glanced upward at the minister, wore that naughty smile which made its
expression frequently so elvish. She withdrew her hand from Mr.
Dimmesdale's, and pointed across the street. But he clasped both his
hands over his breast, and cast his eyes towards the zenith.
Nothing was more common, in those days, than to interpret all meteoric
appearances, and other natural phenomena that occured with less regularity
than the rise and set of sun and moon, as so many revelations from a
supernatural source. Thus, a blazing spear, a sword of flame, a bow, or
a sheaf of arrows seen in the midnight sky, prefigured Indian warfare.
Pestilence was known to have been foreboded by a shower of crimson
light. We doubt whether any marked event, for good or evil, ever befell
New England, from its settlement down to revolutionary times, of which the
inhabitants had not been previously warned by some spectacle of its
nature. Not seldom, it had been seen by multitudes. Oftener,
however, its credibility rested on the faith of some lonely eye-witness, who
beheld the wonder through the coloured, magnifying, and distorted medium of
his imagination, and shaped it more distinctly in his after-thought. It
was, indeed, a majestic idea that the destiny of nations should be revealed,
in these awful hieroglyphics, on the cope of heaven. A scroll so wide might
not be deemed too expensive for Providence to write a people's doom
upon. The belief was a favourite one with our forefathers, as
betokening that their infant commonwealth was under a celestial guardianship
of peculiar intimacy and strictness. But what shall we say, when
an individual discovers a revelation addressed to himself alone, on the
same vast sheet of record. In such a case, it could only be the symptom
of a highly disordered mental state, when a man, rendered morbidly
self-contemplative by long, intense, and secret pain, had extended his
egotism over the whole expanse of nature, until the firmament itself should
appear no more than a fitting page for his soul's history and fate.
We impute it, therefore, solely to the disease in his own eye and heart
that the minister, looking upward to the zenith, beheld there the appearance
of an immense letter—the letter A—marked out in lines of dull red
light. Not but the meteor may have shown itself at that point, burning
duskily through a veil of cloud, but with no such shape as his guilty
imagination gave it, or, at least, with so little definiteness, that
another's guilt might have seen another symbol in it.
There was a singular circumstance that characterised Mr. Dimmesdale's
psychological state at this moment. All the time that he gazed upward
to the zenith, he was, nevertheless, perfectly aware that little Pearl was
hinting her finger towards old Roger Chillingworth, who stood at no great
distance from the scaffold. The minister appeared to see him, with the
same glance that discerned the miraculous letter. To his feature as to
all other objects, the meteoric light imparted a new expression; or it
might well be that the physician was not careful then, as at all other times,
to hide the malevolence with which he looked upon his victim.
Certainly, if the meteor kindled up the sky, and disclosed the earth, with an
awfulness that admonished Hester Prynne and the clergyman of the day of
judgment, then might Roger Chillingworth have passed with them for the
arch-fiend, standing there with a smile and scowl, to claim his own. So
vivid was the expression, or so intense the minister's perception of it,
that it seemed still to remain painted on the darkness after the meteor
had vanished, with an effect as if the street and all things else were at
once annihilated.
"Who is that man, Hester?" gasped Mr. Dimmesdale, overcome
with terror. "I shiver at him! Dost thou know the man? I
hate him, Hester!"
She remembered her oath, and was silent.
"I tell thee, my soul shivers at him!" muttered the
minister again. "Who is he? Who is he? Canst thou do
nothing for me? I have a nameless horror of the man!"
"Minister," said little Pearl, "I can tell thee who he is!"
"Quickly, then, child!" said the minister, bending his ear close to her
lips. "Quickly, and as low as thou canst whisper."
Pearl mumbled something into his ear that sounded, indeed, like human
language, but was only such gibberish as children may be heard amusing
themselves with by the hour together. At all events, if it involved any
secret information in regard to old Roger Chillingworth, it was in a tongue
unknown to the erudite clergyman, and did but increase the bewilderment of
his mind. The elvish child then laughed aloud.
"Dost thou mock me now?" said the minister.
"Thou wast not bold!—thou wast not true!" answered the child. "Thou
wouldst not promise to take my hand, and mother's hand, to-morrow
noon-tide!"
"Worthy sir," answered the physician, who had now advanced to the foot
of the platform—"pious Master Dimmesdale! can this be you? Well,
well, indeed! We men of study, whose heads are in our books, have need
to be straitly looked after! We dream in our waking moments, and walk
in our sleep. Come, good sir, and my dear friend, I pray you let me
lead you home!"
"How knewest thou that I was here?" asked the minister, fearfully.
"Verily, and in good faith," answered Roger Chillingworth, "I knew
nothing of the matter. I had spent the better part of the night at the
bedside of the worshipful Governor Winthrop, doing what my poor skill might
to give him ease. He, going home to a better world, I, likewise, was on
my way homeward, when this light shone out. Come with me, I beseech
you, Reverend sir, else you will be poorly able to do Sabbath duty
to-morrow. Aha! see now how they trouble the brain—these
books!—these books! You should study less, good sir, and take a little
pastime, or these night whimsies will grow upon you."
"I will go home with you," said Mr. Dimmesdale.
With a chill despondency, like one awakening, all nerveless, from an
ugly dream, he yielded himself to the physician, and was led away.
The next day, however, being the Sabbath, he preached a discourse which
was held to be the richest and most powerful, and the most replete with
heavenly influences, that had ever proceeded from his lips. Souls, it
is said, more souls than one, were brought to the truth by the efficacy of
that sermon, and vowed within themselves to cherish a holy gratitude towards
Mr. Dimmesdale throughout the long hereafter. But as he came down the
pulpit steps, the grey-bearded sexton met him, holding up a black
glove, which the minister recognised as his own.
"It was found," said the Sexton, "this morning on the scaffold where
evil-doers are set up to public shame. Satan dropped it there, I take
it, intending a scurrilous jest against your reverence. But, indeed, he
was blind and foolish, as he ever and always is. A pure hand needs no
glove to cover it!"
"Thank you, my good friend," said the minister, gravely, but startled at
heart; for so confused was his remembrance, that he had almost brought
himself to look at the events of the past night as visionary.
"Yes, it seems to be my glove, indeed!"
"And, since Satan saw fit to steal it, your reverence must needs handle
him without gloves henceforward," remarked the old sexton, grimly
smiling. "But did your reverence hear of the portent that was seen last
night? a great red letter in the sky—the letter A, which we interpret
to stand for Angel. For, as our good Governor Winthrop was made an
angel this past night, it was doubtless held fit that there should be some
notice thereof!"
"No," answered the minister; "I had not heard of it."
XIII. ANOTHER VIEW OF HESTER
In her late singular interview with Mr. Dimmesdale, Hester Prynne was
shocked at the condition to which she found the clergyman reduced. His
nerve seemed absolutely destroyed. His moral force was abased into more
than childish weakness. It grovelled helpless on the ground, even while
his intellectual faculties retained their pristine strength, or had
perhaps acquired a morbid energy, which disease only could have
given them. With her knowledge of a train of circumstances hidden
from all others, she could readily infer that, besides the
legitimate action of his own conscience, a terrible machinery had
been brought to bear, and was still operating, on Mr.
Dimmesdale's well-being and repose. Knowing what this poor fallen man
had once been, her whole soul was moved by the shuddering terror
with which he had appealed to her—the outcast woman—for support against
his instinctively discovered enemy. She decided, moreover, that he had
a right to her utmost aid. Little accustomed, in her long seclusion
from society, to measure her ideas of right and wrong by any standard
external to herself, Hester saw—or seemed to see—that there lay a
responsibility upon her in reference to the clergyman, which she owned to
no other, nor to the whole world besides. The links that united
her to the rest of humankind—links of flowers, or silk, or gold, or
whatever the material—had all been broken. Here was the iron link
of mutual crime, which neither he nor she could break. Like
all other ties, it brought along with it its obligations.
Hester Prynne did not now occupy precisely the same position in which we
beheld her during the earlier periods of her ignominy. Years had come and
gone. Pearl was now seven years old. Her mother, with the scarlet
letter on her breast, glittering in its fantastic embroidery, had long been a
familiar object to the townspeople. As is apt to be the case when a
person stands out in any prominence before the community, and, at the same
time, interferes neither with public nor individual interests
and convenience, a species of general regard had ultimately grown up in
reference to Hester Prynne. It is to the credit of human nature that,
except where its selfishness is brought into play, it loves more readily than
it hates. Hatred, by a gradual and quiet process, will even be
transformed to love, unless the change be impeded by a continually new
irritation of the original feeling of hostility. In this matter of
Hester Prynne there was neither irritation nor irksomeness. She never
battled with the public, but submitted uncomplainingly to its worst usage;
she made no claim upon it in requital for what she suffered; she did not
weigh upon its sympathies. Then, also, the blameless purity of her life
during all these years in which she had been set apart to infamy was reckoned
largely in her favour. With nothing now to lose, in the sight of
mankind, and with no hope, and seemingly no wish, of gaining anything, it
could only be a genuine regard for virtue that had brought back the poor
wanderer to its paths.
It was perceived, too, that while Hester never put forward even the
humblest title to share in the world's privileges—further than to breathe
the common air and earn daily bread for little Pearl and herself by the
faithful labour of her hands—she was quick to acknowledge her sisterhood
with the race of man whenever benefits were to be conferred. None so
ready as she to give of her little substance to every demand of poverty,
even though the bitter-hearted pauper threw back a gibe in requital of the
food brought regularly to his door, or the garments wrought for him by the
fingers that could have embroidered a monarch's robe. None so
self-devoted as Hester when pestilence stalked through the town. In all
seasons of calamity, indeed, whether general or of individuals, the outcast
of society at once found her place. She came, not as a guest, but as a
rightful inmate, into the household that was darkened by trouble, as if its
gloomy twilight were a medium in which she was entitled to
hold intercourse with her fellow-creature There glimmered the embroidered
letter, with comfort in its unearthly ray. Elsewhere the token of sin,
it was the taper of the sick chamber. It had even thrown its gleam, in
the sufferer's bard extremity, across the verge of time. It had shown
him where to set his foot, while the light of earth was fast becoming dim,
and ere the light of futurity could reach him. In such emergencies
Hester's nature showed itself warm and rich—a well-spring of human
tenderness, unfailing to every real demand, and inexhaustible by the
largest. Her breast, with its badge of shame, was but the softer
pillow for the head that needed one. She was self-ordained a Sister
of Mercy, or, we may rather say, the world's heavy hand had so ordained
her, when neither the world nor she looked forward to this result. The
letter was the symbol of her calling. Such helpfulness was found in
her—so much power to do, and power to sympathise—that many people refused
to interpret the scarlet A by its original signification. They said
that it meant Abel, so strong was Hester Prynne, with a woman's
strength.
It was only the darkened house that could contain her.
When sunshine came again, she was not there. Her shadow had
faded across the threshold. The helpful inmate had departed,
without one backward glance to gather up the meed of gratitude, if
any were in the hearts of those whom she had served so zealously. Meeting
them in the street, she never raised her head to receive their
greeting. If they were resolute to accost her, she laid her finger on
the scarlet letter, and passed on. This might be pride, but was so like
humility, that it produced all the softening influence of the latter quality
on the public mind. The public is despotic in its temper; it is capable of
denying common justice when too strenuously demanded as a right; but quite
as frequently it awards more than justice, when the appeal is made, as
despots love to have it made, entirely to its generosity. Interpreting
Hester Prynne's deportment as an appeal of this nature, society was inclined
to show its former victim a more benign countenance than she cared to be
favoured with, or, perchance, than she deserved.
The rulers, and the wise and learned men of the community, were longer
in acknowledging the influence of Hester's good qualities than the
people. The prejudices which they shared in common with the latter were
fortified in themselves by an iron frame-work of reasoning, that made it a
far tougher labour to expel them. Day by day, nevertheless, their sour
and rigid wrinkles were relaxing into something which, in the due course of
years, might grow to be an expression of almost benevolence. Thus it
was with the men of rank, on whom their eminent position imposed the
guardianship of the public morals. Individuals in private life,
meanwhile, had quite forgiven Hester Prynne for her frailty; nay, more,
they had begun to look upon the scarlet letter as the token, not of that
one sin for which she had borne so long and dreary a penance, but of her many
good deeds since. "Do you see that woman with the embroidered badge?"
they would say to strangers. "It is our Hester—the town's own Hester—who is
so kind to the poor, so helpful to the sick, so comfortable to
the afflicted!" Then, it is true, the propensity of human nature to tell
the very worst of itself, when embodied in the person of another, would
constrain them to whisper the black scandal of bygone years. It was
none the less a fact, however, that in the eyes of the very men who spoke
thus, the scarlet letter had the effect of the cross on a nun's bosom.
It imparted to the wearer a kind of sacredness, which enabled her to walk
securely amid all peril. Had she fallen among thieves, it would have
kept her safe. It was reported, and believed by many, that an Indian
had drawn his arrow against the badge, and that the missile struck it, and
fell harmless to the ground.
The effect of the symbol—or rather, of the position in respect to
society that was indicated by it—on the mind of Hester Prynne herself was
powerful and peculiar. All the light and graceful foliage of her
character had been withered up by this red-hot brand, and had long ago fallen
away, leaving a bare and harsh outline, which might have been repulsive had
she possessed friends or companions to be repelled by it. Even
the attractiveness of her person had undergone a similar change.
It might be partly owing to the studied austerity of her dress, and partly
to the lack of demonstration in her manners. It was a
sad transformation, too, that her rich and luxuriant hair had either been
cut off, or was so completely hidden by a cap, that not a shining lock of it
ever once gushed into the sunshine. It was due in part to all these
causes, but still more to something else, that there seemed to be no longer
anything in Hester's face for Love to dwell upon; nothing in Hester's form,
though majestic and statue like, that Passion would ever dream of clasping in
its embrace; nothing in Hester's bosom to make it ever again the pillow of
Affection. Some attribute had departed from her, the permanence of
which had been essential to keep her a woman. Such is frequently the
fate, and such the stern development, of the feminine character and person,
when the woman has encountered, and lived through, an experience of peculiar
severity. If she be all tenderness, she will die. If she survive,
the tenderness will either be crushed out of her, or—and the
outward semblance is the same—crushed so deeply into her heart that
it can never show itself more. The latter is perhaps the
truest theory. She who has once been a woman, and ceased to be
so, might at any moment become a woman again, if there were only the magic
touch to effect the transformation. We shall see whether Hester Prynne
were ever afterwards so touched and so transfigured.
Much of the marble coldness of Hester's impression was to be attributed
to the circumstance that her life had turned, in a great measure, from
passion and feeling to thought. Standing alone in the world—alone, as
to any dependence on society, and with little Pearl to be guided and
protected—alone, and hopeless of retrieving her position, even had she not
scorned to consider it desirable—she cast away the fragment a
broken chain. The world's law was no law for her mind. It was an
age in which the human intellect, newly emancipated, had taken a
more active and a wider range than for many centuries before. Men
of the sword had overthrown nobles and kings. Men bolder than
these had overthrown and rearranged—not actually, but within the sphere
of theory, which was their most real abode—the whole system of ancient
prejudice, wherewith was linked much of ancient principle. Hester
Prynne imbibed this spirit. She assumed a freedom of speculation, then
common enough on the other side of the Atlantic, but which our forefathers,
had they known it, would have held to be a deadlier crime than that
stigmatised by the scarlet letter. In her lonesome cottage, by the
seashore, thoughts visited her such as dared to enter no other dwelling in
New England; shadowy guests, that would have been as perilous as demons to
their entertainer, could they have been seen so much as knocking at her
door.
It is remarkable that persons who speculate the most boldly
often conform with the most perfect quietude to the external regulations
of society. The thought suffices them, without investing itself in the
flesh and blood of action. So it seemed to be with Hester. Yet,
had little Pearl never come to her from the spiritual world, it might have
been far otherwise. Then she might have come down to us in history,
hand in hand with Ann Hutchinson, as the foundress of a religious sect.
She might, in one of her phases, have been a prophetess. She might, and
not improbably would, have suffered death from the stern tribunals of the
period, for attempting to undermine the foundations of the Puritan
establishment. But, in the education of her child, the mother's
enthusiasm thought had something to wreak itself upon. Providence, in the
person of this little girl, had assigned to Hester's charge, the germ and
blossom of womanhood, to be cherished and developed amid a host of
difficulties. Everything was against her. The world was
hostile. The child's own nature had something wrong in it which
continually betokened that she had been born amiss—the effluence of her
mother's lawless passion—and often impelled Hester to ask, in bitterness
of heart, whether it were for ill or good that the poor little creature
had been born at all.
Indeed, the same dark question often rose into her mind with reference
to the whole race of womanhood. Was existence worth accepting even to
the happiest among them? As concerned her own individual existence, she
had long ago decided in the negative, and dismissed the point as
settled. A tendency to speculation, though it may keep women quiet, as
it does man, yet makes her sad. She discerns, it may be, such a
hopeless task before her. As a first step, the whole system of society
is to be torn down and built up anew. Then the very nature of the
opposite sex, or its long hereditary habit, which has become like nature, is
to be essentially modified before woman can be allowed to assume what seems a
fair and suitable position. Finally, all other difficulties
being obviated, woman cannot take advantage of these preliminary reforms
until she herself shall have undergone a still mightier change, in which,
perhaps, the ethereal essence, wherein she has her truest life, will be found
to have evaporated. A woman never overcomes these problems by any
exercise of thought. They are not to be solved, or only in one
way. If her heart chance to come uppermost, they vanish. Thus
Hester Prynne, whose heart had lost its regular and healthy throb, wandered
without a clue in the dark labyrinth of mind; now turned aside by an
insurmountable precipice; now starting back from a deep chasm. There
was wild and ghastly scenery all around her, and a home and
comfort nowhere. At times a fearful doubt strove to possess her
soul, whether it were not better to send Pearl at once to Heaven, and go
herself to such futurity as Eternal Justice should provide.
The scarlet letter had not done its office. Now, however, her interview
with the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale, on the night of his vigil, had given her a
new theme of reflection, and held up to her an object that appeared worthy
of any exertion and sacrifice for its attainment. She had witnessed the
intense misery beneath which the minister struggled, or, to speak more
accurately, had ceased to struggle. She saw that he stood on the verge of
lunacy, if he had not already stepped across it. It was impossible to
doubt that, whatever painful efficacy there might be in the secret sting
of remorse, a deadlier venom had been infused into it by the hand that
proffered relief. A secret enemy had been continually by his side,
under the semblance of a friend and helper, and had availed himself of the
opportunities thus afforded for tampering with the delicate springs of Mr.
Dimmesdale's nature. Hester could not but ask herself whether there had
not originally been a defect of truth, courage, and loyalty on her own part,
in allowing the minister to be thrown into position where so much evil was
to be foreboded and nothing auspicious to be hoped. Her only
justification lay in the fact that she had been able to discern no method of
rescuing him from a blacker ruin than had overwhelmed herself except by
acquiescing in Roger Chillingworth's scheme of disguise. Under that
impulse she had made her choice, and had chosen, as it now appeared, the
more wretched alternative of the two. She determined to redeem
her error so far as it might yet be possible. Strengthened by
years of hard and solemn trial, she felt herself no longer so inadequate
to cope with Roger Chillingworth as on that night, abased by sin and
half-maddened by the ignominy that was still new, when they had talked
together in the prison-chamber. She had climbed her way since then to a
higher point. The old man, on the other hand, had brought
himself nearer to her level, or, perhaps, below it, by the revenge
which he had stooped for.
In fine, Hester Prynne resolved to meet her former husband, and do what
might be in her power for the rescue of the victim on whom he had so
evidently set his gripe. The occasion was not long to seek. One
afternoon, walking with Pearl in a retired part of the peninsula, she beheld
the old physician with a basket on one arm and a staff in the other hand,
stooping along the ground in quest of roots and herbs to concoct his
medicine withal.
XIV. HESTER AND THE PHYSICIAN
Hester bade little Pearl run down to the margin of the water, and play
with the shells and tangled sea-weed, until she should have talked awhile
with yonder gatherer of herbs. So the child flew away like a bird, and,
making bare her small white feet went pattering along the moist margin of the
sea. Here and there she came to a full stop, ad peeped curiously into a
pool, left by the retiring tide as a mirror for Pearl to see her face
in. Forth peeped at her, out of the pool, with dark, glistening
curls around her head, and an elf-smile in her eyes, the image of a little
maid whom Pearl, having no other playmate, invited to take her hand and run a
race with her. But the visionary little maid on her part, beckoned
likewise, as if to say—"This is a better place; come thou into the pool."
And Pearl, stepping in mid-leg deep, beheld her own white feet at the bottom;
while, out of a still lower depth, came the gleam of a kind of
fragmentary smile, floating to and fro in the agitated water.
Meanwhile her mother had accosted the physician. "I would speak a
word with you," said she—"a word that concerns us much."
"Aha! and is it Mistress Hester that has a word for old Roger
Chillingworth?" answered he, raising himself from his stooping posture.
"With all my heart! Why, mistress, I hear good tidings of you on all
hands! No longer ago than yester-eve, a magistrate, a wise and godly
man, was discoursing of your affairs, Mistress Hester, and whispered me that
there had been question concerning you in the council. It was debated
whether or no, with safety to the commonweal, yonder scarlet letter
might be taken off your bosom. On my life, Hester, I made my
intreaty to the worshipful magistrate that it might be done forthwith."
"It lies not in the pleasure of the magistrates to take off the badge,"
calmly replied Hester. "Were I worthy to be quit of it, it would fall
away of its own nature, or be transformed into something that should speak a
different purport."
"Nay, then, wear it, if it suit you better," rejoined he, "A woman must
needs follow her own fancy touching the adornment of her person. The
letter is gaily embroidered, and shows right bravely on your bosom!"
All this while Hester had been looking steadily at the old man, and was
shocked, as well as wonder-smitten, to discern what a change had been wrought
upon him within the past seven years. It was not so much that he had
grown older; for though the traces of advancing life were visible he bore his
age well, and seemed to retain a wiry vigour and alertness. But the
former aspect of an intellectual and studious man, calm and quiet, which was
what she best remembered in him, had altogether vanished, and
been succeeded by a eager, searching, almost fierce, yet carefully guarded
look. It seemed to be his wish and purpose to mask this expression with
a smile, but the latter played him false, and flickered over his visage so
derisively that the spectator could see his blackness all the better for
it. Ever and anon, too, there came a glare of red light out of his
eyes, as if the old man's soul were on fire and kept on
smouldering duskily within his breast, until by some casual puff of
passion it was blown into a momentary flame. This he repressed
as speedily as possible, and strove to look as if nothing of the kind had
happened.
In a word, old Roger Chillingworth was a striking evidence of man's
faculty of transforming himself into a devil, if he will only, for a
reasonable space of time, undertake a devil's office. This unhappy person had
effected such a transformation by devoting himself for seven years to the
constant analysis of a heart full of torture, and deriving his enjoyment
thence, and adding fuel to those fiery tortures which he analysed and
gloated over.
The scarlet letter burned on Hester Prynne's bosom. Here
was another ruin, the responsibility of which came partly home
to her.
"What see you in my face," asked the physician, "that you look at it so
earnestly?"
"Something that would make me weep, if there were any tears bitter
enough for it," answered she. "But let it pass! It is of yonder
miserable man that I would speak."
"And what of him?" cried Roger Chillingworth, eagerly, as if he loved
the topic, and were glad of an opportunity to discuss it with the only person
of whom he could make a confidant. "Not to hide the truth, Mistress
Hester, my thoughts happen just now to be busy with the gentleman. So
speak freely and I will make answer."
"When we last spake together," said Hester, "now seven years ago, it was
your pleasure to extort a promise of secrecy as touching the former relation
betwixt yourself and me. As the life and good fame of yonder man were
in your hands there seemed no choice to me, save to be silent in accordance
with your behest. Yet it was not without heavy misgivings that I thus
bound myself, for, having cast off all duty towards other human beings,
there remained a duty towards him, and something whispered me that I was
betraying it in pledging myself to keep your counsel. Since that day no
man is so near to him as you. You tread behind his every
footstep. You are beside him, sleeping and waking. You search his
thoughts. You burrow and rankle in his heart! Your clutch is on
his life, and you cause him to die daily a living death, and still he knows
you not. In permitting this I have surely acted a false part by the
only man to whom the power was left me to be true!"
"What choice had you?" asked Roger Chillingworth. "My
finger, pointed at this man, would have hurled him from his pulpit into
a dungeon, thence, peradventure, to the gallows!"
"It had been better so!" said Hester Prynne.
"What evil have I done the man?" asked Roger Chillingworth again. "I
tell thee, Hester Prynne, the richest fee that ever physician earned from
monarch could not have bought such care as I have wasted on this miserable
priest! But for my aid his life would have burned away in torments
within the first two years after the perpetration of his crime and
thine. For, Hester, his spirit lacked the strength that could have
borne up, as thine has, beneath a burden like thy scarlet letter. Oh,
I could reveal a goodly secret! But enough. What art can do,
I have exhausted on him. That he now breathes and creeps about
on earth is owing all to me!"
"Better he had died at once!" said Hester Prynne.
"Yea, woman, thou sayest truly!" cried old Roger Chillingworth, letting
the lurid fire of his heart blaze out before her eyes. "Better had he
died at once! Never did mortal suffer what this man has suffered.
And all, all, in the sight of his worst enemy! He has been conscious of
me. He has felt an influence dwelling always upon him like a
curse. He knew, by some spiritual sense—for the Creator never made
another being so sensitive as this—he knew that no friendly hand was pulling
at his heartstrings, and that an eye was looking curiously into him, which
sought only evil, and found it. But he knew not that the eye and hand
were mine! With the superstition common to his brotherhood,
he fancied himself given over to a fiend, to be tortured with frightful
dreams and desperate thoughts, the sting of remorse and despair of pardon, as
a foretaste of what awaits him beyond the grave. But it was the
constant shadow of my presence, the closest propinquity of the man whom he
had most vilely wronged, and who had grown to exist only by this perpetual
poison of the direst revenge! Yea, indeed, he did not err, there was a
fiend at his elbow! A mortal man, with once a human heart,
has become a fiend for his especial torment."
The unfortunate physician, while uttering these words, lifted his hands
with a look of horror, as if he had beheld some frightful shape, which he
could not recognise, usurping the place of his own image in a glass. It
was one of those moments—which sometimes occur only at the interval of
years—when a man's moral aspect is faithfully revealed to his mind's
eye. Not improbably he had never before viewed himself as he did
now.
"Hast thou not tortured him enough?" said Hester, noticing the old man's
look. "Has he not paid thee all?"
"No, no! He has but increased the debt!" answered the
physician, and as he proceeded, his manner lost its fiercer
characteristics, and subsided into gloom. "Dost thou remember me,
Hester, as I was nine years agone? Even then I was in the autumn of my
days, nor was it the early autumn. But all my life had been made up
of earnest, studious, thoughtful, quiet years, bestowed faithfully for the
increase of mine own knowledge, and faithfully, too, though this latter
object was but casual to the other—faithfully for the advancement of human
welfare. No life had been more peaceful and innocent than mine; few
lives so rich with benefits conferred. Dost thou remember me? Was
I not, though you might deem me cold, nevertheless a man thoughtful for
others, craving little for himself—kind, true, just and of constant, if
not warm affections? Was I not all this?"
"All this, and more," said Hester.
"And what am I now?" demanded he, looking into her face, and permitting
the whole evil within him to be written on his features. "I have
already told thee what I am—a fiend! Who made me so?"
"It was myself," cried Hester, shuddering. "It was I, not
less than he. Why hast thou not avenged thyself on me?"
"I have left thee to the scarlet letter," replied
Roger Chillingworth. "If that has not avenged me, I can do no
more!"
He laid his finger on it with a smile.
"It has avenged thee," answered Hester Prynne.
"I judged no less," said the physician. "And now what wouldst thou
with me touching this man?"
"I must reveal the secret," answered Hester, firmly. "He
must discern thee in thy true character. What may be the result
I know not. But this long debt of confidence, due from me to
him, whose bane and ruin I have been, shall at length be paid. So
far as concerns the overthrow or preservation of his fair fame and his
earthly state, and perchance his life, he is in my hands. Nor do I—whom the
scarlet letter has disciplined to truth, though it be the truth of red-hot
iron entering into the soul—nor do I perceive such advantage in his living
any longer a life of ghastly emptiness, that I shall stoop to implore thy
mercy. Do with him as thou wilt! There is no good for him, no good
for me, no good for thee. There is no good for little Pearl.
There is no path to guide us out of this dismal maze."
"Woman, I could well-nigh pity thee," said Roger Chillingworth, unable
to restrain a thrill of admiration too, for there was a quality almost
majestic in the despair which she expressed. "Thou hadst great
elements. Peradventure, hadst thou met earlier with a better love than
mine, this evil had not been. I pity thee, for the good that has been
wasted in thy nature."
"And I thee," answered Hester Prynne, "for the hatred that
has transformed a wise and just man to a fiend! Wilt thou yet
purge it out of thee, and be once more human? If not for his
sake, then doubly for thine own! Forgive, and leave his
further retribution to the Power that claims it! I said, but now,
that there could be no good event for him, or thee, or me, who are here
wandering together in this gloomy maze of evil, and stumbling at every step
over the guilt wherewith we have strewn our path. It is not so!
There might be good for thee, and thee alone, since thou hast been deeply
wronged and hast it at thy will to pardon. Wilt thou give up that only
privilege? Wilt thou reject that priceless benefit?"
"Peace, Hester—peace!" replied the old man, with gloomy sternness—"it
is not granted me to pardon. I have no such power as thou tellest me
of. My old faith, long forgotten, comes back to me, and explains all
that we do, and all we suffer. By thy first step awry, thou didst plant
the germ of evil; but since that moment it has all been a dark
necessity. Ye that have wronged me are not sinful, save in a kind of
typical illusion; neither am I fiend-like, who have snatched a fiend's office
from his hands. It is our fate. Let the black flower blossom as
it may! Now, go thy ways, and deal as thou wilt with yonder man."
He waved his hand, and betook himself again to his employment
of gathering herbs.
XV. HESTER AND PEARL
So Roger Chillingworth—a deformed old figure with a face that haunted
men's memories longer than they liked—took leave of Hester Prynne, and went
stooping away along the earth. He gathered here and there a herb, or
grubbed up a root and put it into the basket on his arm. His gray beard
almost touched the ground as he crept onward. Hester gazed after him a
little while, looking with a half fantastic curiosity to see whether
the tender grass of early spring would not be blighted beneath him and
show the wavering track of his footsteps, sere and brown, across its cheerful
verdure. She wondered what sort of herbs they were which the old man
was so sedulous to gather. Would not the earth, quickened to an evil
purpose by the sympathy of his eye, greet him with poisonous shrubs of
species hitherto unknown, that would start up under his fingers? Or
might it suffice him that every wholesome growth should be converted into
something deleterious and malignant at his touch? Did the sun, which
shone so brightly everywhere else, really fall upon him? Or was
there, as it rather seemed, a circle of ominous shadow moving along
with his deformity whichever way he turned himself? And whither
was he now going? Would he not suddenly sink into the earth, leaving
a barren and blasted spot, where, in due course of time, would be seen deadly
nightshade, dogwood, henbane, and whatever else of vegetable wickedness the
climate could produce, all flourishing with hideous luxuriance? Or
would he spread bat's wings and flee away, looking so much the uglier the
higher he rose towards heaven?
"Be it sin or no," said Hester Prynne, bitterly, as still she gazed
after him, "I hate the man!"
She upbraided herself for the sentiment, but could not overcome or
lessen it. Attempting to do so, she thought of those long-past days in
a distant land, when he used to emerge at eventide from the seclusion of his
study and sit down in the firelight of their home, and in the light of her
nuptial smile. He needed to bask himself in that smile, he said, in order
that the chill of so many lonely hours among his books might be taken off
the scholar's heart. Such scenes had once appeared not otherwise than
happy, but now, as viewed through the dismal medium of her subsequent life,
they classed themselves among her ugliest remembrances. She marvelled
how such scenes could have been! She marvelled how she could ever have
been wrought upon to marry him! She deemed in her crime most to be
repented of, that she had ever endured and reciprocated the lukewarm grasp of
his hand, and had suffered the smile of her lips and eyes to mingle and
melt into his own. And it seemed a fouler offence committed by Roger
Chillingworth than any which had since been done him, that, in the time when
her heart knew no better, he had persuaded her to fancy herself happy by his
side.
"Yes, I hate him!" repeated Hester more bitterly than before. "He
betrayed me! He has done me worse wrong than I did him!"
Let men tremble to win the hand of woman, unless they win along with it
the utmost passion of her heart! Else it may be their miserable
fortune, as it was Roger Chillingworth's, when some mightier touch than their
own may have awakened all her sensibilities, to be reproached even for the
calm content, the marble image of happiness, which they will have imposed
upon her as the warm reality. But Hester ought long ago to have done
with this injustice. What did it betoken? Had seven long
years, under the torture of the scarlet letter, inflicted so much
of misery and wrought out no repentance?
The emotion of that brief space, while she stood gazing after
the crooked figure of old Roger Chillingworth, threw a dark light
on Hester's state of mind, revealing much that she might not otherwise
have acknowledged to herself.
He being gone, she summoned back her child.
"Pearl! Little Pearl! Where are you?"
Pearl, whose activity of spirit never flagged, had been at no loss for
amusement while her mother talked with the old gatherer of herbs. At
first, as already told, she had flirted fancifully with her own image in a
pool of water, beckoning the phantom forth, and—as it declined to
venture—seeking a passage for herself into its sphere of impalpable earth
and unattainable sky. Soon finding, however, that either she or the image was
unreal, she turned elsewhere for better pastime. She made little
boats out of birch-bark, and freighted them with snailshells, and sent out
more ventures on the mighty deep than any merchant in New England; but the
larger part of them foundered near the shore. She seized a
live horse-shoe by the tail, and made prize of several five-fingers, and
laid out a jelly-fish to melt in the warm sun. Then she took up the
white foam that streaked the line of the advancing tide, and threw it upon
the breeze, scampering after it with winged footsteps to catch the great
snowflakes ere they fell. Perceiving a flock of beach-birds that fed and
fluttered along the shore, the naughty child picked up her apron full of
pebbles, and, creeping from rock to rock after these small
sea-fowl, displayed remarkable dexterity in pelting them. One little
gray bird, with a white breast, Pearl was almost sure had been hit by a
pebble, and fluttered away with a broken wing. But then the elf-child
sighed, and gave up her sport, because it grieved her to have done harm to a
little being that was as wild as the sea-breeze, or as wild as Pearl
herself.
Her final employment was to gather seaweed of various kinds, and make
herself a scarf or mantle, and a head-dress, and thus assume the aspect of a
little mermaid. She inherited her mother's gift for devising drapery
and costume. As the last touch to her mermaid's garb, Pearl took some
eel-grass and imitated, as best she could, on her own bosom the decoration
with which she was so familiar on her mother's. A letter—the letter
A—but freshly green instead of scarlet. The child bent her chin upon
her breast, and contemplated this device with strange interest, even as if
the one only thing for which she had been sent into the world was to make out
its hidden import.
"I wonder if mother will ask me what it means?" thought Pearl.
Just then she heard her mother's voice, and, flitting along as lightly
as one of the little sea-birds, appeared before Hester Prynne dancing,
laughing, and pointing her finger to the ornament upon her bosom.
"My little Pearl," said Hester, after a moment's silence, "the green
letter, and on thy childish bosom, has no purport. But dost thou know,
my child, what this letter means which thy mother is doomed to wear?"
"Yes, mother," said the child. "It is the great letter A.
Thou hast taught me in the horn-book. "
Hester looked steadily into her little face; but though there was that
singular expression which she had so often remarked in her black eyes, she
could not satisfy herself whether Pearl really attached any meaning to the
symbol. She felt a morbid desire to ascertain the point.
"Dost thou know, child, wherefore thy mother wears this letter?"
"Truly do I!" answered Pearl, looking brightly into her
mother's face. "It is for the same reason that the minister keeps
his hand over his heart!"
"And what reason is that?" asked Hester, half smiling at the absurd
incongruity of the child's observation; but on second thoughts turning
pale.
"What has the letter to do with any heart save mine?"
"Nay, mother, I have told all I know," said Pearl, more seriously than
she was wont to speak. "Ask yonder old man whom thou hast been talking
with,—it may be he can tell. But in good earnest now, mother dear,
what does this scarlet letter mean?—and why dost thou wear it on thy
bosom?—and why does the minister keep his hand over his heart?"
She took her mother's hand in both her own, and gazed into her eyes with
an earnestness that was seldom seen in her wild and capricious
character. The thought occurred to Hester, that the child might really
be seeking to approach her with childlike confidence, and doing what she
could, and as intelligently as she knew how, to establish a meeting-point of
sympathy. It showed Pearl in an unwonted aspect. Heretofore, the
mother, while loving her child with the intensity of a sole affection, had
schooled herself to hope for little other return than the waywardness
of an April breeze, which spends its time in airy sport, and has its gusts
of inexplicable passion, and is petulant in its best of moods, and chills
oftener than caresses you, when you take it to your bosom; in requital of
which misdemeanours it will sometimes, of its own vague purpose, kiss your
cheek with a kind of doubtful tenderness, and play gently with your hair, and
then be gone about its other idle business, leaving a dreamy pleasure at
your heart. And this, moreover, was a mother's estimate of
the child's disposition. Any other observer might have seen few
but unamiable traits, and have given them a far darker colouring. But now
the idea came strongly into Hester's mind, that Pearl, with her remarkable
precocity and acuteness, might already have approached the age when she could
have been made a friend, and intrusted with as much of her mother's sorrows
as could be imparted, without irreverence either to the parent or the
child. In the little chaos of Pearl's character there might be seen
emerging and could have been from the very first—the steadfast principles of
an unflinching courage—an uncontrollable will—sturdy pride, which might
be disciplined into self-respect—and a bitter scorn of many things which,
when examined, might be found to have the taint of falsehood in them.
She possessed affections, too, though hitherto acrid and disagreeable, as are
the richest flavours of unripe fruit. With all these sterling
attributes, thought Hester, the evil which she inherited from her mother
must be great indeed, if a noble woman do not grow out of this
elfish child.
Pearl's inevitable tendency to hover about the enigma of the scarlet
letter seemed an innate quality of her being. From the earliest epoch
of her conscious life, she had entered upon this as her appointed
mission. Hester had often fancied that Providence had a design of
justice and retribution, in endowing the child with this marked propensity;
but never, until now, had she bethought herself to ask, whether, linked with
that design, there might not likewise be a purpose of mercy and
beneficence. If little Pearl were entertained with faith and trust, as
a spirit messenger no less than an earthly child, might it not be her
errand to soothe away the sorrow that lay cold in her mother's heart, and
converted it into a tomb?—and to help her to overcome the passion, once so
wild, and even yet neither dead nor asleep, but only imprisoned within the
same tomb-like heart?
Such were some of the thoughts that now stirred in Hester's mind, with
as much vivacity of impression as if they had actually been whispered into
her ear. And there was little Pearl, all this while, holding her
mother's hand in both her own, and turning her face upward, while she put
these searching questions, once and again, and still a third time.
"What does the letter mean, mother? and why dost thou wear it? and
why does the minister keep his hand over his heart?"
"What shall I say?" thought Hester to herself. "No! if this
be the price of the child's sympathy, I cannot pay it. "
Then she spoke aloud—
"Silly Pearl," said she, "what questions are these? There are many
things in this world that a child must not ask about. What know I of
the minister's heart? And as for the scarlet letter, I wear it for the
sake of its gold thread."
In all the seven bygone years, Hester Prynne had never before been false
to the symbol on her bosom. It may be that it was the talisman of a
stern and severe, but yet a guardian spirit, who now forsook her; as
recognising that, in spite of his strict watch over her heart, some new evil
had crept into it, or some old one had never been expelled. As for
little Pearl, the earnestness soon passed out of her face.
But the child did not see fit to let the matter drop. Two or three
times, as her mother and she went homeward, and as often at supper-time, and
while Hester was putting her to bed, and once after she seemed to be fairly
asleep, Pearl looked up, with mischief gleaming in her black eyes.
"Mother," said she, "what does the scarlet letter mean?"
And the next morning, the first indication the child gave of being awake
was by popping up her head from the pillow, and making that other enquiry,
which she had so unaccountably connected with her investigations about the
scarlet letter—
"Mother!—Mother!—Why does the minister keep his hand over
his heart?"
"Hold thy tongue, naughty child!" answered her mother, with an asperity
that she had never permitted to herself before. "Do not tease me; else
I shall put thee into the dark closet!"
XVI. A FOREST WALK
Hester Prynne remained constant in her resolve to make known to Mr.
Dimmesdale, at whatever risk of present pain or ulterior consequences, the
true character of the man who had crept into his intimacy. For several
days, however, she vainly sought an opportunity of addressing him in some of
the meditative walks which she knew him to be in the habit of taking along
the shores of the Peninsula, or on the wooded hills of the
neighbouring country. There would have been no scandal, indeed, nor
peril to the holy whiteness of the clergyman's good fame, had she
visited him in his own study, where many a penitent, ere now,
had confessed sins of perhaps as deep a dye as the one betokened by the
scarlet letter. But, partly that she dreaded the secret or undisguised
interference of old Roger Chillingworth, and partly that her conscious heart
imparted suspicion where none could have been felt, and partly that both the
minister and she would need the whole wide world to breathe in, while they
talked together—for all these reasons Hester never thought of meeting him in
any narrower privacy than beneath the open sky.
At last, while attending a sick chamber, whither the Rev.
Mr. Dimmesdale had been summoned to make a prayer, she learnt that he had
gone, the day before, to visit the Apostle Eliot, among his Indian
converts. He would probably return by a certain hour in the afternoon
of the morrow. Betimes, therefore, the next day, Hester took little
Pearl—who was necessarily the companion of all her mother's expeditions,
however inconvenient her presence—and set forth.
The road, after the two wayfarers had crossed from the Peninsula to the
mainland, was no other than a foot-path. It straggled onward into the
mystery of the primeval forest. This hemmed it in so narrowly, and
stood so black and dense on either side, and disclosed such imperfect
glimpses of the sky above, that, to Hester's mind, it imaged not amiss the
moral wilderness in which she had so long been wandering. The day was
chill and sombre. Overhead was a gray expanse of cloud, slightly stirred,
however, by a breeze; so that a gleam of flickering sunshine might now
and then be seen at its solitary play along the path. This
flitting cheerfulness was always at the further extremity of some
long vista through the forest. The sportive
sunlight—feebly sportive, at best, in the predominant pensiveness of the day
and scene—withdrew itself as they came nigh, and left the spots where it
had danced the drearier, because they had hoped to find them bright.
"Mother," said little Pearl, "the sunshine does not love you.
It runs away and hides itself, because it is afraid of something on your
bosom. Now, see! There it is, playing a good way off. Stand you
here, and let me run and catch it. I am but a child. It will not flee
from me—for I wear nothing on my bosom yet!"
"Nor ever will, my child, I hope," said Hester.
"And why not, mother?" asked Pearl, stopping short, just at
the beginning of her race. "Will not it come of its own accord
when I am a woman grown?"
"Run away, child," answered her mother, "and catch the sunshine. It will
soon be gone "
Pearl set forth at a great pace, and as Hester smiled to perceive, did
actually catch the sunshine, and stood laughing in the midst of it, all
brightened by its splendour, and scintillating with the vivacity excited by
rapid motion. The light lingered about the lonely child, as if glad of
such a playmate, until her mother had drawn almost nigh enough to
step into the magic circle too.
"It will go now," said Pearl, shaking her head.
"See!" answered Hester, smiling; "now I can stretch out my hand and
grasp some of it."
As she attempted to do so, the sunshine vanished; or, to judge from the
bright expression that was dancing on Pearl's features, her mother could have
fancied that the child had absorbed it into herself, and would give it forth
again, with a gleam about her path, as they should plunge into some gloomier
shade. There was no other attribute that so much impressed her with a
sense of new and untransmitted vigour in Pearl's nature, as this never
failing vivacity of spirits: she had not the disease of sadness,
which almost all children, in these latter days, inherit, with
the scrofula, from the troubles of their ancestors. Perhaps
this, too, was a disease, and but the reflex of the wild energy with which
Hester had fought against her sorrows before Pearl's birth. It was certainly
a doubtful charm, imparting a hard, metallic lustre to the child's
character. She wanted—what some people want throughout life—a grief
that should deeply touch her, and thus humanise and make her capable of
sympathy. But there was time enough yet for little Pearl.
"Come, my child!" said Hester, looking about her from the spot where
Pearl had stood still in the sunshine—"we will sit down a little way within
the wood, and rest ourselves."
"I am not aweary, mother," replied the little girl. "But you
may sit down, if you will tell me a story meanwhile."
"A story, child!" said Hester. "And about what?"
"Oh, a story about the Black Man," answered Pearl, taking hold of her
mother's gown, and looking up, half earnestly, half mischievously, into her
face.
"How he haunts this forest, and carries a book with him a big, heavy
book, with iron clasps; and how this ugly Black Man offers his book and an
iron pen to everybody that meets him here among the trees; and they are to
write their names with their own blood; and then he sets his mark on their
bosoms. Didst thou ever meet the Black Man, mother?"
"And who told you this story, Pearl," asked her mother, recognising a
common superstition of the period.
"It was the old dame in the chimney corner, at the house where you
watched last night," said the child. "But she fancied me asleep while
she was talking of it. She said that a thousand and a thousand people
had met him here, and had written in his book, and have his mark on
them. And that ugly tempered lady, old Mistress Hibbins, was one.
And, mother, the old dame said that this scarlet letter was the Black Man's
mark on thee, and that it glows like a red flame when thou meetest him at
midnight, here in the dark wood. Is it true, mother? And dost
thou go to meet him in the nighttime?"
"Didst thou ever awake and find thy mother gone?" asked Hester. "Not
that I remember," said the child. "If thou fearest to leave me in our
cottage, thou mightest take me along with thee. I would very gladly
go! But, mother, tell me now! Is there such a Black Man?
And didst thou ever meet him? And is this his mark?"
"Wilt thou let me be at peace, if I once tell thee?" asked
her mother.
"Yes, if thou tellest me all," answered Pearl.
"Once in my life I met the Black Man!" said her mother.
This scarlet letter is his mark!"
Thus conversing, they entered sufficiently deep into the wood to secure
themselves from the observation of any casual passenger along the forest
track. Here they sat down on a luxuriant heap of moss; which at some
epoch of the preceding century, had been a gigantic pine, with its roots and
trunk in the darksome shade, and its head aloft in the upper atmosphere It
was a little dell where they had seated themselves, with a leaf-strewn bank
rising gently on either side, and a brook flowing through the midst, over
a bed of fallen and drowned leaves. The trees impending over it had
flung down great branches from time to time, which choked up the current, and
compelled it to form eddies and black depths at some points; while, in its
swifter and livelier passages there appeared a channel-way of pebbles, and
brown, sparkling sand. Letting the eyes follow along the course of the
stream, they could catch the reflected light from its water, at some short
distance within the forest, but soon lost all traces of it amid the
bewilderment of tree-trunks and underbush, and here and there a huge rock
covered over with gray lichens. All these giant trees and boulders
of granite seemed intent on making a mystery of the course of this small
brook; fearing, perhaps, that, with its never-ceasing loquacity, it should
whisper tales out of the heart of the old forest whence it flowed, or mirror
its revelations on the smooth surface of a pool. Continually, indeed,
as it stole onward, the streamlet kept up a babble, kind, quiet, soothing,
but melancholy, like the voice of a young child that was spending
its infancy without playfulness, and knew not how to be merry among sad
acquaintance and events of sombre hue.
"Oh, brook! Oh, foolish and tiresome little brook!" cried
Pearl, after listening awhile to its talk, "Why art thou so sad?
Pluck up a spirit, and do not be all the time sighing and murmuring!"
But the brook, in the course of its little lifetime among the forest
trees, had gone through so solemn an experience that it could not help
talking about it, and seemed to have nothing else to say. Pearl
resembled the brook, inasmuch as the current of her life gushed from a
well-spring as mysterious, and had flowed through scenes shadowed as heavily
with gloom. But, unlike the little stream, she danced and sparkled, and
prattled airily along her course.
"What does this sad little brook say, mother? inquired she.
"If thou hadst a sorrow of thine own, the brook might tell thee of it,"
answered her mother, "even as it is telling me of mine. But now, Pearl, I
hear a footstep along the path, and the noise of one putting aside the
branches. I would have thee betake thyself to play, and leave me to
speak with him that comes yonder."
"Is it the Black Man?" asked Pearl.
"Wilt thou go and play, child?" repeated her mother, "But do not stray
far into the wood. And take heed that thou come at my first
call."
"Yes, mother," answered Pearl, "But if it be the Black Man, wilt thou
not let me stay a moment, and look at him, with his big book under his
arm?"
"Go, silly child!" said her mother impatiently. "It is no
Black Man! Thou canst see him now, through the trees. It is
the minister!"
"And so it is!" said the child. "And, mother, he has his hand over
his heart! Is it because, when the minister wrote his name in the book,
the Black Man set his mark in that place? But why does he not wear it
outside his bosom, as thou dost, mother?"
"Go now, child, and thou shalt tease me as thou wilt another time,"
cried Hester Prynne. "But do not stray far. Keep where thou canst
hear the babble of the brook."
The child went singing away, following up the current of the brook, and
striving to mingle a more lightsome cadence with its melancholy voice.
But the little stream would not be comforted, and still kept telling
its unintelligible secret of some very mournful mystery that
had happened—or making a prophetic lamentation about something that was
yet to happen—within the verge of the dismal forest. So Pearl, who had
enough of shadow in her own little life, chose to break off all acquaintance
with this repining brook. She set herself, therefore, to gathering
violets and wood-anemones, and some scarlet columbines that she found growing
in the crevice of a high rock.
When her elf-child had departed, Hester Prynne made a step or
two towards the track that led through the forest, but still
remained under the deep shadow of the trees. She beheld the
minister advancing along the path entirely alone, and leaning on a
staff which he had cut by the wayside. He looked haggard and
feeble, and betrayed a nerveless despondency in his air, which had
never so remarkably characterised him in his walks about the settlement,
nor in any other situation where he deemed himself liable to notice.
Here it was wofully visible, in this intense seclusion of the forest, which
of itself would have been a heavy trial to the spirits. There was a
listlessness in his gait, as if he saw no reason for taking one step further,
nor felt any desire to do so, but would have been glad, could he be glad
of anything, to fling himself down at the root of the nearest tree, and
lie there passive for evermore. The leaves might bestrew him, and the
soil gradually accumulate and form a little hillock over his frame, no matter
whether there were life in it or no. Death was too definite an object to be
wished for or avoided.
To Hester's eye, the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale exhibited no symptom of
positive and vivacious suffering, except that, as little Pearl had remarked,
he kept his hand over his heart.
XVII. THE PASTOR AND HIS PARISHIONER
Slowly as the minister walked, he had almost gone by before Hester
Prynne could gather voice enough to attract his observation. At length
she succeeded.
"Arthur Dimmesdale!" she said, faintly at first, then louder, but
hoarsely—"Arthur Dimmesdale!"
"Who speaks?" answered the minister. Gathering himself quickly up,
he stood more erect, like a man taken by surprise in a mood to which he was
reluctant to have witnesses. Throwing his eyes anxiously in the
direction of the voice, he indistinctly beheld a form under the trees, clad
in garments so sombre, and so little relieved from the gray twilight into
which the clouded sky and the heavy foliage had darkened the noontide, that
he knew not whether it were a woman or a shadow. It may be that his
pathway through life was haunted thus by a spectre that had stolen
out from among his thoughts.
He made a step nigher, and discovered the scarlet letter.
"Hester! Hester Prynne!', said he; "is it thou? Art thou
in life?"
"Even so." she answered. "In such life as has been mine
these seven years past! And thou, Arthur Dimmesdale, dost thou yet
live?"
It was no wonder that they thus questioned one another's actual and
bodily existence, and even doubted of their own. So strangely did they
meet in the dim wood that it was like the first encounter in the world beyond
the grave of two spirits who had been intimately connected in their former
life, but now stood coldly shuddering in mutual dread, as not yet familiar
with their state, nor wonted to the companionship of disembodied
beings. Each a ghost, and awe-stricken at the other ghost. They
were awe-stricken likewise at themselves, because the crisis flung back to
them their consciousness, and revealed to each heart its history and
experience, as life never does, except at such breathless epochs. The
soul beheld its features in the mirror of the passing moment. It was
with fear, and tremulously, and, as it were, by a slow, reluctant necessity,
that Arthur Dimmesdale put forth his hand, chill as death, and touched the
chill hand of Hester Prynne. The grasp, cold as it was, took away what
was dreariest in the interview. They now felt themselves, at
least, inhabitants of the same sphere.
Without a word more spoken—neither he nor she assuming the guidance,
but with an unexpressed consent—they glided back into the shadow of the
woods whence Hester had emerged, and sat down on the heap of moss where she
and Pearl had before been sitting. When they found voice to speak, it
was at first only to utter remarks and inquiries such as any two
acquaintances might have made, about the gloomy sky, the threatening storm,
and, next, the health of each. Thus they went onward, not boldly, but
step by step, into the themes that were brooding deepest in
their hearts. So long estranged by fate and circumstances, they
needed something slight and casual to run before and throw open the doors
of intercourse, so that their real thoughts might be led across the
threshold.
After awhile, the minister fixed his eyes on Hester Prynne's.
"Hester," said he, "hast thou found peace?"
She smiled drearily, looking down upon her bosom.
"Hast thou?" she asked.
"None—nothing but despair!" he answered. "What else could I look
for, being what I am, and leading such a life as mine? Were I an
atheist—a man devoid of conscience—a wretch with coarse and brutal
instincts—I might have found peace long ere now. Nay, I never should
have lost it. But, as matters stand with my soul, whatever of good
capacity there originally was in me, all of God's gifts that were the
choicest have become the ministers of spiritual torment. Hester, I am
most miserable!"
"The people reverence thee," said Hester. "And surely thou workest
good among them! Doth this bring thee no comfort?"
"More misery, Hester!—Only the more misery!" answered the clergyman
with a bitter smile. "As concerns the good which I may appear to do, I
have no faith in it. It must needs be a delusion. What can a
ruined soul like mine effect towards the redemption of other souls?—or a
polluted soul towards their purification? And as for the people's
reverence, would that it were turned to scorn and hatred! Canst thou
deem it, Hester, a consolation that I must stand up in my pulpit, and meet
so many eyes turned upward to my face, as if the light of heaven were beaming
from it!—must see my flock hungry for the truth, and listening to my words
as if a tongue of Pentecost were speaking!—and then look inward, and discern
the black reality of what they idolise? I have laughed, in bitterness
and agony of heart, at the contrast between what I seem and what I am!
And Satan laughs at it!"
"You wrong yourself in this," said Hester gently.
"You have deeply and sorely repented. Your sin is left behind you
in the days long past. Your present life is not less holy, in very
truth, than it seems in people's eyes. Is there no reality in the
penitence thus sealed and witnessed by good works? And wherefore should it
not bring you peace?"
"No, Hester—no!" replied the clergyman. "There is no substance in
it] It is cold and dead, and can do nothing for me! Of penance, I have had
enough! Of penitence, there has been none! Else, I should long
ago have thrown off these garments of mock holiness, and have shown myself to
mankind as they will see me at the judgment-seat. Happy are you,
Hester, that wear the scarlet letter openly upon your bosom! Mine burns
in secret! Thou little knowest what a relief it is, after the torment of
a seven years' cheat, to look into an eye that recognises me for what I
am! Had I one friend—or were it my worst enemy!—to whom, when
sickened with the praises of all other men, I could daily betake myself, and
known as the vilest of all sinners, methinks my soul might keep itself alive
thereby. Even thus much of truth would save me! But now, it is
all falsehood!—all emptiness!—all death!"
Hester Prynne looked into his face, but hesitated to speak.
Yet, uttering his long-restrained emotions so vehemently as he did, his
words here offered her the very point of circumstances in which to interpose
what she came to say. She conquered her fears, and spoke:
"Such a friend as thou hast even now wished for," said she, "with whom
to weep over thy sin, thou hast in me, the partner of it!" Again she
hesitated, but brought out the words with an effort "Thou hast long had such
an enemy, and dwellest with him, under the same roof!"
The minister started to his feet, gasping for breath, and clutching at
his heart, as if he would have torn it out of his bosom.
"Ha! What sayest thou?" cried he. "An enemy! And under
mine own roof! What mean you?"
Hester Prynne was now fully sensible of the deep injury for which she
was responsible to this unhappy man, in permitting him to lie for so many
years, or, indeed, for a single moment, at the mercy of one whose purposes
could not be other than malevolent. The very contiguity of his enemy,
beneath whatever mask the latter might conceal himself, was enough to disturb
the magnetic sphere of a being so sensitive as Arthur Dimmesdale. There
had been a period when Hester was less alive to this consideration;
or, perhaps, in the misanthropy of her own trouble, she left the minister
to bear what she might picture to herself as a more tolerable doom. But
of late, since the night of his vigil, all her sympathies towards him had
been both softened and invigorated. She now read his heart
more accurately. She doubted not that the continual presence of
Roger Chillingworth—the secret poison of his malignity, infecting all the
air about him—and his authorised interference, as a physician, with the
minister's physical and spiritual infirmities—that these bad opportunities
had been turned to a cruel purpose. By means of them, the sufferer's
conscience had been kept in an irritated state, the tendency of which was,
not to cure by wholesome pain, but to disorganize and corrupt
his spiritual being. Its result, on earth, could hardly fail to
be insanity, and hereafter, that eternal alienation from the Good and
True, of which madness is perhaps the earthly type.
Such was the ruin to which she had brought the man, once—nay, why
should we not speak it?—still so passionately loved! Hester felt that the
sacrifice of the clergyman's good name, and death itself, as she had already
told Roger Chillingworth, would have been infinitely preferable to the
alternative which she had taken upon herself to choose. And now, rather
than have had this grievous wrong to confess, she would gladly have laid down
on the forest leaves, and died there, at Arthur Dimmesdale's feet.
"Oh, Arthur!" cried she, "forgive me! In all things else, I
have striven to be true! Truth was the one virtue which I might
have held fast, and did hold fast, through all extremity; save when thy
good—thy life—thy fame—were put in question! Then I consented to a
deception. But a lie is never good, even though death threaten on the
other side! Dost thou not see what I would say? That old
man!—the physician!—he whom they call Roger Chillingworth!—he was my
husband!"
The minister looked at her for an instant, with all that violence of
passion, which—intermixed in more shapes than one with his higher, purer,
softer qualities—was, in fact, the portion of him which the devil claimed,
and through which he sought to win the rest. Never was there a blacker
or a fiercer frown than Hester now encountered. For the brief space
that it lasted, it was a dark transfiguration. But his character had
been so much enfeebled by suffering, that even its lower energies
were incapable of more than a temporary struggle. He sank down on
the ground, and buried his face in his hands.
"I might have known it," murmured he—"I did know it! Was not the
secret told me, in the natural recoil of my heart at the first sight of him,
and as often as I have seen him since? Why did I not understand?
Oh, Hester Prynne, thou little, little knowest all the horror of this
thing! And the shame!—the indelicacy!—the horrible ugliness of this
exposure of a sick and guilty heart to the very eye that would gloat over
it! Woman, woman, thou art accountable for this!—I cannot
forgive thee!"
"Thou shalt forgive me!" cried Hester, flinging herself on the fallen
leaves beside him. "Let God punish! Thou shalt forgive!"
With sudden and desperate tenderness she threw her arms around him, and
pressed his head against her bosom, little caring though his cheek rested on
the scarlet letter. He would have released himself, but strove in vain
to do so. Hester would not set him free, lest he should look her
sternly in the face. All the world had frowned on her—for seven long
years had it frowned upon this lonely woman—and still she bore it all, nor
ever once turned away her firm, sad eyes. Heaven, likewise, had frowned
upon her, and she had not died. But the frown of this pale, weak,
sinful, and sorrow-stricken man was what Hester could not bear, and
live!
"Wilt thou yet forgive me?" she repeated, over and over again. "Wilt
thou not frown? Wilt thou forgive?"
"I do forgive you, Hester," replied the minister at length, with a deep
utterance, out of an abyss of sadness, but no anger. "I freely forgive
you now. May God forgive us both. We are not, Hester, the worst
sinners in the world. There is one worse than even the polluted
priest! That old man's revenge has been blacker than my sin. He
has violated, in cold blood, the sanctity of a human heart. Thou and I,
Hester, never did so!"
"Never, never!" whispered she. "What we did had a consecration of
its own. We felt it so! We said so to each other. Hast
thou forgotten it?"
"Hush, Hester!" said Arthur Dimmesdale, rising from the ground. "No; I
have not forgotten!"
They sat down again, side by side, and hand clasped in hand, on the
mossy trunk of the fallen tree. Life had never brought them a gloomier
hour; it was the point whither their pathway had so long been tending, and
darkening ever, as it stole along—and yet it unclosed a charm that made them
linger upon it, and claim another, and another, and, after all,
another moment. The forest was obscure around them, and creaked with
a blast that was passing through it. The boughs were tossing heavily
above their heads; while one solemn old tree groaned dolefully to another, as
if telling the sad story of the pair that sat beneath, or constrained to
forbode evil to come.
And yet they lingered. How dreary looked the forest-track that led
backward to the settlement, where Hester Prynne must take up again the burden
of her ignominy and the minister the hollow mockery of his good name!
So they lingered an instant longer. No golden light had ever been so precious
as the gloom of this dark forest. Here seen only by his eyes, the
scarlet letter need not burn into the bosom of the fallen woman! Here
seen only by her eyes, Arthur Dimmesdale, false to God and man, might be,
for one moment true!
He started at a thought that suddenly occurred to him.
"Hester!" cried he, "here is a new horror! Roger
Chillingworth knows your purpose to reveal his true character. Will
he continue, then, to keep our secret? What will now be the
course of his revenge?"
"There is a strange secrecy in his nature," replied
Hester, thoughtfully; "and it has grown upon him by the hidden
practices of his revenge. I deem it not likely that he will betray
the secret. He will doubtless seek other means of satiating his
dark passion."
"And I! —how am I to live longer, breathing the same air with this
deadly enemy?" exclaimed Arthur Dimmesdale, shrinking within himself, and
pressing his hand nervously against his heart—a gesture that had
grown involuntary with him. "Think for me, Hester! Thou art
strong. Resolve for me!"
"Thou must dwell no longer with this man," said Hester, slowly and
firmly. "Thy heart must be no longer under his evil eye!"
"It were far worse than death!" replied the minister. "But how to
avoid it? What choice remains to me? Shall I lie down again on
these withered leaves, where I cast myself when thou didst tell me what he
was? Must I sink down there, and die at once?"
"Alas! what a ruin has befallen thee!" said Hester, with the tears
gushing into her eyes. "Wilt thou die for very weakness? There is no
other cause!"
"The judgment of God is on me," answered the
conscience-stricken priest. "It is too mighty for me to struggle
with!"
"Heaven would show mercy," rejoined Hester, "hadst thou but the strength
to take advantage of it. "
"Be thou strong for me!" answered he. "Advise me what to do."
"Is the world, then, so narrow?" exclaimed Hester Prynne, fixing her
deep eyes on the minister's, and instinctively exercising a magnetic power
over a spirit so shattered and subdued that it could hardly hold itself
erect. "Doth the universe lie within the compass of yonder town, which
only a little time ago was but a leaf-strewn desert, as lonely as this around
us? Whither leads yonder forest-track? Backward to the
settlement, thou sayest! Yes; but, onward, too! Deeper it goes, and
deeper into the wilderness, less plainly to be seen at every step; until some
few miles hence the yellow leaves will show no vestige of the white man's
tread. There thou art free! So brief a journey would bring thee
from a world where thou hast been most wretched, to one where thou mayest
still be happy! Is there not shade enough in all this boundless forest
to hide thy heart from the gaze of Roger Chillingworth?"
"Yes, Hester; but only under the fallen leaves!" replied the minister,
with a sad smile.
"Then there is the broad pathway of the sea!" continued Hester. "It
brought thee hither. If thou so choose, it will bear thee back
again. In our native land, whether in some remote rural village, or in
vast London—or, surely, in Germany, in France, in pleasant Italy—thou
wouldst be beyond his power and knowledge! And what hast thou to do
with all these iron men, and their opinions? They have kept thy better
part in bondage too long already!"
"It cannot be!" answered the minister, listening as if he were called
upon to realise a dream. "I am powerless to go. Wretched and
sinful as I am, I have had no other thought than to drag on my earthly
existence in the sphere where Providence hath placed me. Lost as my own
soul is, I would still do what I may for other human souls! I dare not
quit my post, though an unfaithful sentinel, whose sure reward is death and
dishonour, when his dreary watch shall come to an end!"
"Thou art crushed under this seven years' weight of misery," replied
Hester, fervently resolved to buoy him up with her own energy. "But
thou shalt leave it all behind thee! It shall not cumber thy steps, as
thou treadest along the forest-path: neither shalt thou freight the ship with
it, if thou prefer to cross the sea. Leave this wreck and ruin here where it
hath happened. Meddle no more with it! Begin all anew! Hast
thou exhausted possibility in the failure of this one trial? Not
so! The future is yet full of trial and success. There is
happiness to be enjoyed! There is good to be done! Exchange this false
life of thine for a true one. Be, if thy spirit summon thee to such a
mission, the teacher and apostle of the red men. Or, as is more thy
nature, be a scholar and a sage among the wisest and the most renowned
of the cultivated world. Preach! Write! Act! Do
anything, save to lie down and die! Give up this name of Arthur
Dimmesdale, and make thyself another, and a high one, such as thou canst
wear without fear or shame. Why shouldst thou tarry so much as
one other day in the torments that have so gnawed into thy life? that have
made thee feeble to will and to do? that will leave thee powerless even
to repent? Up, and away!"
"Oh, Hester!" cried Arthur Dimmesdale, in whose eyes a fitful light,
kindled by her enthusiasm, flashed up and died away, "thou tellest of running
a race to a man whose knees are tottering beneath him! I must die
here! There is not the strength or courage left me to venture into the
wide, strange, difficult world alone!"
It was the last expression of the despondency of a broken spirit. He
lacked energy to grasp the better fortune that seemed within his reach.
He repeated the word—"Alone, Hester!"
"Thou shall not go alone!" answered she, in a deep whisper. Then, all
was spoken!
XVIII. A FLOOD OF SUNSHINE
Arthur Dimmesdale gazed into Hester's face with a look in which hope and
joy shone out, indeed, but with fear betwixt them, and a kind of horror at
her boldness, who had spoken what he vaguely hinted at, but dared not
speak.
But Hester Prynne, with a mind of native courage and activity, and for
so long a period not merely estranged, but outlawed from society, had
habituated herself to such latitude of speculation as was altogether foreign
to the clergyman. She had wandered, without rule or guidance, in a
moral wilderness, as vast, as intricate, and shadowy as the untamed forest,
amid the gloom of which they were now holding a colloquy that was to decide
their fate. Her intellect and heart had their home, as it were,
in desert places, where she roamed as freely as the wild Indian in his
woods. For years past she had looked from this estranged point of view
at human institutions, and whatever priests or legislators had established;
criticising all with hardly more reverence than the Indian would feel for the
clerical band, the judicial robe, the pillory, the gallows, the fireside, or
the church. The tendency of her fate and fortunes had been to
set her free. The scarlet letter was her passport into regions where
other women dared not tread. Shame, Despair, Solitude! These had been
her teachers—stern and wild ones—and they had made her strong, but taught
her much amiss.
The minister, on the other hand, had never gone through an experience
calculated to lead him beyond the scope of generally received laws; although,
in a single instance, he had so fearfully transgressed one of the most sacred
of them. But this had been a sin of passion, not of principle, nor even
purpose. Since that wretched epoch, he had watched with morbid zeal
and minuteness, not his acts—for those it was easy to arrange—but each
breath of emotion, and his every thought. At the head of the social
system, as the clergymen of that day stood, he was only the more trammelled
by its regulations, its principles, and even its prejudices. As a
priest, the framework of his order inevitably hemmed him in. As a man
who had once sinned, but who kept his conscience all alive and painfully
sensitive by the fretting of an unhealed wound, he might have been supposed
safer within the line of virtue than if he had never sinned at all.
Thus we seem to see that, as regarded Hester Prynne, the whole seven
years of outlaw and ignominy had been little other than a preparation for
this very hour. But Arthur Dimmesdale! Were such a man once more
to fall, what plea could be urged in extenuation of his crime? None;
unless it avail him somewhat that he was broker, down by long and exquisite
suffering; that his mind was darkened and confused by the very remorse
which harrowed it; that, between fleeing as an avowed criminal,
and remaining as a hypocrite, conscience might find it hard to strike
the balance; that it was human to avoid the peril of death and infamy, and
the inscrutable machinations of an enemy; that, finally, to this poor
pilgrim, on his dreary and desert path, faint, sick, miserable, there
appeared a glimpse of human affection and sympathy, a new life, and a true
one, in exchange for the heavy doom which he was now expiating. And be
the stern and sad truth spoken, that the breach which guilt has once
made into the human soul is never, in this mortal state, repaired.
It may be watched and guarded, so that the enemy shall not force his way
again into the citadel, and might even in his subsequent assaults, select
some other avenue, in preference to that where he had formerly
succeeded. But there is still the ruined wall, and near it the stealthy
tread of the foe that would win over again his unforgotten triumph.
The struggle, if there were one, need not be described. Let
it suffice that the clergyman resolved to flee, and not alone.
"If in all these past seven years," thought he, "I could recall one
instant of peace or hope, 1 would yet endure, for the sake of that earnest of
Heaven's mercy. But now—since I am irrevocably doomed—wherefore
should I not snatch the solace allowed to the condemned culprit before his
execution? Or, if this be the path to a better life, as Hester would
persuade me, I surely give up no fairer prospect by pursuing it!
Neither can I any longer live without her companionship; so powerful is she
to sustain—so tender to soothe! O Thou to whom I dare not lift mine
eyes, wilt Thou yet pardon me?"
"Thou wilt go!" said Hester calmly, as he met her glance.
The decision once made, a glow of strange enjoyment threw its flickering
brightness over the trouble of his breast. It was the exhilarating
effect—upon a prisoner just escaped from the dungeon of his own heart—of
breathing the wild, free atmosphere of an unredeemed, unchristianised,
lawless region His spirit rose, as it were, with a bound, and attained a
nearer prospect of the sky, than throughout all the misery which had kept
him grovelling on the earth. Of a deeply religious temperament, there
was inevitably a tinge of the devotional in his mood.
"Do I feel joy again?" cried he, wondering at himself. "Methought the
germ of it was dead in me! Oh, Hester, thou art my better angel!
I seem to have flung myself—sick, sin-stained, and sorrow-blackened—down
upon these forest leaves, and to have risen up all made anew, and with new
powers to glorify Him that hath been merciful! This is already
the better life! Why did we not find it sooner?"
"Let us not look back," answered Hester Prynne. "The past
is gone! Wherefore should we linger upon it now? See! With
this symbol I undo it all, and make it as if it had never been!"
So speaking, she undid the clasp that fastened the scarlet letter, and,
taking it from her bosom, threw it to a distance among the withered
leaves. The mystic token alighted on the hither verge of the
stream. With a hand's-breadth further flight, it would have fallen into
the water, and have give, the little brook another woe to carry onward,
besides the unintelligible tale which it still kept murmuring about.
But there lay the embroidered letter, glittering like a lost jewel, which
some ill-fated wanderer might pick up, and thenceforth be haunted by strange
phantoms of guilt, sinkings of the heart, and unaccountable misfortune.
The stigma gone, Hester heaved a long, deep sigh, in which the burden of
shame and anguish departed from her spirit. O exquisite relief!
She had not known the weight until she felt the freedom! By another
impulse, she took off the formal cap that confined her hair, and down it fell
upon her shoulders, dark and rich, with at once a shadow and a light in its
abundance, and imparting the charm of softness to her features. There
played around her mouth, and beamed out of her eyes, a radiant and tender
smile, that seemed gushing from the very heart of womanhood. A crimson
flush was glowing on her cheek, that had been long so pale. Her sex,
her youth, and the whole richness of her beauty, came back from what men call
the irrevocable past, and clustered themselves with her maiden hope, and a
happiness before unknown, within the magic circle of this hour. And, as
if the gloom of the earth and sky had been but the effluence of these two
mortal hearts, it vanished with their sorrow. All at once, as with a
sudden smile of heaven, forth burst the sunshine, pouring a very flood into
the obscure forest, gladdening each green leaf, transmuting the yellow fallen
ones to gold, and gleaming adown the gray trunks of the solemn trees.
The objects that had made a shadow hitherto, embodied the brightness
now. The course of the little brook might be traced by its merry gleam
afar into the wood's heart of mystery, which had become a mystery of
joy.
Such was the sympathy of Nature—that wild, heathen Nature of the
forest, never subjugated by human law, nor illumined by higher truth—with
the bliss of these two spirits! Love, whether newly-born, or aroused
from a death-like slumber, must always create a sunshine, filling the heart
so full of radiance, that it overflows upon the outward world. Had the
forest still kept its gloom, it would have been bright in Hester's eyes,
and bright in Arthur Dimmesdale's!
Hester looked at him with a thrill of another joy.
"Thou must know Pearl!" said she. "Our little Pearl! Thou
hast seen her—yes, I know it!—but thou wilt see her now with other
eyes. She is a strange child! I hardly comprehend her! But thou
wilt love her dearly, as I do, and wilt advise me how to deal with
her!"
"Dost thou think the child will be glad to know me?" asked the minister,
somewhat uneasily. "I have long shrunk from children, because they
often show a distrust—a backwardness to be familiar with me. I have
even been afraid of little Pearl!"
"Ah, that was sad!" answered the mother. "But she will love
thee dearly, and thou her. She is not far off. I will call
her. Pearl! Pearl!"
"I see the child," observed the minister. "Yonder she is, standing
in a streak of sunshine, a good way off, on the other side of the
brook. So thou thinkest the child will love me?"
Hester smiled, and again called to Pearl, who was visible at
some distance, as the minister had described her, like a
bright-apparelled vision in a sunbeam, which fell down upon her through an
arch of boughs. The ray quivered to and fro, making her figure dim
or distinct—now like a real child, now like a child's spirit—as
the splendour went and came again. She heard her mother's voice, and
approached slowly through the forest.
Pearl had not found the hour pass wearisomely while her mother sat
talking with the clergyman. The great black forest—stern as it showed
itself to those who brought the guilt and troubles of the world into its
bosom—became the playmate of the lonely infant, as well as it knew
how. Sombre as it was, it put on the kindest of its moods to welcome
her. It offered her the partridge-berries, the growth of the preceding
autumn, but ripening only in the spring, and now red as drops of blood
upon the withered leaves. These Pearl gathered, and was pleased
with their wild flavour. The small denizens of the wilderness
hardly took pains to move out of her path. A partridge, indeed, with
a brood of ten behind her, ran forward threateningly, but soon repented of
her fierceness, and clucked to her young ones not to be afraid. A
pigeon, alone on a low branch, allowed Pearl to come beneath, and uttered a
sound as much of greeting as alarm. A squirrel, from the lofty depths of his
domestic tree, chattered either in anger or merriment—for the squirrel is
such a choleric and humorous little personage, that it is hard
to distinguish between his moods—so he chattered at the child, and flung
down a nut upon her head. It was a last year's nut, and already gnawed
by his sharp tooth. A fox, startled from his sleep by her light
footstep on the leaves, looked inquisitively at Pearl, as doubting whether it
were better to steal off, or renew his nap on the same spot. A wolf, it
is said—but here the tale has surely lapsed into the improbable—came up and
smelt of Pearl's robe, and offered his savage head to be patted by
her hand. The truth seems to be, however, that the
mother-forest, and these wild things which it nourished, all recognised
a kindred wilderness in the human child.
And she was gentler here than in the grassy-margined streets of the
settlement, or in her mother's cottage. The Bowers appeared to know it,
and one and another whispered as she passed, "Adorn thyself with me, thou
beautiful child, adorn thyself with me!" —and, to please them, Pearl
gathered the violets, and anemones, and columbines, and some twigs of the
freshest green, which the old trees held down before her eyes. With
these she decorated her hair and her young waist, and became a nymph
child, or an infant dryad, or whatever else was in closest sympathy
with the antique wood. In such guise had Pearl adorned herself,
when she heard her mother's voice, and came slowly back.
Slowly—for she saw the clergyman!
XIX. THE CHILD AT THE BROOKSIDE
"Thou will love her dearly," repeated Hester Prynne, as she and the
minister sat watching little Pearl. "Dost thou not think
her beautiful? And see with what natural skill she has made
those simple flowers adorn her! Had she gathered pearls, and
diamonds, and rubies in the wood, they could not have become her
better! She is a splendid child! But I know whose brow she has!"
"Dost thou know, Hester," said Arthur Dimmesdale, with an unquiet smile,
"that this dear child, tripping about always at thy side, hath caused me many
an alarm? Methought—oh, Hester, what a thought is that, and how
terrible to dread it!—that my own features were partly repeated in her face,
and so strikingly that the world might see them! But she is mostly
thine!"
"No, no! Not mostly!" answered the mother, with a tender smile. "A
little longer, and thou needest not to be afraid to trace whose child she
is. But how strangely beautiful she looks with those wild flowers in
her hair! It is as if one of the fairies, whom we left in dear old
England, had decked her out to meet us."
It was with a feeling which neither of them had ever before experienced,
that they sat and watched Pearl's slow advance. In her was visible the
tie that united them. She had been offered to the world, these seven
past years, as the living hieroglyphic, in which was revealed the secret they
so darkly sought to hide—all written in this symbol—all
plainly manifest—had there been a prophet or magician skilled to read the
character of flame! And Pearl was the oneness of their being. Be
the foregone evil what it might, how could they doubt that their earthly
lives and future destinies were conjoined when they beheld at once the
material union, and the spiritual idea, in whom they met, and were to dwell
immortally together; thoughts like these—and perhaps other thoughts, which
they did not acknowledge or define—threw an awe about the child as she
came onward.
"Let her see nothing strange—no passion or eagerness—in thy way of
accosting her," whispered Hester. "Our Pearl is a fitful and fantastic
little elf sometimes. Especially she is generally intolerant of
emotion, when she does not fully comprehend the why and wherefore. But
the child hath strong affections! She loves me, and will love
thee!"
"Thou canst not think," said the minister, glancing aside at Hester
Prynne, "how my heart dreads this interview, and yearns for it! But, in
truth, as I already told thee, children are not readily won to be familiar
with me. They will not climb my knee, nor prattle in my ear, nor answer
to my smile, but stand apart, and eye me strangely. Even little babes,
when I take them in my arms, weep bitterly. Yet Pearl, twice in her
little lifetime, hath been kind to me! The first time—thou knowest it
well! The last was when thou ledst her with thee to the house of
yonder stern old Governor."
"And thou didst plead so bravely in her behalf and mine!" answered the
mother. "I remember it; and so shall little Pearl. Fear nothing.
She may be strange and shy at first, but will soon learn to love thee!"
By this time Pearl had reached the margin of the brook, and stood on the
further side, gazing silently at Hester and the clergyman, who still sat
together on the mossy tree-trunk waiting to receive her. Just where she
had paused, the brook chanced to form a pool so smooth and quiet that it
reflected a perfect image of her little figure, with all the brilliant
picturesqueness of her beauty, in its adornment of flowers and wreathed
foliage, but more refined and spiritualized than the reality. This
image, so nearly identical with the living Pearl, seemed to
communicate somewhat of its own shadowy and intangible quality to the
child herself. It was strange, the way in which Pearl stood,
looking so steadfastly at them through the dim medium of the forest gloom,
herself, meanwhile, all glorified with a ray of sunshine, that was attracted
thitherward as by a certain sympathy. In the brook beneath stood
another child—another and the same—with likewise its ray of golden
light. Hester felt herself, in some indistinct and tantalizing manner,
estranged from Pearl, as if the child, in her lonely ramble through the
forest, had strayed out of the sphere in which she and her mother dwelt
together, and was now vainly seeking to return to it.
There were both truth and error in the impression; the child and mother
were estranged, but through Hester's fault, not Pearl's. Since the latter
rambled from her side, another inmate had been admitted within the circle of
the mother's feelings, and so modified the aspect of them all, that Pearl,
the returning wanderer, could not find her wonted place, and hardly knew
where she was.
"I have a strange fancy," observed the sensitive minister, "that this
brook is the boundary between two worlds, and that thou canst never meet thy
Pearl again. Or is she an elfish spirit, who, as the legends of our
childhood taught us, is forbidden to cross a running stream? Pray
hasten her, for this delay has already imparted a tremor to my nerves."
"Come, dearest child!" said Hester encouragingly, and stretching out
both her arms. "How slow thou art! When hast thou been
so sluggish before now? Here is a friend of mine, who must be
thy friend also. Thou wilt have twice as much love henceforward
as thy mother alone could give thee! Leap across the brook and
come to us. Thou canst leap like a young deer!"
Pearl, without responding in any manner to these
honey-sweet expressions, remained on the other side of the brook. Now
she fixed her bright wild eyes on her mother, now on the minister, and now
included them both in the same glance, as if to detect and explain to herself
the relation which they bore to one another. For some unaccountable
reason, as Arthur Dimmesdale felt the child's eyes upon himself, his
hand—with that gesture so habitual as to have become involuntary—stole over
his heart. At length, assuming a singular air of authority, Pearl stretched
out her hand, with the small forefinger extended, and pointing
evidently towards her mother's breast. And beneath, in the mirror of
the brook, there was the flower-girdled and sunny image of little
Pearl, pointing her small forefinger too.
"Thou strange child! why dost thou not come to me?"
exclaimed Hester.
Pearl still pointed with her forefinger, and a frown gathered on her
brow—the more impressive from the childish, the almost baby-like aspect of
the features that conveyed it. As her mother still kept beckoning to
her, and arraying her face in a holiday suit of unaccustomed smiles, the
child stamped her foot with a yet more imperious look and gesture. In
the brook, again, was the fantastic beauty of the image, with its reflected
frown, its pointed finger, and imperious gesture, giving emphasis to
the aspect of little Pearl.
"Hasten, Pearl, or I shall be angry with thee!" cried Hester Prynne,
who, however, inured to such behaviour on the elf-child's part at other
seasons, was naturally anxious for a more seemly deportment now. "Leap
across the brook, naughty child, and run hither! Else I must come to
thee!"
But Pearl, not a whit startled at her mother's threats any more than
mollified by her entreaties, now suddenly burst into a fit of passion,
gesticulating violently, and throwing her small figure into the most
extravagant contortions She accompanied this wild outbreak with piercing
shrieks, which the woods reverberated on all sides, so that, alone as she was
in her childish and unreasonable wrath, it seemed as if a hidden multitude
were lending her their sympathy and encouragement. Seen in the brook once
more was the shadowy wrath of Pearl's image, crowned and girdled with
flowers, but stamping its foot, wildly gesticulating, and, in the midst of
all, still pointing its small forefinger at Hester's bosom.
"I see what ails the child," whispered Hester to the clergyman, and
turning pale in spite of a strong effort to conceal her trouble and
annoyance, "Children will not abide any, the slightest, change in the
accustomed aspect of things that are daily before their eyes. Pearl
misses something that she has always seen me wear!"
"I pray you," answered the minister, "if thou hast any means
of pacifying the child, do it forthwith! Save it were the
cankered wrath of an old witch like Mistress Hibbins," added
he, attempting to smile, "I know nothing that I would not sooner encounter
than this passion in a child. In Pearl's young beauty, as in the
wrinkled witch, it has a preternatural effect. Pacify her if thou
lovest me!"
Hester turned again towards Pearl with a crimson blush upon her cheek, a
conscious glance aside clergyman, and then a heavy sigh, while, even before
she had time to speak, the blush yielded to a deadly pallor.
"Pearl," said she sadly, "look down at thy feet!
There!—before thee!—on the hither side of the brook!"
The child turned her eyes to the point indicated, and there lay the
scarlet letter so close upon the margin of the stream that the gold
embroidery was reflected in it.
"Bring it hither!" said Hester.
"Come thou and take it up!" answered Pearl.
"Was ever such a child!" observed Hester aside to the minister. "Oh, I
have much to tell thee about her! But, in very truth, she is right as
regards this hateful token. I must bear its torture yet a little
longer—only a few days longer—until we shall have left this region, and
look back hither as to a land which we have dreamed of. The forest
cannot hide it! The mid-ocean shall take it from my hand, and swallow
it up for ever!"
With these words she advanced to the margin of the brook, took up the
scarlet letter, and fastened it again into her bosom. Hopefully, but a moment
ago, as Hester had spoken of drowning it in the deep sea, there was a sense
of inevitable doom upon her as she thus received back this deadly symbol from
the hand of fate. She had flung it into infinite space! she had drawn
an hour's free breath! and here again was the scarlet misery glittering
on the old spot! So it ever is, whether thus typified or no, that an
evil deed invests itself with the character of doom. Hester next
gathered up the heavy tresses of her hair and confined them beneath her
cap. As if there were a withering spell in the sad letter, her beauty,
the warmth and richness of her womanhood, departed like fading sunshine, and
a gray shadow seemed to fall across her.
When the dreary change was wrought, she extended her hand
to Pearl.
"Dost thou know thy mother now, child?", asked she, reproachfully, but
with a subdued tone. "Wilt thou come across the brook, and own thy
mother, now that she has her shame upon her—now that she is sad?"
"Yes; now I will!" answered the child, bounding across the brook, and
clasping Hester in her arms "Now thou art my mother indeed! and I am
thy little Pearl!"
In a mood of tenderness that was not usual with her, she drew down her
mother's head, and kissed her brow and both her cheeks. But then—by a kind
of necessity that always impelled this child to alloy whatever comfort she
might chance to give with a throb of anguish—Pearl put up her mouth and
kissed the scarlet letter, too
"That was not kind!" said Hester. "When thou hast shown me
a little love, thou mockest me!"
"Why doth the minister sit yonder?" asked Pearl.
"He waits to welcome thee," replied her mother. "Come thou,
and entreat his blessing! He loves thee, my little Pearl, and
loves thy mother, too. Wilt thou not love him? Come he longs to
greet thee!"
"Doth he love us?" said Pearl, looking up with acute intelligence into
her mother's face. "Will he go back with us, hand in hand, we three
together, into the town?"
"Not now, my child," answered Hester. "But in days to come he will
walk hand in hand with us. We will have a home and fireside of our own;
and thou shalt sit upon his knee; and he will teach thee many things, and
love thee dearly. Thou wilt love him—wilt thou not?"
"And will he always keep his hand over his heart?" inquired Pearl.
"Foolish child, what a question is that!" exclaimed her mother. "Come,
and ask his blessing!"
But, whether influenced by the jealousy that seems instinctive with
every petted child towards a dangerous rival, or from whatever caprice of her
freakish nature, Pearl would show no favour to the clergyman. It was
only by an exertion of force that her mother brought her up to him, hanging
back, and manifesting her reluctance by odd grimaces; of which, ever
since her babyhood, she had possessed a singular variety, and
could transform her mobile physiognomy into a series of different aspects,
with a new mischief in them, each and all. The minister—painfully
embarrassed, but hoping that a kiss might prove a talisman to admit him into
the child's kindlier regards—bent forward, and impressed one on her
brow. Hereupon, Pearl broke away from her mother, and, running to the
brook, stooped over it, and bathed her forehead, until the unwelcome kiss was
quite washed off and diffused through a long lapse of the
gliding water. She then remained apart, silently watching Hester and
the clergyman; while they talked together and made such arrangements as
were suggested by their new position and the purposes soon to be
fulfilled.
And now this fateful interview had come to a close. The dell
was to be left in solitude among its dark, old trees, which, with their
multitudinous tongues, would whisper long of what had passed there, and no
mortal be the wiser. And the melancholy brook would add this other tale
to the mystery with which its little heart was already overburdened, and
whereof it still kept up a murmuring babble, with not a whit more
cheerfulness of tone than for ages heretofore.
XX. THE MINISTER IN A MAZE
As the minister departed, in advance of Hester Prynne and little Pearl,
he threw a backward glance, half expecting that he should discover only some
faintly traced features or outline of the mother and the child, slowly fading
into the twilight of the woods. So great a vicissitude in his life
could not at once be received as real. But there was Hester, clad in
her gray robe, still standing beside the tree-trunk, which some blast
had overthrown a long antiquity ago, and which time had ever since been
covering with moss, so that these two fated ones, with earth's heaviest
burden on them, might there sit down together, and find a single hour's rest
and solace. And there was Pearl, too, lightly dancing from the margin
of the brook—now that the intrusive third person was gone—and taking her
old place by her mother's side. So the minister had not fallen asleep
and dreamed!
In order to free his mind from this indistinctness and duplicity of
impression, which vexed it with a strange disquietude, he recalled and more
thoroughly defined the plans which Hester and himself had sketched for their
departure. It had been determined between them that the Old World, with
its crowds and cities, offered them a more eligible shelter and
concealment than the wilds of New England or all America, with
its alternatives of an Indian wigwam, or the few settlements of Europeans
scattered thinly along the sea-board. Not to speak of the clergyman's
health, so inadequate to sustain the hardships of a forest life, his native
gifts, his culture, and his entire development would secure him a home only
in the midst of civilization and refinement; the higher the state the
more delicately adapted to it the man. In futherance of this
choice, it so happened that a ship lay in the harbour; one of
those unquestionable cruisers, frequent at that day, which, without being
absolutely outlaws of the deep, yet roamed over its surface with a remarkable
irresponsibility of character. This vessel had recently arrived from
the Spanish Main, and within three days' time would sail for Bristol.
Hester Prynne—whose vocation, as a self-enlisted Sister of Charity, had
brought her acquainted with the captain and crew—could take upon herself to
secure the passage of two individuals and a child with all the
secrecy which circumstances rendered more than desirable.
The minister had inquired of Hester, with no little interest,
the precise time at which the vessel might be expected to depart.
It would probably be on the fourth day from the present. "This
is most fortunate!" he had then said to himself. Now, why
the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale considered it so very fortunate we hesitate to
reveal. Nevertheless—to hold nothing back from the reader—it was
because, on the third day from the present, he was to preach the Election
Sermon; and, as such an occasion formed an honourable epoch in the life of a
New England Clergyman, he could not have chanced upon a more suitable mode
and time of terminating his professional career. "At least, they shall
say of me," thought this exemplary man, "that I leave no public
duty unperformed or ill-performed!" Sad, indeed, that an introspection so
profound and acute as this poor minister's should be so miserably
deceived! We have had, and may still have, worse things to tell of him;
but none, we apprehend, so pitiably weak; no evidence, at once so slight and
irrefragable, of a subtle disease that had long since begun to eat into the
real substance of his character. No man, for any considerable period,
can wear one face to himself and another to the multitude, without
finally getting bewildered as to which may be the true.
The excitement of Mr. Dimmesdale's feelings as he returned from his
interview with Hester, lent him unaccustomed physical energy, and hurried him
townward at a rapid pace. The pathway among the woods seemed wilder,
more uncouth with its rude natural obstacles, and less trodden by the foot of
man, than he remembered it on his outward journey. But he leaped across
the plashy places, thrust himself through the clinging underbush, climbed
the ascent, plunged into the hollow, and overcame, in short, all the
difficulties of the track, with an unweariable activity that astonished
him. He could not but recall how feebly, and with what frequent pauses
for breath he had toiled over the same ground, only two days before. As
he drew near the town, he took an impression of change from the series of
familiar objects that presented themselves. It seemed not
yesterday, not one, not two, but many days, or even years ago, since he
had quitted them. There, indeed, was each former trace of
the street, as he remembered it, and all the peculiarities of the houses,
with the due multitude of gable-peaks, and a weather-cock at every point
where his memory suggested one. Not the less, however, came this
importunately obtrusive sense of change. The same was true as regarded
the acquaintances whom he met, and all the well-known shapes of human life,
about the little town. They looked neither older nor younger now; the
beards of the aged were no whiter, nor could the creeping babe of yesterday
walk on his feet to-day; it was impossible to describe in what respect
they differed from the individuals on whom he had so recently bestowed a
parting glance; and yet the minister's deepest sense seemed to inform him of
their mutability. A similar impression struck him most remarkably a he
passed under the walls of his own church. The edifice had so very strange,
and yet so familiar an aspect, that Mr. Dimmesdale's mind vibrated between
two ideas; either that he had seen it only in a dream hitherto, or that he
was merely dreaming about it now.
This phenomenon, in the various shapes which it assumed, indicated no
external change, but so sudden and important a change in the spectator of the
familiar scene, that the intervening space of a single day had operated on
his consciousness like the lapse of years. The minister's own
will, and Hester's will, and the fate that grew between them, had wrought
this transformation. It was the same town as heretofore, but the same
minister returned not from the forest. He might have said to the
friends who greeted him—"I am not the man for whom you take me! I left
him yonder in the forest, withdrawn into a secret dell, by a mossy tree
trunk, and near a melancholy brook! Go, seek your minister, and see if
his emaciated figure, his thin cheek, his white, heavy,
pain-wrinkled brow, be not flung down there, like a cast-off garment!"
His friends, no doubt, would still have insisted with him—"Thou art
thyself the man!" but the error would have been their own, not his. Before
Mr. Dimmesdale reached home, his inner man gave him other evidences of a
revolution in the sphere of thought and feeling. In truth, nothing short of a
total change of dynasty and moral code, in that interior kingdom, was
adequate to account for the impulses now communicated to the unfortunate and
startled minister. At every step he was incited to do some strange,
wild, wicked thing or other, with a sense that it would be at
once involuntary and intentional, in spite of himself, yet growing out of
a profounder self than that which opposed the impulse. For instance, he
met one of his own deacons. The good old man addressed him with the
paternal affection and patriarchal privilege which his venerable age, his
upright and holy character, and his station in the church, entitled him to
use and, conjoined with this, the deep, almost worshipping respect, which
the minister's professional and private claims alike demanded. Never
was there a more beautiful example of how the majesty of age and wisdom may
comport with the obeisance and respect enjoined upon it, as from a lower
social rank, and inferior order of endowment, towards a higher. Now,
during a conversation of some two or three moments between the
Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale and this excellent and hoary-bearded deacon,
it was only by the most careful self-control that the former could refrain
from uttering certain blasphemous suggestions that rose into his mind,
respecting the communion-supper. He absolutely trembled and turned pale
as ashes, lest his tongue should wag itself in utterance of these horrible
matters, and plead his own consent for so doing, without his having fairly
given it. And, even with this terror in his heart, he could hardly
avoid laughing, to imagine how the sanctified old patriarchal deacon would
have been petrified by his minister's impiety.
Again, another incident of the same nature. Hurrying along
the street, the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale encountered the eldest female
member of his church, a most pious and exemplary old dame, poor, widowed,
lonely, and with a heart as full of reminiscences about her dead husband and
children, and her dead friends of long ago, as a burial-ground is full of
storied gravestones. Yet all this, which would else have been such
heavy sorrow, was made almost a solemn joy to her devout old soul, by
religious consolations and the truths of Scripture, wherewith she had
fed herself continually for more than thirty years. And since
Mr. Dimmesdale had taken her in charge, the good grandam's chief earthly
comfort—which, unless it had been likewise a heavenly comfort, could have
been none at all—was to meet her pastor, whether casually, or of set
purpose, and be refreshed with a word of warm, fragrant, heaven-breathing
Gospel truth, from his beloved lips, into her dulled, but rapturously
attentive ear. But, on this occasion, up to the moment of putting his
lips to the old woman's ear, Mr. Dimmesdale, as the great enemy of souls
would have it, could recall no text of Scripture, nor aught else, except a
brief, pithy, and, as it then appeared to him, unanswerable
argument against the immortality of the human soul. The
instilment thereof into her mind would probably have caused this aged
sister to drop down dead, at once, as by the effect of an
intensely poisonous infusion. What he really did whisper, the
minister could never afterwards recollect. There was, perhaps,
a fortunate disorder in his utterance, which failed to impart any distinct
idea to the good widows comprehension, or which Providence interpreted after
a method of its own. Assuredly, as the minister looked back, he beheld
an expression of divine gratitude and ecstasy that seemed like the shine of
the celestial city on her face, so wrinkled and ashy pale.
Again, a third instance. After parting from the old church member,
he met the youngest sister of them all. It was a maiden newly-won—and
won by the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale's own sermon, on the Sabbath after his
vigil—to barter the transitory pleasures of the world for the heavenly hope
that was to assume brighter substance as life grew dark around her,
and which would gild the utter gloom with final glory. She was
fair and pure as a lily that had bloomed in Paradise. The
minister knew well that he was himself enshrined within the
stainless sanctity of her heart, which hung its snowy curtains about his
image, imparting to religion the warmth of love, and to love a religious
purity. Satan, that afternoon, had surely led the poor young girl away
from her mother's side, and thrown her into the pathway of this sorely
tempted, or—shall we not rather say?—this lost and desperate man. As
she drew nigh, the arch-fiend whispered him to condense into
small compass, and drop into her tender bosom a germ of evil that would be
sure to blossom darkly soon, and bear black fruit betimes. Such was his sense
of power over this virgin soul, trusting him as she did, that the minister
felt potent to blight all the field of innocence with but one wicked look,
and develop all its opposite with but a word. So—with a mightier
struggle than he had yet sustained—he held his Geneva cloak before his
face, and hurried onward, making no sign of recognition, and leaving the
young sister to digest his rudeness as she might. She ransacked her
conscience—which was full of harmless little matters, like her pocket or her
work-bag—and took herself to task, poor thing! for a thousand
imaginary faults, and went about her household duties with swollen eyelids
the next morning.
Before the minister had time to celebrate his victory over this last
temptation, he was conscious of another impulse, more ludicrous, and almost
as horrible. It was—we blush to tell it—it was to stop short in the
road, and teach some very wicked words to a knot of little Puritan children
who were playing there, and had but just begun to talk. Denying himself
this freak, as unworthy of his cloth, he met a drunken seaman, one of the
ship's crew from the Spanish Main. And here, since he had so valiantly
forborne all other wickedness, poor Mr. Dimmesdale longed at least to
shake hands with the tarry black-guard, and recreate himself with a
few improper jests, such as dissolute sailors so abound with, and a volley
of good, round, solid, satisfactory, and heaven-defying oaths! It was
not so much a better principle, as partly his natural good taste, and still
more his buckramed habit of clerical decorum, that carried him safely through
the latter crisis.
"What is it that haunts and tempts me thus?" cried the minister to
himself, at length, pausing in the street, and striking his hand against his
forehead.
"Am I mad? or am I given over utterly to the fiend? Did I
make a contract with him in the forest, and sign it with my blood? And
does he now summon me to its fulfilment, by suggesting the performance of
every wickedness which his most foul imagination can conceive?"
At the moment when the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale thus communed with
himself, and struck his forehead with his hand, old Mistress Hibbins, the
reputed witch-lady, is said to have been passing by. She made a very grand
appearance, having on a high head-dress, a rich gown of velvet, and a ruff
done up with the famous yellow starch, of which Anne Turner, her especial
friend, had taught her the secret, before this last good lady had been hanged
for Sir Thomas Overbury's murder. Whether the witch had read
the minister's thoughts or no, she came to a full stop, looked shrewdly
into his face, smiled craftily, and—though little given to converse with
clergymen—began a conversation.
"So, reverend sir, you have made a visit into the forest," observed the
witch-lady, nodding her high head-dress at him. "The next time I pray you to
allow me only a fair warning, and I shall be proud to bear you company.
Without taking overmuch upon myself my good word will go far towards gaining
any strange gentleman a fair reception from yonder potentate you wot
of."
"I profess, madam," answered the clergyman, with a grave obeisance, such
as the lady's rank demanded, and his own good breeding made imperative—"I
profess, on my conscience and character, that I am utterly bewildered as
touching the purport of your words! I went not into the forest to seek
a potentate, neither do I, at any future time, design a visit thither, with
a view to gaining the favour of such personage. My one
sufficient object was to greet that pious friend of mine, the Apostle
Eliot, and rejoice with him over the many precious souls he hath won from
heathendom!"
"Ha, ha, ha!" cackled the old witch-lady, still nodding her
high head-dress at the minister. "Well, well! we must needs
talk thus in the daytime! You carry it off like an old hand! But
at midnight, and in the forest, we shall have other talk together!"
She passed on with her aged stateliness, but often turning back her head
and smiling at him, like one willing to recognise a secret intimacy of
connexion.
"Have I then sold myself," thought the minister, "to the fiend whom, if
men say true, this yellow-starched and velveted old hag has chosen for her
prince and master?"
The wretched minister! He had made a bargain very like it! Tempted
by a dream of happiness, he had yielded himself with deliberate choice, as he
had never done before, to what he knew was deadly sin. And the
infectious poison of that sin had been thus rapidly diffused throughout his
moral system. It had stupefied all blessed impulses, and awakened into
vivid life the whole brotherhood of bad ones. Scorn, bitterness,
unprovoked malignity, gratuitous desire of ill, ridicule of whatever
was good and holy, all awoke to tempt, even while they
frightened him. And his encounter with old Mistress Hibbins, if it were
a real incident, did but show its sympathy and fellowship with wicked
mortals, and the world of perverted spirits.
He had by this time reached his dwelling on the edge of the burial
ground, and, hastening up the stairs, took refuge in his study. The
minister was glad to have reached this shelter, without first betraying
himself to the world by any of those strange and wicked eccentricities to
which he had been continually impelled while passing through the
streets. He entered the accustomed room, and looked around him on its
books, its windows, its fireplace, and the tapestried comfort of
the walls, with the same perception of strangeness that had haunted him
throughout his walk from the forest dell into the town and thitherward.
Here he had studied and written; here gone through fast and vigil, and come
forth half alive; here striven to pray; here borne a hundred thousand
agonies! There was the Bible, in its rich old Hebrew, with Moses and
the Prophets speaking to him, and God's voice through all.
There on the table, with the inky pen beside it, was an unfinished
sermon, with a sentence broken in the midst, where his thoughts had ceased to
gush out upon the page two days before. He knew that it was himself, the thin
and white-cheeked minister, who had done and suffered these things, and
written thus far into the Election Sermon! But he seemed to stand
apart, and eye this former self with scornful pitying, but half-envious
curiosity. That self was gone. Another man had returned out of
the forest—a wiser one—with a knowledge of hidden mysteries which
the simplicity of the former never could have reached. A bitter
kind of knowledge that!
While occupied with these reflections, a knock came at the door of the
study, and the minister said, "Come in!"—not wholly devoid of an idea that
he might behold an evil spirit. And so he did! It was old Roger
Chillingworth that entered. The minister stood white and speechless,
with one hand on the Hebrew Scriptures, and the other spread upon his
breast.
"Welcome home, reverend sir," said the physician "And how found you that
godly man, the Apostle Eliot? But methinks, dear sir, you look pale, as
if the travel through the wilderness had been too sore for you. Will
not my aid be requisite to put you in heart and strength to preach your
Election Sermon?"
"Nay, I think not so," rejoined the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale. "My
journey, and the sight of the holy Apostle yonder, and the free air which I
have breathed have done me good, after so long confinement in my study.
I think to need no more of your drugs, my kind physician, good though they
be, and administered by a friendly hand."
All this time Roger Chillingworth was looking at the minister with the
grave and intent regard of a physician towards his patient. But, in
spite of this outward show, the latter was almost convinced of the old man's
knowledge, or, at least, his confident suspicion, with respect to his own
interview with Hester Prynne. The physician knew then that in the
minister's regard he was no longer a trusted friend, but his
bitterest enemy. So much being known, it would appear natural that a
part of it should he expressed. It is singular, however, how long
a time often passes before words embody things; and with what security two
persons, who choose to avoid a certain subject, may approach its very verge,
and retire without disturbing it. Thus the minister felt no
apprehension that Roger Chillingworth would touch, in express words, upon the
real position which they sustained towards one another. Yet did the
physician, in his dark way, creep frightfully near the secret.
"Were it not better," said he, "that you use my poor
skill tonight? Verily, dear sir, we must take pains to make you
strong and vigorous for this occasion of the Election discourse.
The people look for great things from you, apprehending that another year
may come about and find their pastor gone."
"Yes, to another world," replied the minister with
pious resignation. "Heaven grant it be a better one; for, in
good sooth, I hardly think to tarry with my flock through the flitting
seasons of another year! But touching your medicine, kind sir, in my
present frame of body I need it not."
"I joy to hear it," answered the physician. "It may be that
my remedies, so long administered in vain, begin now to take
due effect. Happy man were I, and well deserving of New
England's gratitude, could I achieve this cure!"
"I thank you from my heart, most watchful friend," said the Reverend Mr.
Dimmesdale with a solemn smile. "I thank you, and can but requite your
good deeds with my prayers."
"A good man's prayers are golden recompense!" rejoined old
Roger Chillingworth, as he took his leave. "Yea, they are the
current gold coin of the New Jerusalem, with the King's own mint mark
on them!"
Left alone, the minister summoned a servant of the house, and requested
food, which, being set before him, he ate with ravenous appetite. Then
flinging the already written pages of the Election Sermon into the fire, he
forthwith began another, which he wrote with such an impulsive flow of
thought and emotion, that he fancied himself inspired; and only wondered that
Heaven should see fit to transmit the grand and solemn music of its
oracles through so foul an organ pipe as he. However, leaving
that mystery to solve itself, or go unsolved for ever, he drove his task
onward with earnest haste and ecstasy.
Thus the night fled away, as if it were a winged steed, and he careering
on it; morning came, and peeped, blushing, through the curtains; and at last
sunrise threw a golden beam into the study, and laid it right across the
minister's bedazzled eyes. There he was, with the pen still between his
fingers, and a vast, immeasurable tract of written space behind him!
XXI. THE NEW ENGLAND HOLIDAY
Betimes in the morning of the day on which the new Governor was to
receive his office at the hands of the people, Hester Prynne and little Pearl
came into the market-place. It was already thronged with the craftsmen
and other plebeian inhabitants of the town, in considerable numbers, among
whom, likewise, were many rough figures, whose attire of deer-skins marked
them as belonging to some of the forest settlements, which surrounded
the little metropolis of the colony.
On this public holiday, as on all other occasions for seven years past,
Hester was clad in a garment of coarse gray cloth. Not more by its hue
than by some indescribable peculiarity in its fashion, it had the effect of
making her fade personally out of sight and outline; while again the scarlet
letter brought her back from this twilight indistinctness, and revealed her
under the moral aspect of its own illumination. Her face, so
long familiar to the townspeople, showed the marble quietude which they
were accustomed to behold there. It was like a mask; or, rather like
the frozen calmness of a dead woman's features; owing this dreary resemblance
to the fact that Hester was actually dead, in respect to any claim of
sympathy, and had departed out of the world with which she still seemed to
mingle.
It might be, on this one day, that there was an expression
unseen before, nor, indeed, vivid enough to be detected now; unless
some preternaturally gifted observer should have first read the heart, and
have afterwards sought a corresponding development in the countenance and
mien. Such a spiritual sneer might have conceived, that, after
sustaining the gaze of the multitude through several miserable years as a
necessity, a penance, and something which it was a stern religion to endure,
she now, for one last time more, encountered it freely and voluntarily,
in order to convert what had so long been agony into a kind
of triumph. "Look your last on the scarlet letter and its
wearer!"—the people's victim and lifelong bond-slave, as they
fancied her, might say to them. "Yet a little while, and she will
be beyond your reach! A few hours longer and the deep,
mysterious ocean will quench and hide for ever the symbol which ye
have caused to burn on her bosom!" Nor were it an inconsistency
too improbable to be assigned to human nature, should we suppose a feeling
of regret in Hester's mind, at the moment when she was about to win her
freedom from the pain which had been thus deeply incorporated with her
being. Might there not be an irresistible desire to quaff a last, long,
breathless draught of the cup of wormwood and aloes, with which nearly all
her years of womanhood had been perpetually flavoured. The wine of
life, henceforth to be presented to her lips, must be indeed rich, delicious,
and exhilarating, in its chased and golden beaker, or else leave
an inevitable and weary languor, after the lees of bitterness
wherewith she had been drugged, as with a cordial of intensest potency.
Pearl was decked out with airy gaiety. It would have
been impossible to guess that this bright and sunny apparition owed its
existence to the shape of gloomy gray; or that a fancy, at once so gorgeous
and so delicate as must have been requisite to contrive the child's apparel,
was the same that had achieved a task perhaps more difficult, in imparting so
distinct a peculiarity to Hester's simple robe. The dress, so proper
was it to little Pearl, seemed an effluence, or inevitable development and
outward manifestation of her character, no more to be separated from her than
the many-hued brilliancy from a butterfly's wing, or the painted glory from
the leaf of a bright flower. As with these, so with the child; her garb
was all of one idea with her nature. On this eventful day, moreover,
there was a certain singular inquietude and excitement in her
mood, resembling nothing so much as the shimmer of a diamond,
that sparkles and flashes with the varied throbbings of the breast
on which it is displayed. Children have always a sympathy in
the agitations of those connected with them: always, especially, a sense
of any trouble or impending revolution, of whatever kind, in domestic
circumstances; and therefore Pearl, who was the gem on her mother's unquiet
bosom, betrayed, by the very dance of her spirits, the emotions which none
could detect in the marble passiveness of Hester's brow.
This effervescence made her flit with a bird-like movement, rather than
walk by her mother's side.
She broke continually into shouts of a wild, inarticulate, and sometimes
piercing music. When they reached the market-place, she became still
more restless, on perceiving the stir and bustle that enlivened the spot; for
it was usually more like the broad and lonesome green before a village
meeting-house, than the centre of a town's business
"Why, what is this, mother?" cried she. "Wherefore have all
the people left their work to-day? Is it a play-day for the
whole world? See, there is the blacksmith! He has washed his
sooty face, and put on his Sabbath-day clothes, and looks as if he would
gladly be merry, if any kind body would only teach him how! And there is
Master Brackett, the old jailer, nodding and smiling at me. Why does he
do so, mother?"
"He remembers thee a little babe, my child," answered Hester.
"He should not nod and smile at me, for all that—the black, grim,
ugly-eyed old man!" said Pearl.
"He may nod at thee, if he will; for thou art clad in gray, and wearest
the scarlet letter. But see, mother, how many faces of strange people,
and Indians among them, and sailors! What have they all come to do,
here in the market-place?"
"They wait to see the procession pass," said Hester. "For
the Governor and the magistrates are to go by, and the ministers, and all
the great people and good people, with the music and the soldiers marching
before them. "
"And will the minister be there?" asked Pearl. "And will he
hold out both his hands to me, as when thou led'st me to him from
the brook-side?"
"He will be there, child," answered her mother, "but he will not greet
thee to-day, nor must thou greet him. "
"What a strange, sad man is he!" said the child, as if speaking partly
to herself. "In the dark nighttime he calls us to him, and holds thy
hand and mine, as when we stood with him on the scaffold yonder! And in
the deep forest, where only the old trees can hear, and the strip of sky see
it, he talks with thee, sitting on a heap of moss! And he kisses my
forehead, too, so that the little brook would hardly wash it off! But,
here, in the sunny day, and among all the people, he knows us not;
nor must we know him! A strange, sad man is he, with his hand
always over his heart!"
"Be quiet, Pearl—thou understandest not these things," said her
mother. "Think not now of the minister, but look about thee, and see
how cheery is everybody's face to-day. The children have come from
their schools, and the grown people from their workshops and their fields, on
purpose to be happy, for, to-day, a new man is beginning to rule over them;
and so—as has been the custom of mankind ever since a nation was first
gathered—they make merry and rejoice: as if a good and golden year were
at length to pass over the poor old world!"
It was as Hester said, in regard to the unwonted jollity that brightened
the faces of the people. Into this festal season of the year—as it
already was, and continued to be during the greater part of two
centuries—the Puritans compressed whatever mirth and public joy they deemed
allowable to human infirmity; thereby so far dispelling the customary cloud,
that, for the space of a single holiday, they appeared scarcely more grave
than most other communities at a period of general affliction.
But we perhaps exaggerate the gray or sable tinge, which undoubtedly
characterized the mood and manners of the age. The persons now in the
market-place of Boston had not been born to an inheritance of Puritanic
gloom. They were native Englishmen, whose fathers had lived in the
sunny richness of the Elizabethan epoch; a time when the life of England,
viewed as one great mass, would appear to have been as stately, magnificent,
and joyous, as the world has ever witnessed. Had they followed their
hereditary taste, the New England settlers would have illustrated all
events of public importance by bonfires, banquets, pageantries,
and processions. Nor would it have been impracticable, in
the observance of majestic ceremonies, to combine mirthful recreation with
solemnity, and give, as it were, a grotesque and brilliant embroidery to the
great robe of state, which a nation, at such festivals, puts on. There
was some shadow of an attempt of this kind in the mode of celebrating the day
on which the political year of the colony commenced. The dim reflection
of a remembered splendour, a colourless and manifold diluted repetition of
what they had beheld in proud old London—we will not say at a
royal coronation, but at a Lord Mayor's show—might be traced in
the customs which our forefathers instituted, with reference to the annual
installation of magistrates. The fathers and founders of the
commonwealth—the statesman, the priest, and the soldier—seemed it a duty
then to assume the outward state and majesty, which, in accordance with
antique style, was looked upon as the proper garb of public and
social eminence. All came forth to move in procession before
the people's eye, and thus impart a needed dignity to the simple framework
of a government so newly constructed.
Then, too, the people were countenanced, if not encouraged, in relaxing
the severe and close application to their various modes of rugged industry,
which at all other times, seemed of the same piece and material with their
religion. Here, it is true, were none of the appliances which popular
merriment would so readily have found in the England of Elizabeth's time, or
that of James—no rude shows of a theatrical kind; no minstrel, with his
harp and legendary ballad, nor gleeman with an ape dancing to his music;
no juggler, with his tricks of mimic witchcraft; no Merry Andrew, to stir up
the multitude with jests, perhaps a hundred years old, but still effective,
by their appeals to the very broadest sources of mirthful sympathy. All
such professors of the several branches of jocularity would have been
sternly repressed, not only by the rigid discipline of law, but by
the general sentiment which give law its vitality. Not the
less, however, the great, honest face of the people
smiled—grimly, perhaps, but widely too. Nor were sports wanting, such
as the colonists had witnessed, and shared in, long ago, at the
country fairs and on the village-greens of England; and which it
was thought well to keep alive on this new soil, for the sake of
the courage and manliness that were essential in them.
Wrestling matches, in the different fashions of Cornwall and
Devonshire, were seen here and there about the market-place; in one corner,
there was a friendly bout at quarterstaff; and—what attracted
most interest of all—on the platform of the pillory, already so noted in
our pages, two masters of defence were commencing an exhibition with the
buckler and broadsword. But, much to the disappointment of the crowd,
this latter business was broken off by the interposition of the town beadle,
who had no idea of permitting the majesty of the law to be violated by such
an abuse of one of its consecrated places.
It may not be too much to affirm, on the whole, (the people being then
in the first stages of joyless deportment, and the offspring of sires who had
known how to be merry, in their day), that they would compare favourably, in
point of holiday keeping, with their descendants, even at so long an interval
as ourselves. Their immediate posterity, the generation next to the
early emigrants, wore the blackest shade of Puritanism, and so darkened
the national visage with it, that all the subsequent years have
not sufficed to clear it up. We have yet to learn again
the forgotten art of gaiety.
The picture of human life in the market-place, though its general tint
was the sad gray, brown, or black of the English emigrants, was yet enlivened
by some diversity of hue. A party of Indians—in their savage finery of
curiously embroidered deerskin robes, wampum-belts, red and yellow ochre, and
feathers, and armed with the bow and arrow and stone-headed
spear—stood apart with countenances of inflexible gravity, beyond what
even the Puritan aspect could attain. Nor, wild as were these
painted barbarians, were they the wildest feature of the scene.
This distinction could more justly be claimed by some mariners—a part of
the crew of the vessel from the Spanish Main—who had come ashore to see the
humours of Election Day. They were rough-looking desperadoes, with
sun-blackened faces, and an immensity of beard; their wide short trousers
were confined about the waist by belts, often clasped with a rough plate of
gold, and sustaining always a long knife, and in some instances, a
sword. From beneath their broad-brimmed hats of palm-leaf, gleamed
eyes which, even in good-nature and merriment, had a kind of
animal ferocity. They transgressed without fear or scruple, the
rules of behaviour that were binding on all others: smoking tobacco under
the beadle's very nose, although each whiff would have cost a townsman a
shilling; and quaffing at their pleasure, draughts of wine or aqua-vitae from
pocket flasks, which they freely tendered to the gaping crowd around
them. It remarkably characterised the incomplete morality of the age,
rigid as we call it, that a licence was allowed the seafaring class,
not merely for their freaks on shore, but for far more desperate deeds on
their proper element. The sailor of that day would go near to be
arraigned as a pirate in our own. There could be little doubt, for
instance, that this very ship's crew, though no unfavourable specimens of the
nautical brotherhood, had been guilty, as we should phrase it, of
depredations on the Spanish commerce, such as would have perilled all their
necks in a modern court of justice.
But the sea in those old times heaved, swelled, and foamed very much at
its own will, or subject only to the tempestuous wind, with hardly any
attempts at regulation by human law. The buccaneer on the wave might
relinquish his calling and become at once if he chose, a man of probity
and piety on land; nor, even in the full career of his reckless life, was
he regarded as a personage with whom it was disreputable to traffic or
casually associate. Thus the Puritan elders in their black cloaks,
starched bands, and steeple-crowned hats, smiled not unbenignantly at the
clamour and rude deportment of these jolly seafaring men; and it excited
neither surprise nor animadversion when so reputable a citizen as old
Roger Chillingworth, the physician, was seen to enter the market-place in
close and familiar talk with the commander of the questionable vessel.
The latter was by far the most showy and gallant figure, so far as
apparel went, anywhere to be seen among the multitude. He wore a
profusion of ribbons on his garment, and gold lace on his hat, which was also
encircled by a gold chain, and surmounted with a feather. There was a
sword at his side and a sword-cut on his forehead, which, by the arrangement
of his hair, he seemed anxious rather to display than hide. A landsman
could hardly have worn this garb and shown this face, and worn and shown
them both with such a galliard air, without undergoing stern
question before a magistrate, and probably incurring a fine
or imprisonment, or perhaps an exhibition in the stocks. As regarded
the shipmaster, however, all was looked upon as pertaining to the character,
as to a fish his glistening scales.
After parting from the physician, the commander of the Bristol ship
strolled idly through the market-place; until happening to approach the spot
where Hester Prynne was standing, he appeared to recognise, and did not
hesitate to address her. As was usually the case wherever Hester stood,
a small vacant area—a sort of magic circle—had formed itself about her,
into which, though the people were elbowing one another at a little distance,
none ventured or felt disposed to intrude. It was a forcible type of
the moral solitude in which the scarlet letter enveloped its fated wearer;
partly by her own reserve, and partly by the instinctive, though no longer
so unkindly, withdrawal of her fellow-creatures. Now, if
never before, it answered a good purpose by enabling Hester and the seaman
to speak together without risk of being overheard; and so changed was Hester
Prynne's repute before the public, that the matron in town, most eminent for
rigid morality, could not have held such intercourse with less result of
scandal than herself.
"So, mistress," said the mariner, "I must bid the steward make ready one
more berth than you bargained for! No fear of scurvy or ship fever this
voyage. What with the ship's surgeon and this other doctor, our only
danger will be from drug or pill; more by token, as there is a lot of
apothecary's stuff aboard, which I traded for with a Spanish vessel."
"What mean you?" inquired Hester, startled more than she permitted to
appear. "Have you another passenger?"
"Why, know you not," cried the shipmaster, "that this
physician here—Chillingworth he calls himself—is minded to try
my cabin-fare with you? Ay, ay, you must have known it; for he tells
me he is of your party, and a close friend to the gentleman you spoke of—he
that is in peril from these sour old Puritan rulers."
"They know each other well, indeed," replied Hester, with a mien of
calmness, though in the utmost consternation. "They have long dwelt
together."
Nothing further passed between the mariner and Hester Prynne. But at
that instant she beheld old Roger Chillingworth himself, standing in the
remotest comer of the market-place and smiling on her; a smile which—across
the wide and bustling square, and through all the talk and laughter, and
various thoughts, moods, and interests of the crowd—conveyed secret and
fearful meaning.
XXII. THE PROCESSION
Before Hester Prynne could call together her thoughts, and consider what
was practicable to be done in this new and startling aspect of affairs, the
sound of military music was heard approaching along a contiguous
street. It denoted the advance of the procession of magistrates and
citizens on its way towards the meeting-house: where, in compliance with a
custom thus early established, and ever since observed, the Reverend
Mr. Dimmesdale was to deliver an Election Sermon.
Soon the head of the procession showed itself, with a slow and stately
march, turning a corner, and making its way across the market-place.
First came the music. It comprised a variety of instruments, perhaps
imperfectly adapted to one another, and played with no great skill; but yet
attaining the great object for which the harmony of drum and clarion
addresses itself to the multitude—that of imparting a higher and more heroic
air to the scene of life that passes before the eye. Little Pearl
at first clapped her hands, but then lost for an instant the restless
agitation that had kept her in a continual effervescence throughout the
morning; she gazed silently, and seemed to be borne upward like a floating
sea-bird on the long heaves and swells of sound. But she was brought
back to her former mood by the shimmer of the sunshine on the weapons and
bright armour of the military company, which followed after the music, and
formed the honorary escort of the procession. This body of
soldiery—which still sustains a corporate existence, and marches down from
past ages with an ancient and honourable fame—was composed of
no mercenary materials. Its ranks were filled with gentlemen
who felt the stirrings of martial impulse, and sought to establish a kind
of College of Arms, where, as in an association of Knights Templars, they
might learn the science, and, so far as peaceful exercise would teach them,
the practices of war. The high estimation then placed upon the military
character might be seen in the lofty port of each individual member of the
company. Some of them, indeed, by their services in the Low Countries
and on other fields of European warfare, had fairly won their title
to assume the name and pomp of soldiership. The entire
array, moreover, clad in burnished steel, and with plumage nodding
over their bright morions, had a brilliancy of effect which no
modern display can aspire to equal.
And yet the men of civil eminence, who came immediately behind the
military escort, were better worth a thoughtful observer's eye. Even in
outward demeanour they showed a stamp of majesty that made the warrior's
haughty stride look vulgar, if not absurd. It was an age when what we
call talent had far less consideration than now, but the massive materials
which produce stability and dignity of character a great deal more. The
people possessed by hereditary right the quality of reverence, which, in
their descendants, if it survive at all, exists in smaller proportion, and
with a vastly diminished force in the selection and estimate of public
men. The change may be for good or ill, and is partly, perhaps, for
both. In that old day the English settler on these rude shores—having
left king, nobles, and all degrees of awful rank behind, while still the
faculty and necessity of reverence was strong in him—bestowed it on the
white hair and venerable brow of age—on long-tried integrity—on solid
wisdom and sad-coloured experience—on endowments of that grave
and weighty order which gave the idea of permanence, and comes under the
general definition of respectability. These primitive statesmen,
therefore—Bradstreet, Endicott, Dudley, Bellingham, and their compeers—who
were elevated to power by the early choice of the people, seem to have been
not often brilliant, but distinguished by a ponderous sobriety, rather than
activity of intellect. They had fortitude and self-reliance, and in
time of difficulty or peril stood up for the welfare of the state like
a line of cliffs against a tempestuous tide. The traits of character
here indicated were well represented in the square cast of countenance and
large physical development of the new colonial magistrates. So far as a
demeanour of natural authority was concerned, the mother country need not
have been ashamed to see these foremost men of an actual democracy adopted
into the House of Peers, or make the Privy Council of the Sovereign.
Next in order to the magistrates came the young and
eminently distinguished divine, from whose lips the religious discourse
of the anniversary was expected. His was the profession at that era
in which intellectual ability displayed itself far more than in political
life; for—leaving a higher motive out of the question it offered
inducements powerful enough in the almost worshipping respect of
the community, to win the most aspiring ambition into its service. Even
political power—as in the case of Increase Mather—was within the grasp of a
successful priest.
It was the observation of those who beheld him now, that never, since
Mr. Dimmesdale first set his foot on the New England shore, had he exhibited
such energy as was seen in the gait and air with which he kept his pace in
the procession. There was no feebleness of step as at other times; his
frame was not bent, nor did his hand rest ominously upon his heart.
Yet, if the clergyman were rightly viewed, his strength seemed not of
the body. It might be spiritual and imparted to him by
angelical ministrations. It might be the exhilaration of that
potent cordial which is distilled only in the furnace-glow of earnest and
long-continued thought. Or perchance his sensitive temperament was
invigorated by the loud and piercing music that swelled heaven-ward, and
uplifted him on its ascending wave. Nevertheless, so abstracted was his look,
it might be questioned whether Mr. Dimmesdale ever heard the music.
There was his body, moving onward, and with an unaccustomed force. But
where was his mind? Far and deep in its own region, busying
itself, with preternatural activity, to marshal a procession of
stately thoughts that were soon to issue thence; and so he saw
nothing, heard nothing, knew nothing of what was around him; but the
spiritual element took up the feeble frame and carried it along, unconscious
of the burden, and converting it to spirit like itself. Men of uncommon
intellect, who have grown morbid, possess this occasional power of
mighty effort, into which they throw the life of many days and then
are lifeless for as many more.
Hester Prynne, gazing steadfastly at the clergyman, felt a
dreary influence come over her, but wherefore or whence she knew
not, unless that he seemed so remote from her own sphere, and
utterly beyond her reach. One glance of recognition she had
imagined must needs pass between them. She thought of the dim
forest, with its little dell of solitude, and love, and anguish, and
the mossy tree-trunk, where, sitting hand-in-hand, they had mingled their
sad and passionate talk with the melancholy murmur of the brook. How
deeply had they known each other then! And was this the man? She
hardly knew him now! He, moving proudly past, enveloped as it were, in
the rich music, with the procession of majestic and venerable fathers; he, so
unattainable in his worldly position, and still more so in that far vista of
his unsympathizing thoughts, through which she now beheld him!
Her spirit sank with the idea that all must have been a delusion,
and that, vividly as she had dreamed it, there could be no real
bond betwixt the clergyman and herself. And thus much of woman
was there in Hester, that she could scarcely forgive him—least of all
now, when the heavy footstep of their approaching Fate might be heard,
nearer, nearer, nearer!—for being able so completely to withdraw himself
from their mutual world—while she groped darkly, and stretched forth her
cold hands, and found him not.
Pearl either saw and responded to her mother's feelings, or herself felt
the remoteness and intangibility that had fallen around the minister.
While the procession passed, the child was uneasy, fluttering up and down,
like a bird on the point of taking flight. When the whole had gone by,
she looked up into Hester's face—
"Mother," said she, "was that the same minister that kissed me by the
brook?"
"Hold thy peace, dear little Pearl!" whispered her mother.
"We must not always talk in the marketplace of what happens to us in the
forest."
"I could not be sure that it was he—so strange he looked," continued
the child. "Else I would have run to him, and bid him kiss me now,
before all the people, even as he did yonder among the dark old trees.
What would the minister have said, mother? Would he have clapped his hand
over his heart, and scowled on me, and bid me begone?"
"What should he say, Pearl," answered Hester, "save that it was no time
to kiss, and that kisses are not to be given in the market-place? Well
for thee, foolish child, that thou didst not speak to him!"
Another shade of the same sentiment, in reference to Mr. Dimmesdale, was
expressed by a person whose eccentricities—insanity, as we should term
it—led her to do what few of the townspeople would have ventured on—to
begin a conversation with the wearer of the scarlet letter in public.
It was Mistress Hibbins, who, arrayed in great magnificence, with a triple
ruff, a broidered stomacher, a gown of rich velvet, and a gold-headed cane,
had come forth to see the procession. As this ancient lady had the
renown (which subsequently cost her no less a price than her life) of being
a principal actor in all the works of necromancy that were continually
going forward, the crowd gave way before her, and seemed to fear the touch of
her garment, as if it carried the plague among its gorgeous folds. Seen
in conjunction with Hester Prynne—kindly as so many now felt towards the
latter—the dread inspired by Mistress Hibbins had doubled, and caused
a general movement from that part of the market-place in which the two
women stood.
"Now, what mortal imagination could conceive it?" whispered the old lady
confidentially to Hester. "Yonder divine man! That saint on
earth, as the people uphold him to be, and as—I must needs say—he really
looks! Who, now, that saw him pass in the procession, would think how
little while it is since he went forth out of his study—chewing a Hebrew
text of Scripture in his mouth, I warrant—to take an airing in the
forest! Aha! we know what that means, Hester Prynne! But truly,
forsooth, I find it hard to believe him the same man. Many a church
member saw I, walking behind the music, that has danced in the
same measure with me, when Somebody was fiddler, and, it might be,
an Indian powwow or a Lapland wizard changing hands with us! That is
but a trifle, when a woman knows the world. But this minister.
Couldst thou surely tell, Hester, whether he was the same man that
encountered thee on the forest path?"
"Madam, I know not of what you speak," answered Hester Prynne, feeling
Mistress Hibbins to be of infirm mind; yet strangely startled and
awe-stricken by the confidence with which she affirmed a personal connexion
between so many persons (herself among them) and the Evil One. "It is
not for me to talk lightly of a learned and pious minister of the Word, like
the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale."
"Fie, woman—fie!" cried the old lady, shaking her finger
at Hester. "Dost thou think I have been to the forest so many times,
and have yet no skill to judge who else has been there? Yea, though no leaf
of the wild garlands which they wore while they danced be left in their
hair! I know thee, Hester, for I behold the token. We may all see
it in the sunshine! and it glows like a red flame in the dark.
Thou wearest it openly, so there need be no question about that. But
this minister! Let me tell thee in thine ear! When the Black Man
sees one of his own servants, signed and sealed, so shy of owning to the bond
as is the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale, he hath a way of ordering matters so
that the mark shall be disclosed, in open daylight, to the eyes of all the
world! What is that the minister seeks to hide, with his hand always
over his heart? Ha, Hester Prynne?"
"What is it, good Mistress Hibbins?" eagerly asked little Pearl. "Hast
thou seen it?"
"No matter, darling!" responded Mistress Hibbins, making Pearl
a profound reverence. "Thou thyself wilt see it, one time
or another. They say, child, thou art of the lineage of the
Prince of Air! Wilt thou ride with me some fine night to see
thy father? Then thou shalt know wherefore the minister keeps
his hand over his heart!"
Laughing so shrilly that all the market-place could hear her, the weird
old gentlewoman took her departure.
By this time the preliminary prayer had been offered in
the meeting-house, and the accents of the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale were
heard commencing his discourse. An irresistible feeling kept Hester
near the spot. As the sacred edifice was too much thronged to admit
another auditor, she took up her position close beside the scaffold of the
pillory. It was in sufficient proximity to bring the whole sermon to
her ears, in the shape of an indistinct but varied murmur and flow of the
minister's very peculiar voice.
This vocal organ was in itself a rich endowment, insomuch that
a listener, comprehending nothing of the language in which the preacher
spoke, might still have been swayed to and fro by the mere tone and
cadence. Like all other music, it breathed passion and pathos, and
emotions high or tender, in a tongue native to the human heart, wherever
educated. Muffled as the sound was by its passage through the church
walls, Hester Prynne listened with such intenseness, and sympathized so
intimately, that the sermon had throughout a meaning for her, entirely apart
from its indistinguishable words. These, perhaps, if more distinctly
heard, might have been only a grosser medium, and have clogged the spiritual
sense. Now she caught the low undertone, as of the wind sinking down
to repose itself; then ascended with it, as it rose through progressive
gradations of sweetness and power, until its volume seemed to envelop her
with an atmosphere of awe and solemn grandeur. And yet, majestic as the
voice sometimes became, there was for ever in it an essential character of
plaintiveness. A loud or low expression of anguish—the whisper, or the
shriek, as it might be conceived, of suffering humanity, that touched
a sensibility in every bosom! At times this deep strain of
pathos was all that could be heard, and scarcely heard sighing amid
a desolate silence. But even when the minister's voice grew high and
commanding—when it gushed irrepressibly upward—when it assumed its utmost
breadth and power, so overfilling the church as to burst its way through the
solid walls, and diffuse itself in the open air—still, if the auditor
listened intently, and for the purpose, he could detect the same cry of
pain. What was it? The complaint of a human heart, sorrow-laden,
perchance guilty, telling its secret, whether of guilt or sorrow, to
the great heart of mankind; beseeching its sympathy or
forgiveness,—at every moment,—in each accent,—and never in vain!
It was this profound and continual undertone that gave the clergyman his
most appropriate power.
During all this time, Hester stood, statue-like, at the foot of the
scaffold. If the minister's voice had not kept her there, there would,
nevertheless, have been an inevitable magnetism in that spot, whence she
dated the first hour of her life of ignominy. There was a sense within
her—too ill-defined to be made a thought, but weighing heavily on her
mind—that her whole orb of life, both before and after, was connected with
this spot, as with the one point that gave it unity.
Little Pearl, meanwhile, had quitted her mother's side, and was playing
at her own will about the market-place. She made the sombre crowd
cheerful by her erratic and glistening ray, even as a bird of bright plumage
illuminates a whole tree of dusky foliage by darting to and fro, half seen
and half concealed amid the twilight of the clustering leaves. She had
an undulating, but oftentimes a sharp and irregular movement. It
indicated the restless vivacity of her spirit, which to-day was
doubly indefatigable in its tip-toe dance, because it was played upon and
vibrated with her mother's disquietude. Whenever Pearl saw anything to
excite her ever active and wandering curiosity, she flew thitherward, and, as
we might say, seized upon that man or thing as her own property, so far as
she desired it, but without yielding the minutest degree of control over her
motions in requital. The Puritans looked on, and, if they smiled, were
none the less inclined to pronounce the child a demon offspring, from the
indescribable charm of beauty and eccentricity that shone through her little
figure, and sparkled with its activity. She ran and looked the wild
Indian in the face, and he grew conscious of a nature wilder than his
own. Thence, with native audacity, but still with a reserve as
characteristic, she flew into the midst of a group of mariners, the
swarthy-cheeked wild men of the ocean, as the Indians were of the land; and
they gazed wonderingly and admiringly at Pearl, as if a flake of
the sea-foam had taken the shape of a little maid, and were gifted with a
soul of the sea-fire, that flashes beneath the prow in the night-time.
One of these seafaring men the shipmaster, indeed, who had spoken to
Hester Prynne was so smitten with Pearl's aspect, that he attempted to lay
hands upon her, with purpose to snatch a kiss. Finding it as impossible to
touch her as to catch a humming-bird in the air, he took from his hat the
gold chain that was twisted about it, and threw it to the child. Pearl
immediately twined it around her neck and waist with such happy skill, that,
once seen there, it became a part of her, and it was difficult to
imagine her without it.
"Thy mother is yonder woman with the scarlet letter," said the seaman,
"Wilt thou carry her a message from me?"
"If the message pleases me, I will," answered Pearl.
"Then tell her," rejoined he, "that I spake again with
the black-a-visaged, hump shouldered old doctor, and he engages to bring
his friend, the gentleman she wots of, aboard with him. So let thy
mother take no thought, save for herself and thee. Wilt thou tell her
this, thou witch-baby?"
"Mistress Hibbins says my father is the Prince of the Air!" cried Pearl,
with a naughty smile. "If thou callest me that ill-name, I shall tell
him of thee, and he will chase thy ship with a tempest!"
Pursuing a zigzag course across the marketplace, the child returned to
her mother, and communicated what the mariner had said. Hester's
strong, calm steadfastly-enduring spirit almost sank, at last, on beholding
this dark and grim countenance of an inevitable doom, which at the moment
when a passage seemed to open for the minister and herself out of their
labyrinth of misery—showed itself with an unrelenting smile, right in
the midst of their path.
With her mind harassed by the terrible perplexity in which
the shipmaster's intelligence involved her, she was also subjected
to another trial. There were many people present from the
country round about, who had often heard of the scarlet letter, and
to whom it had been made terrific by a hundred false or
exaggerated rumours, but who had never beheld it with their own bodily
eyes. These, after exhausting other modes of amusement, now thronged about
Hester Prynne with rude and boorish intrusiveness. Unscrupulous as it was,
however, it could not bring them nearer than a circuit of several
yards. At that distance they accordingly stood, fixed there by the
centrifugal force of the repugnance which the mystic symbol inspired.
The whole gang of sailors, likewise, observing the press of spectators,
and learning the purport of the scarlet letter, came and thrust
their sunburnt and desperado-looking faces into the ring. Even
the Indians were affected by a sort of cold shadow of the white
man's curiosity and, gliding through the crowd, fastened their snake-like
black eyes on Hester's bosom, conceiving, perhaps, that the wearer of this
brilliantly embroidered badge must needs be a personage of high dignity among
her people. Lastly, the inhabitants of the town (their own interest in
this worn-out subject languidly reviving itself, by sympathy with what they
saw others feel) lounged idly to the same quarter, and tormented Hester
Prynne, perhaps more than all the rest, with their cool, well-acquainted gaze
at her familiar shame. Hester saw and recognized the selfsame faces of
that group of matrons, who had awaited her forthcoming from the prison-door
seven years ago; all save one, the youngest and only compassionate among
them, whose burial-robe she had since made. At the final hour, when she
was so soon to fling aside the burning letter, it had strangely become the
centre of more remark and excitement, and was thus made to sear her breast
more painfully, than at any time since the first day she put it on.
While Hester stood in that magic circle of ignominy, where the cunning
cruelty of her sentence seemed to have fixed her for ever, the admirable
preacher was looking down from the sacred pulpit upon an audience whose very
inmost spirits had yielded to his control. The sainted minister in the
church! The woman of the scarlet letter in the marketplace! What
imagination would have been irreverent enough to surmise that the same
scorching stigma was on them both!
XXIII. THE REVELATION OF THE SCARLET LETTER
The eloquent voice, on which the souls of the listening audience had
been borne aloft as on the swelling waves of the sea, at length came to a
pause. There was a momentary silence, profound as what should follow
the utterance of oracles. Then ensued a murmur and half-hushed tumult,
as if the auditors, released from the high spell that had transported them
into the region of another's mind, were returning into themselves, with all
their awe and wonder still heavy on them. In a moment more the
crowd began to gush forth from the doors of the church. Now that
there was an end, they needed more breath, more fit to support the gross
and earthly life into which they relapsed, than that atmosphere which the
preacher had converted into words of flame, and had burdened with the rich
fragrance of his thought.
In the open air their rapture broke into speech. The street
and the market-place absolutely babbled, from side to side, with applauses
of the minister. His hearers could not rest until they had told one
another of what each knew better than he could tell or hear.
According to their united testimony, never had man spoken in so wise, so
high, and so holy a spirit, as he that spake this day; nor had inspiration
ever breathed through mortal lips more evidently than it did through
his. Its influence could be seen, as it were, descending upon him, and
possessing him, and continually lifting him out of the written discourse that
lay before him, and filling him with ideas that must have been
as marvellous to himself as to his audience. His subject, it appeared, had
been the relation between the Deity and the communities of mankind, with a
special reference to the New England which they were here planting in the
wilderness. And, as he drew towards the close, a spirit as of prophecy
had come upon him, constraining him to its purpose as mightily as the
old prophets of Israel were constrained, only with this difference, that,
whereas the Jewish seers had denounced judgments and ruin on their country,
it was his mission to foretell a high and glorious destiny for the newly
gathered people of the Lord. But, throughout it all, and through the
whole discourse, there had been a certain deep, sad undertone of pathos,
which could not be interpreted otherwise than as the natural regret of one
soon to pass away. Yes; their minister whom they so loved—and who
so loved them all, that he could not depart heavenward without a sigh—had
the foreboding of untimely death upon him, and would soon leave them in their
tears. This idea of his transitory stay on earth gave the last emphasis
to the effect which the preacher had produced; it was if an angel, in his
passage to the skies, had shaken his bright wings over the people for an
instant—at once a shadow and a splendour—and had shed down a shower of
golden truths upon them.
Thus, there had come to the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale—as to most men, in
their various spheres, though seldom recognised until they see it far behind
them—an epoch of life more brilliant and full of triumph than any previous
one, or than any which could hereafter be. He stood, at this moment, on
the very proudest eminence of superiority, to which the gifts
or intellect, rich lore, prevailing eloquence, and a reputation of whitest
sanctity, could exalt a clergyman in New England's earliest days, when the
professional character was of itself a lofty pedestal. Such was the
position which the minister occupied, as he bowed his head forward on the
cushions of the pulpit at the close of his Election Sermon. Meanwhile
Hester Prynne was standing beside the scaffold of the pillory, with
the scarlet letter still burning on her breast!
Now was heard again the clamour of the music, and the measured tramp of
the military escort issuing from the church door. The procession was to
be marshalled thence to the town hall, where a solemn banquet would complete
the ceremonies of the day.
Once more, therefore, the train of venerable and majestic fathers were
seen moving through a broad pathway of the people, who drew back reverently,
on either side, as the Governor and magistrates, the old and wise men, the
holy ministers, and all that were eminent and renowned, advanced into the
midst of them. When they were fairly in the marketplace, their presence
was greeted by a shout. This—though doubtless it might acquire
additional force and volume from the child-like loyalty which the age
awarded to its rulers—was felt to be an irrepressible outburst of
enthusiasm kindled in the auditors by that high strain of eloquence
which was yet reverberating in their ears. Each felt the impulse
in himself, and in the same breath, caught it from his neighbour. Within
the church, it had hardly been kept down; beneath the sky it pealed upward to
the zenith. There were human beings enough, and enough of highly
wrought and symphonious feeling to produce that more impressive sound than
the organ tones of the blast, or the thunder, or the roar of the sea; even
that mighty swell of many voices, blended into one great voice by the
universal impulse which makes likewise one vast heart out of the
many. Never, from the soil of New England had gone up such a shout! Never,
on New England soil had stood the man so honoured by his mortal brethren as
the preacher!
How fared it with him, then? Were there not the
brilliant particles of a halo in the air about his head? So
etherealised by spirit as he was, and so apotheosised by worshipping
admirers, did his footsteps, in the procession, really tread upon the
dust of earth?
As the ranks of military men and civil fathers moved onward, all eyes
were turned towards the point where the minister was seen to approach among
them. The shout died into a murmur, as one portion of the crowd after
another obtained a glimpse of him. How feeble and pale he looked, amid all
his triumph! The energy—or say, rather, the inspiration which had held
him up, until he should have delivered the sacred message that had brought
its own strength along with it from heaven—was withdrawn, now that it had
so faithfully performed its office. The glow, which they had
just before beheld burning on his cheek, was extinguished, like a flame
that sinks down hopelessly among the late decaying embers. It seemed hardly
the face of a man alive, with such a death-like hue: it was hardly a man with
life in him, that tottered on his path so nervously, yet tottered, and did
not fall!
One of his clerical brethren—it was the venerable
John Wilson—observing the state in which Mr. Dimmesdale was left by the
retiring wave of intellect and sensibility, stepped forward hastily to offer
his support. The minister tremulously, but decidedly, repelled the old
man's arm. He still walked onward, if that movement could be so
described, which rather resembled the wavering effort of an infant, with its
mother's arms in view, outstretched to tempt him forward. And now,
almost imperceptible as were the latter steps of his progress, he had come
opposite the well-remembered and weather-darkened scaffold, where,
long since, with all that dreary lapse of time between, Hester Prynne had
encountered the world's ignominious stare. There stood Hester, holding
little Pearl by the hand! And there was the scarlet letter on her
breast! The minister here made a pause; although the music still played
the stately and rejoicing march to which the procession moved. It
summoned him onward—inward to the festival!—but here he made a pause.
Bellingham, for the last few moments, had kept an anxious eye upon
him. He now left his own place in the procession, and advanced to give
assistance judging, from Mr. Dimmesdale's aspect that he must otherwise
inevitably fall. But there was something in the latter's expression
that warned back the magistrate, although a man not readily obeying the
vague intimations that pass from one spirit to another. The
crowd, meanwhile, looked on with awe and wonder. This
earthly faintness, was, in their view, only another phase of
the minister's celestial strength; nor would it have seemed a miracle too
high to be wrought for one so holy, had he ascended before their eyes, waxing
dimmer and brighter, and fading at last into the light of heaven!
He turned towards the scaffold, and stretched forth his arms.
"Hester," said he, "come hither! Come, my little Pearl!"
It was a ghastly look with which he regarded them; but there
was something at once tender and strangely triumphant in it.
The child, with the bird-like motion, which was one of
her characteristics, flew to him, and clasped her arms about
his knees. Hester Prynne—slowly, as if impelled by inevitable fate,
and against her strongest will—likewise drew near, but paused before she
reached him. At this instant old Roger Chillingworth thrust himself
through the crowd—or, perhaps, so dark, disturbed, and evil was his look, he
rose up out of some nether region—to snatch back his victim from what he
sought to do! Be that as it might, the old man rushed forward, and
caught the minister by the arm.
"Madman, hold! what is your purpose?" whispered he. "Wave back
that woman! Cast off this child All shall be well! Do not blacken
your fame, and perish in dishonour! I can yet save you! Would you
bring infamy on your sacred profession?"
"Ha, tempter! Methinks thou art too late!" answered the minister,
encountering his eye, fearfully, but firmly. "Thy power is not what it
was! With God's help, I shall escape thee now!"
He again extended his hand to the woman of the scarlet letter.
"Hester Prynne," cried he, with a piercing earnestness, "in the name of
Him, so terrible and so merciful, who gives me grace, at this last moment, to
do what—for my own heavy sin and miserable agony—I withheld myself from
doing seven years ago, come hither now, and twine thy strength about
me! Thy strength, Hester; but let it be guided by the will which God
hath granted me! This wretched and wronged old man is opposing it with
all his might!—with all his own might, and the fiend's!
Come, Hester—come! Support me up yonder scaffold."
The crowd was in a tumult. The men of rank and dignity, who stood
more immediately around the clergyman, were so taken by surprise, and so
perplexed as to the purport of what they saw—unable to receive the
explanation which most readily presented itself, or to imagine any
other—that they remained silent and inactive spectators of the judgement
which Providence seemed about to work. They beheld the minister,
leaning on Hester's shoulder, and supported by her arm around him, approach
the scaffold, and ascend its steps; while still the little hand of the
sin-born child was clasped in his. Old Roger Chillingworth followed, as
one intimately connected with the drama of guilt and sorrow in which they had
all been actors, and well entitled, therefore to be present at its closing
scene.
"Hadst thou sought the whole earth over," said he looking darkly at the
clergyman, "there was no one place so secret—no high place nor lowly place,
where thou couldst have escaped me—save on this very scaffold!"
"Thanks be to Him who hath led me hither!" answered the minister.
Yet he trembled, and turned to Hester, with an expression of doubt and
anxiety in his eyes, not the less evidently betrayed, that there was a feeble
smile upon his lips.
"Is not this better," murmured he, "than what we dreamed of in the
forest?"
"I know not! I know not!" she hurriedly replied "Better? Yea;
so we may both die, and little Pearl die with us!"
"For thee and Pearl, be it as God shall order," said the minister; "and
God is merciful! Let me now do the will which He hath made plain before
my sight. For, Hester, I am a dying man. So let me make haste to take
my shame upon me!"
Partly supported by Hester Prynne, and holding one hand of
little Pearl's, the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale turned to the dignified
and venerable rulers; to the holy ministers, who were his brethren; to the
people, whose great heart was thoroughly appalled yet overflowing with
tearful sympathy, as knowing that some deep life-matter—which, if full of
sin, was full of anguish and repentance likewise—was now to be laid open to
them. The sun, but little past its meridian, shone down upon the
clergyman, and gave a distinctness to his figure, as he stood out from all
the earth, to put in his plea of guilty at the bar of Eternal Justice.
"People of New England!" cried he, with a voice that rose over them,
high, solemn, and majestic—yet had always a tremor through it, and sometimes
a shriek, struggling up out of a fathomless depth of remorse and woe—"ye,
that have loved me!—ye, that have deemed me holy!—behold me here, the
one sinner of the world! At last—at last!—I stand upon the spot
where, seven years since, I should have stood, here, with this woman, whose
arm, more than the little strength wherewith I have crept hitherward,
sustains me at this dreadful moment, from grovelling down upon my face!
Lo, the scarlet letter which Hester wears! Ye have all shuddered at
it! Wherever her walk hath been—wherever, so miserably burdened, she
may have hoped to find repose—it hath cast a lurid gleam of awe and
horrible repugnance round about her. But there stood one in the midst
of you, at whose brand of sin and infamy ye have not shuddered!"
It seemed, at this point, as if the minister must leave the remainder of
his secret undisclosed. But he fought back the bodily weakness—and,
still more, the faintness of heart—that was striving for the mastery with
him. He threw off all assistance, and stepped passionately forward a
pace before the woman and the children.
"It was on him!" he continued, with a kind of fierceness; so determined
was he to speak out tile whole. "God's eye beheld it! The angels
were for ever pointing at it! (The Devil knew it well, and fretted it
continually with the touch of his burning finger!) But he hid it cunningly
from men, and walked among you with the mien of a spirit, mournful, because
so pure in a sinful world! —and sad, because he missed his
heavenly kindred! Now, at the death-hour, he stands up before
you! He bids you look again at Hester's scarlet letter! He tells
you, that, with all its mysterious horror, it is but the shadow of what he
bears on his own breast, and that even this, his own red stigma, is no more
than the type of what has seared his inmost heart! Stand any here that
question God's judgment on a sinner! Behold! Behold, a dreadful witness
of it!"
With a convulsive motion, he tore away the ministerial band from before
his breast. It was revealed! But it were irreverent to describe
that revelation. For an instant, the gaze of the horror-stricken
multitude was concentrated on the ghastly miracle; while the minister stood,
with a flush of triumph in his face, as one who, in the crisis of acutest
pain, had won a victory. Then, down he sank upon the scaffold!
Hester partly raised him, and supported his head against her bosom. Old
Roger Chillingworth knelt down beside him, with a blank, dull countenance,
out of which the life seemed to have departed,
"Thou hast escaped me!" he repeated more than once. "Thou
hast escaped me!"
"May God forgive thee!" said the minister. "Thou, too, hast deeply
sinned!"
He withdrew his dying eyes from the old man, and fixed them on the woman
and the child.
"My little Pearl," said he, feebly and there was a sweet and gentle
smile over his face, as of a spirit sinking into deep repose; nay, now that
the burden was removed, it seemed almost as if he would be sportive with the
child—"dear little Pearl, wilt thou kiss me now? Thou wouldst not,
yonder, in the forest! But now thou wilt?"
Pearl kissed his lips. A spell was broken. The great scene
of grief, in which the wild infant bore a part had developed all
her sympathies; and as her tears fell upon her father's cheek, they were
the pledge that she would grow up amid human joy and sorrow, nor forever do
battle with the world, but be a woman in it. Towards her mother, too, Pearl's
errand as a messenger of anguish was fulfilled.
"Hester," said the clergyman, "farewell!"
"Shall we not meet again?" whispered she, bending her face down close to
his. "Shall we not spend our immortal life together? Surely, surely, we
have ransomed one another, with all this woe! Thou lookest far into eternity,
with those bright dying eyes! Then tell me what thou seest!"
"Hush, Hester—hush!" said he, with tremulous solemnity. "The law
we broke I—the sin here awfully revealed!—let these alone be in thy
thoughts! I fear! I fear! It may be, that, when we forgot
our God—when we violated our reverence each for the other's soul—it was
thenceforth vain to hope that we could meet hereafter, in an everlasting and
pure reunion. God knows; and He is merciful! He hath proved his
mercy, most of all, in my afflictions. By giving me this burning
torture to bear upon my breast! By sending yonder dark and terrible old man,
to keep the torture always at red-heat! By bringing me hither, to die
this death of triumphant ignominy before the people! Had either of
these agonies been wanting, I had been lost for ever! Praised be
His name! His will be done! Farewell!"
That final word came forth with the minister's expiring breath. The
multitude, silent till then, broke out in a strange, deep voice of awe and
wonder, which could not as yet find utterance, save in this murmur that
rolled so heavily after the departed spirit.
XXIV. CONCLUSION
After many days, when time sufficed for the people to arrange their
thoughts in reference to the foregoing scene, there was more than one account
of what had been witnessed on the scaffold.
Most of the spectators testified to having seen, on the breast
of the unhappy minister, a SCARLET LETTER—the very semblance of that worn
by Hester Prynne—imprinted in the flesh. As regarded its origin there
were various explanations, all of which must necessarily have been
conjectural. Some affirmed that the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale, on the
very day when Hester Prynne first wore her ignominious badge, had begun a
course of penance—which he afterwards, in so many futile methods,
followed out—by inflicting a hideous torture on himself. Others
contended that the stigma had not been produced until a long
time subsequent, when old Roger Chillingworth, being a potent necromancer,
had caused it to appear, through the agency of magic and poisonous
drugs. Others, again and those best able to appreciate the minister's
peculiar sensibility, and the wonderful operation of his spirit upon the
body—whispered their belief, that the awful symbol was the effect of the
ever-active tooth of remorse, gnawing from the inmost heart outwardly, and
at last manifesting Heaven's dreadful judgment by the visible presence of
the letter. The reader may choose among these theories. We have
thrown all the light we could acquire upon the portent, and would gladly, now
that it has done its office, erase its deep print out of our own brain, where
long meditation has fixed it in very undesirable distinctness.
It is singular, nevertheless, that certain persons, who were spectators
of the whole scene, and professed never once to have removed their eyes from
the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale, denied that there was any mark whatever on his
breast, more than on a new-born infant's. Neither, by their report, had
his dying words acknowledged, nor even remotely implied,
any—the slightest—connexion on his part, with the guilt for which Hester
Prynne had so long worn the scarlet letter. According to
these highly-respectable witnesses, the minister, conscious that he
was dying—conscious, also, that the reverence of the multitude placed him
already among saints and angels—had desired, by yielding up his breath in
the arms of that fallen woman, to express to the world how utterly nugatory
is the choicest of man's own righteousness. After exhausting life in
his efforts for mankind's spiritual good, he had made the manner of his
death a parable, in order to impress on his admirers the mighty
and mournful lesson, that, in the view of Infinite Purity, we are sinners
all alike. It was to teach them, that the holiest amongst us has but
attained so far above his fellows as to discern more clearly the Mercy
which looks down, and repudiate more utterly the phantom of human merit,
which would look aspiringly upward. Without disputing a truth so
momentous, we must be allowed to consider this version of Mr. Dimmesdale's
story as only an instance of that stubborn fidelity with which a man's
friends—and especially a clergyman's—will sometimes uphold his character,
when proofs, clear as the mid-day sunshine on the scarlet letter,
establish him a false and sin-stained creature of the dust.
The authority which we have chiefly followed—a manuscript of old date,
drawn up from the verbal testimony of individuals, some of whom had known
Hester Prynne, while others had heard the tale from contemporary witnesses
fully confirms the view taken in the foregoing pages. Among many morals
which press upon us from the poor minister's miserable experience, we put
only this into a sentence:—"Be true! Be true! Be true!
Show freely to the world, if not your worst, yet some trait whereby the worst
may be inferred!"
Nothing was more remarkable than the change which took place, almost
immediately after Mr. Dimmesdale's death, in the appearance and demeanour of
the old man known as Roger Chillingworth. All his strength and
energy—all his vital and intellectual force—seemed at once to desert him,
insomuch that he positively withered up, shrivelled away and almost
vanished from mortal sight, like an uprooted weed that lies wilting in
the sun. This unhappy man had made the very principle of his life
to consist in the pursuit and systematic exercise revenge; and when, by
its completest triumph consummation that evil principle was left with no
further material to support it—when, in short, there was no more Devil's
work on earth for him to do, it only remained for the unhumanised mortal to
betake himself whither his master would find him tasks enough, and pay him
his wages duly. But, to all these shadowy beings, so long our near
acquaintances—as well Roger Chillingworth as his companions we would fain be
merciful. It is a curious subject of observation and inquiry,
whether hatred and love be not the same thing at bottom. Each, in
its utmost development, supposes a high degree of intimacy
and heart-knowledge; each renders one individual dependent for the food of
his affections and spiritual fife upon another: each leaves the passionate
lover, or the no less passionate hater, forlorn and desolate by the
withdrawal of his subject. Philosophically considered, therefore, the two
passions seem essentially the same, except that one happens to be seen in
a celestial radiance, and the other in a dusky and lurid glow.
In the spiritual world, the old physician and the minister—mutual victims
as they have been—may, unawares, have found their earthly stock of hatred
and antipathy transmuted into golden love.
Leaving this discussion apart, we have a matter of business
to communicate to the reader. At old Roger Chillingworth's
decease, (which took place within the year), and by his last will
and testament, of which Governor Bellingham and the Reverend Mr. Wilson
were executors, he bequeathed a very considerable amount of property, both
here and in England to little Pearl, the daughter of Hester Prynne.
So Pearl—the elf child—the demon offspring, as some people up to that
epoch persisted in considering her—became the richest heiress of her day in
the New World. Not improbably this circumstance wrought a very material
change in the public estimation; and had the mother and child remained here,
little Pearl at a marriageable period of life might have mingled her wild
blood with the lineage of the devoutest Puritan among them all. But, in
no long time after the physician's death, the wearer of the scarlet letter
disappeared, and Pearl along with her. For many years, though a vague
report would now and then find its way across the sea—like a shapeless piece
of driftwood tossed ashore with the initials of a name upon it—yet no
tidings of them unquestionably authentic were received. The story of the
scarlet letter grew into a legend. Its spell, however, was still
potent, and kept the scaffold awful where the poor minister had died, and
likewise the cottage by the sea-shore where Hester Prynne had dwelt.
Near this latter spot, one afternoon some children were at play, when they
beheld a tall woman in a gray robe approach the cottage-door. In all
those years it had never once been opened; but either she unlocked it or
the decaying wood and iron yielded to her hand, or she glided shadow-like
through these impediments—and, at all events, went in.
On the threshold she paused—turned partly round—for perchance the idea
of entering alone and all so changed, the home of so intense a former life,
was more dreary and desolate than even she could bear. But her
hesitation was only for an instant, though long enough to display a scarlet
letter on her breast.
And Hester Prynne had returned, and taken up her
long-forsaken shame! But where was little Pearl? If still alive
she must now have been in the flush and bloom of early womanhood.
None knew—nor ever learned with the fulness of perfect
certainty—whether the elf-child had gone thus untimely to a maiden
grave; or whether her wild, rich nature had been softened and subdued and
made capable of a woman's gentle happiness. But through the remainder
of Hester's life there were indications that the recluse of the scarlet
letter was the object of love and interest with some inhabitant of another
land. Letters came, with armorial seals upon them, though of bearings
unknown to English heraldry. In the cottage there were articles of
comfort and luxury such as Hester never cared to use, but which only
wealth could have purchased and affection have imagined for her.
There were trifles too, little ornaments, beautiful tokens of a continual
remembrance, that must have been wrought by delicate fingers at the impulse
of a fond heart. And once Hester was seen embroidering a baby-garment
with such a lavish richness of golden fancy as would have raised a public
tumult had any infant thus apparelled, been shown to our sober-hued
community.
In fine, the gossips of that day believed—and Mr. Surveyor Pue, who
made investigations a century later, believed—and one of his recent
successors in office, moreover, faithfully believes—that Pearl was not only
alive, but married, and happy, and mindful of her mother; and that she would
most joyfully have entertained that sad and lonely mother at her
fireside.
But there was a more real life for Hester Prynne, here, in New England,
that in that unknown region where Pearl had found a home. Here had been
her sin; here, her sorrow; and here was yet to be her penitence. She
had returned, therefore, and resumed of her own free will, for not the
sternest magistrate of that iron period would have imposed it—resumed the
symbol of which we have related so dark a tale. Never afterwards did it
quit her bosom. But, in the lapse of the toilsome, thoughtful,
and self-devoted years that made up Hester's life, the scarlet
letter ceased to be a stigma which attracted the world's scorn
and bitterness, and became a type of something to be sorrowed over, and
looked upon with awe, yet with reverence too. And, as Hester Prynne had
no selfish ends, nor lived in any measure for her own profit and enjoyment,
people brought all their sorrows and perplexities, and besought her counsel,
as one who had herself gone through a mighty trouble. Women, more
especially—in the continually recurring trials of wounded, wasted,
wronged, misplaced, or erring and sinful passion—or with the
dreary burden of a heart unyielded, because unvalued and unsought came to
Hester's cottage, demanding why they were so wretched, and what the
remedy! Hester comforted and counselled them, as best she might.
She assured them, too, of her firm belief that, at some brighter period, when
the world should have grown ripe for it, in Heaven's own time, a new truth
would be revealed, in order to establish the whole relation between man and
woman on a surer ground of mutual happiness. Earlier in life, Hester
had vainly imagined that she herself might be the destined prophetess, but
had long since recognised the impossibility that any mission of divine and
mysterious truth should be confided to a woman stained with sin, bowed down
with shame, or even burdened with a life-long sorrow. The angel and
apostle of the coming revelation must be a woman, indeed, but lofty, pure,
and beautiful, and wise; moreover, not through dusky grief, but
the ethereal medium of joy; and showing how sacred love should make us
happy, by the truest test of a life successful to such an end.
So said Hester Prynne, and glanced her
sad eyes downward at the scarlet letter. And, after many, many years, a
new grave was delved, near an old and sunken one, in that burial-ground
beside which King's Chapel has since been built. It was near that
old and sunken grave, yet with a space between, as if the dust of the two
sleepers had no right to mingle. Yet one tomb-stone served for
both. All around, there were monuments carved with armorial bearings;
and on this simple slab of slate—as the curious investigator may still
discern, and perplex himself with the purport—there appeared the semblance
of an engraved escutcheon. It bore a device, a herald's wording of
which may serve for a motto and brief description of our now
concluded legend; so sombre is it, and relieved only by one
ever-glowing point of light gloomier than the shadow: —
"ON A FIELD, SABLE, THE LETTER A, GULES"